I've lost everything in my life, what hope is there still for me?

Things can always get better in life, its true that lots of **** happens but don't give up hope! You will find another girl, someone who deserves you. You could try to get a cheaper car which is second hand? Try to find a job - think about what you are good at and what you like to do, maybe get a job like a waiter for now until you find a better job, I'm sure someone will hire you! I know it's hard when you lose people you care about, but in the future you will find others.

You know what hope? Your life. You alone! You were born for a reason. God has chosen you. Ill tell you what, get dressed make your hair put some perfume on look good. Look in the mirror put hold your head high! Go out and enjoy that one day. The next start searching for jobs. Exclude love for a while, focus on you for a moment. Focuse on a healthy life. Eat different foods. In time you will have a job and slowly gain back everything. And when you are steady you will also find someone in time. Trust me we are all meant to have somebody in our own time. Everything in life is a test. We get the test first then comes the lesson. Make sure you pass for you. I wish you the best build up dont fall!