What does this dream mean?

You were benefiting from drugs which gave you a fantasy dream? No drugs are worth that. I read your dream description and was intrigued by the use of the word "feeling," :feelings," or emotion. That is what dream are all about, the release of emotions and feelings. It is okay to allow them to show up in dreamland, as humans tend to hide their true emotions or affections in real Life. This dream is not a premonition, but rather a very astute account of a vivid dream you had.