Waiting to go n.a wish my lift would hurry....?

So I'm in my thirties have a bad drug problem go through bouts of getting fit and working out I like my body I do noticeably quite well I have few friends hardly any just been released from prison been in/out my hole life got a story to tell.....its all about being honest I have no job yet earn more than the average wage weekly without benefits I love my mum dearly...just buried my dad....my typical day is the above but in bouts and varied but to the limit ....what is it about others life's that piuyts them in a position to take the pi.. What cuz they have a few !ore friends wow.....