what does it mean when she says, who knows in the future I might come to you and you will push me away?

She is married, we flirt and make out, we have a close physical and emotional friendship. She keeps on saying she is not looking for a relationship with me, but yet makes out with me and we talk on a regular basis. She says she does push people away when they get close. She said she would probably have to say she wants a divorce to her husband and would have to revealed that she is a lesbian. Seems lately she has become distant and upset angry at me all of a sudden. I keep on getting mixed signs

she says she doesn't want to lead me on, but yet we always make out and she looks intensely into my eyes like bedroom eyes like she wants sex with me. Every time I talk about it, she gets very upset and ignores me for a few days. She says its confusing and she doesn't know how it would work. She is 30 years older than I am. Im thinking she is realizing she has been a closet lesbian all those years.

she says she doesn't want to lead me on, but yet we always make out and she looks intensely into my eyes like bedroom eyes like she wants sex with me. Every time I talk about it, she gets very upset and ignores me for a few days. She says its confusing and she doesn't know how it would work. She is 30 years older than I am. Im thinking she is realizing she has been a closet lesbian all those years.

she says I am clingy and I am pushing her away, she does this everytime we communicate a lot and become very close, she steps back everytime. she says shes scared after we make out yet she loves to feel my body, and compliments my boobs

she says I am clingy and I am pushing her away, she does this everytime we communicate a lot and become very close, she steps back everytime. she says shes scared after we make out yet she loves to feel my body, and compliments my boobs