Why do we have to be alive if it doesn't intetest us?

maybe cause god had a reason for putting you here and maybe you should ask him about it

I'm sorry about your mom. You sound young, so I can tell you this... It does get better. Some day, you'll be old enough to move out and away from your father. You can live your own life as you want it to be. This is your life and you are in control of what happens in it. You have a bright future ahead of you. Don't give up on hope, and on yourself yet. You're too young to do that.

Your soul is here specifically to learn some important life lessons. The length of that journey you aren't at liberty to know. I think you're here to continue your mother's legacy of living a kind, patient, and successful life. Only it will be more of a struggle for you to obtain that path. To do so you probably will be given more time. You are also learning a life lesson about forgiving that "trash" father of yours. He's on a totally different life journey, one we can't truly understand. You don't have to engage him or allow his negative energy to interfere with your life goals. But you can watch from afar with a kind and forgiving heart. This is your life journey, no one else's. Follow the path that energizes you.

It can be difficult to find a reason to keep going, especially when life seems so unfair. It is clear you are still hurting and grieving the loss of your mom, and it s making you question your own life s value. But just as your mom s life was worthwhile to you, your life is valuable to others. Please consider reaching out to an adult you trust for support as you work through this difficult time and sort out what can help give your life meaning again. You can also give us a call if you ever want to talk. Wishing you the best... MG, crisis counselor