What kind of feeling is it that the White people are born in White people?

What kind of feeling is it that the White people are born in White people?

I'm 23 year old Japanese man.

But, I wanted to be born as a white people.

I think I'm ugly myself and I get harassed(embarrassed) about my face.

The color of the skin is yellow, too.

I have flat face and flat nose.

I think I'm short height and thin muscle compared to the White people.(I'm 5 feet 9.5 inch/165lbs)

I think I'm ugly compared to White people.

I want to be born as a white people in the future life.

I think White people are most beautiful and most biggest great race.

I respect White people.

I Love White people.

I think that an Western European people(British, Irish, German, French, Scandinavian, Afrikaner people) in particular is the most beautiful people.

I think Western European people is most beautiful ethnicity among the whites. most celebrity and supermodel have the Germanic ethnicity.

http://www.theapricity.com/forum/showthread.php?51...

I think blond hair and blue eye are most beautiful and attractive.

I know that the standard of beauty is mostly white people and features.

Asian people have only dark brown eyes and black hair.

What kind of feeling is it that the White people are born in White people?

White people think Asian people are unattractive?