Im REALLY getting this 4 REAL!?

Feels very good to work hard so long, doubt u cant do it over and over again and then actually be able to do it, a little emotive 

You dotn have to worry about have i got it today did i lose it oh no blah bla blah just know the proces sof improvement gets u there more and more

Just be confident u r getting there and that it isnt a one day magic accomplishment 

Like a graph with peaks and troughs but ultimately the graph is going up!

It is understanding 

But its also experiential becaus etheres pieces of the puzzle that u dotn yet know that u learn  

by accident or by trial and error 

But then after the experience u have a full understanding 

I guess I need to help others out 

Once ive mastered this 

But not teacher yet