People who bullied or bullies please?

I never really bullied anyone but there were times in high school that may have been a bit questionable. For me it was just getting caught up in the moment. There was this really annoying kid he may have been autistic and I pretended to be his friend. I would talk to him for hours just bullshiting him the entire time and pretending to be interested in what he had to say. But I wasn't doing it to be mean. I just wanted to see how he'd react to various things. I thought he was interesting the way a scientist would find something interesting. Not as a genuine friend. I do that a lot with people.

It felt good at the time (years ago), because I was an angry, insecure, self-involved a$$hole. Now when I think about it, it feels awful and makes me feel like crap for doing it.

you feel a sense of empowerment and at the same time an overwhelming sense of guilt

TOTALLY AWESOME! It's even better when you can bully a woman into submission.

I feel dead inside 24/7