I am gay and I don’t want to live.. what should I do ?

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I know this sounds crazy but i’m a gay male who does not want to live. My life is hopeless and I know people can tell me that “It’s gets better”...... THATS A F-ING LIE. I don’t care what you say but I may not be alive within a few months because enough is enough. Ive already had 2 therapists over the past year and a half and I don’t feel any better. I’ve been trying and i’m simply DONE. I’m a very young adult and let me tell you i know you’ll tell me “oh you’ll accept it..” IM NOT CAPAPLE OF THAT. And you can tell me to accept myself and be happy, I simply would rather jump in a grave now. It’s simple.I will never be happy and i just may do something to myself because my life isn’t as good as most people and it’s not fair. Life isn’t fair? Exactly i’m not putting up with it. I’m DONE. I’ll always deal with rough stuff my life will be rough and I won’t even have my own kids and i’ll just suffer till I die. So please don’t tell me i’m selfish because i’ve been trying. I don’t know what to do. Ive tried everything.

You’re a burden · Answer

Continue to live and be the best damn gay man to ever grace our presence.

Sky · Answer

Either get yourself into therapy, or save the coroner some travel time and kill yourself outside the morgue.  Just quit your childish whining from behind chickenshit anonymity.

Anonymous · Answer

Embrace teh c0ck and enjoy your life.  Being gay is not that bad.

Anonymous · Answer

Things can and do get better. I am proof of that. Give yourself more time. A year and a half is long enough to know you need to try something different but not long enough to fix things. Try a different kind of therapy and/or meds. There are other options listed here
https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/depression/diagnosis-treatment/drc-20356013
And do your best to take care of yourself. Eat healthy, exercise, get proper sleep etc. They really do help with depression. Another thing I want to add is that part of my depression was a vitamin d deficiency. There was a whole lot more to my depression but supplementing vitamin d did help. Its something that you can get tested and supplement if necessary. Might not help but it definitely cant hurt. Gay people can have biological kids. It wouldn't be biologically both yours and your partners but it could be biologically yours. Adoption is also an option and while the kid wont be biologically yours they would still be your kid.

Anonymous · Answer

There is help out there for you. Please call a suicide hotline. If you are below 24 - google the trevor project - a lgbt hotline for lgbt youth open 24/7. What ever the case don’t turn temporary problems into permanent solutions.

? · Answer

Wow, can't stand what you see in the mirror so i suggest don't look for I can see you have judge yourself so harshly.....There is battle for your soul and you must be a child of God for Satan and his demon to fill you with these thoughts........we only live well body wise, till we are 70 and as a toddler in Christ you should like Jesus be a friend and take responsibility over your salvation as he said he would.....and you will be surprise as doors shut and doors open and just be a child of God......and let Love to your guild....for being straight or being gay has no impact on one's salvation which many preach it does.....the gift of eternal life is offer to all.... so be Baptize and let yourself  see where the chips fall ......

. · Answer

Enjoy what you can. Do what works. You are a human being first and your well-being matters. If it helps, focus on the good and block the bad out of your mind.

Anonymous · Answer

If you're not going to listen to anything we say, and you don't want to hear the things we MIGHT say, why would you listen to our suggestions on what you should do? I mean it sounds like you've made up your own mind, and you're just giving up. Am I wrong?

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