How can I fix my mental?

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/ravishly/neuroscienc...

http://www.pinknews.co.uk/2011/01/26/scans-show-di...

https://www.newscientist.com/article/dn20032-trans...

It is not a mental illness. So called Conversion therapy, is bogus. It causes great psychological harm.

"I think conversion therapy still exist." - Yeah, well that's where you'd be wrong.

Change churches. Or religions. Talk with a certified, licensed psychiatrist.

" I am meant to be a straight Christian woman"

You are not meant to be anything. Your parents or you yourself can expect certain things but nothing is meant to be.

Try going for shock therapy.

Human Sexuality; that would be Homosexuality (Attraction to the same-sex), Heterosexuality (Attraction to the Opposite-Sex) and Bisexuality (Attraction to Both Genders) has been proven to be inborn. This was done in a case study of Identical Twins, when both twins where born and one happened to be gay the other twin had a seventy percent chance of also being gay. Proving that Human Sexuality deals with Hormones in the womb, pre-birth.

Now imagine this as a pool, I’m going to dive into this head first and probably get flamed for what I’m about to say. But Most people of any Branch of the Christian faith aren’t anymore Christian then Adolph Hitler himself was, Christian stands for Christ Like which means acting as Jesus Christ would act. Jesus Christ accepted everyone and helped everyone, Christian does not mean follow the guidebook that was written, re-written, translated & Re-translated centuries after Jesus Christ died. His “Followers” basically turned their backs on his teachings, spreading hatred and bigotry simple as they saw fit. Jesus Christ Wouldn’t like most so called Christians, as I don’t like most So called Christians. You shouldn’t need to label yourself Christian, it should be within your actions to act Christ Like. It should be clear without ever saying a word, people should see it without having to see you at a church. As the saying goes “Going to church makes you no more Christian, then going to a garage makes you a mechanic”.