does she like me?

I've had a a crush on my best friend. She and I have always not liked each other that way. We've known each other since we were 4 and now we're 14 and I like her. She's sometimes touching me. She makes jokes and comments. Also she likes sleepovers. She jokes about innaprioprate things. She claims to like a guy. And I claim to have no crush. She doesn't even know I'm bi. She thinks I'm straight and stuff. But she might be gay or bi. She doesn't show signs of it but neither do I and nobody would ever think I'm bi. Sometimes she looks into my eyes. And we like to wrestle and she loves it even when we get hurt and I don't know why. I'm not a touchy feely person and that's the only time she touches me and she always prolongs the time with rematches. I think I might have a chance. Am I stupid to think this beautiful girl could ever like me. I mean she talks about her crush a lot, more than the average person. Maybe as a cover up. Idk. Please do I have even the slightest chance