R.I.P dad xx?

Seeing my dad being lowered into the ground today hits a sore point it hurts...yeah it hurts I love you dad you was a f...... Nightmare but you was a good hearted kind warm man deep down....someone said today life shapes us we all come into this world beings good nor bad right nor wrong evil nor innocent....life and people along the way will determine this and shape this.....so on that note my dad taught me that love is so important for happiness and in my eyes family's are so sacred buyt vim just a hung up f..... Up loser in love/life who ain't obsessed withnoone but what's the right ending alone or otherwise it will get determined sad thing is life can be so nice happy good no pain violence misery....why one hstes when robbed for being onnocent of this one special thing....o make noons read I keep it low key having a bad day needed to vent.....I didn't want to bve unhappy itpts not fair why are ppl so f.... Cruel and evil