I looked at the solar eclipse like 10 times?

Yes, you will go blind.

Look on the bright side.

You now how an excellent reason to learn braille, claim disability, and get an early pension for life.

Cheers!

You won't go blind but you will not be able to see while driving at night unless you wear glasses because the retina of your eyes are permanently damaged and you'll see dark spots all the time which are the dead cells in your retina and these cells are all over the eye which means your vision will not be in focus for the rest of your life because you looked at the sun without wearing the approved eclipse viewing glasses. You'll almost be blind because you didn't take the advise and only wear safety approved eclipse viewing glasses when viewing the eclipse. You made the biggest mistake of your life and your eyes will never be the same as they were yesterday.

After being warned umteen times over the past month not to do that, it would serve you right. Idiot.