How to cope with wanting to be high all the time?

You will have to find the right balance.

Be depressed, sink into that feeling and deal with it, walk around with your head down, and just take the pain.

But trust me you don't wanna be high all the time you will just get too used to it, sometimes I like to be sober more.

Just deal with the pain, sit there and be depressed, and feel lonely and upset. You're still breathing.

That's what I will have to do every single day.

And I'm ******* angry right now man

Throw yourself down a 400 ft ditch and smoke weed in it, that way whenever you feel too high, you'll know you're ok.