Ever since I got agoraphobia I lost everything. What to do?

Last year when covid started I got agoraphobia and no job I'm 24 female. I lost my cat of 18 years, barely have anything to eat, my sister left home she reported me to police, my dad did the same reported me to police for a heated argument, my parents divorced. I lost all my friends. I have an abusive boyfriend for 3 years which I dont love and neither does him, im jealous of ppl in stable relationship. I'm broke. And I'm always alone 24 7. Because who would want to support an agoraphobic person right? No one cares about me so might aswell commit suicide. Everything shattered I'm dead already