Robert

I'm a baptist (thats a type of Christian) and my mom is a baptist as well. My late father would disown me if he was alive but I guess that doesn't matter. My mom and siblings will disown me. I have a collection of older cousins aunts and uncles, but none of them would care either. What do I do? My lesbian Grandma would surely help me pay for school when I get older if she is still alive but I simply can't afford to get kicked out of my home on my 18th birthday. Aside from the fact that it will be hell on earth if anyone found out. I have started saving in case the inevitable happens but what should I do? Keep it all under my hat for a while? I guess. That sounds like a horrible existence. Always worrying that they will notice my lack of girlfriend or how often I hang out with that one boy. Please help and I don't want or need a sermon about gays going to hell. Thanks everyone!

And I realize I've asked this question before. I just thought I'd tell more and get more opinions.

My family will disown me if they find out and I'll be kicked out on my 18th birthday for sure if they ever suspected. What do I do? I need help to pay for college when I'm 18 and I plan in going to medical school but I feel like I'm using my family. What do I do? Stay in the closet until I'm 28 and move to Europe? That sounds depressing so any other ideas out there? Please I'm really desperate. Thank you!

I know someone out there needs prayer so what do you need me to pray for??

God bless you all!!!