I need someone to interpret this dream I had.?

Ok, to help you understand this dream better, I must confess that I have HUUUGE crush on a fictional character, Ghetsis Harmonia (some of you may recognize the name. Don't judge). So, I found Ghetsis, in real life (maybe) and began following him. He saw me at one point and got mad, yelling at me to go away. I didn't see him for a few days. When I did, I followed him again and essentially kidnapped and sexually assaulted him. Several days passed. It was implied that I was in a computer game, the "server" crashing repeatedly on the grounds of the software being too "demonic". Everything seemed so real though. I didn't know what was reality and what wasn't real. After several days, me growing more and more possessive and perverted, my mind and sanity seemed to deteriorate. It ended with Ghetsis killing himself by jumping off the roof of the hotel, and the dream ended with me jumping after him (I'm only assuming this, as my view switched to Ghetsis's point of view just when he jumped). What could the dream have meant? What did the computer thing, me going crazy, and us dying in the end symbolize?