-Maria-

I have been with the same man for three and a half years. I have not slept with anyone else in the time I have been with him and before him had normal pap smears. I got an abnormal pap the first year we were together with a high risk type of HPV. The next year I got another pap and it came back normal. No HPV or anything. They said my body cleared it. I just got my newest pap results and they came back abnormal again. Is it possible for your body to just bring back the virus or what other explainations could there be for this?

I have been with the same man for three and a half years. I have not slept with anyone else in the time I have been with him and before him had normal pap smears. I got an abnormal pap the first year we were together with a high risk type of HPV. The next year I got another pap and it came back normal. No HPV or anything. They said my body cleared it. I just got my newest pap results and they came back abnormal again. Is it possible for your body to just bring back the virus or what other explainations could there be for this?

Okay. I had a dream the other night that my husband was cheating with a girl he used to see like three years ago. I walked in on them.. Then I (for some stupid reason.. this is totally not what I would do in real life) kept trying to win him over even though it was obvious that he was seeing her behind my back. I woke up really upset. He actually did cheat on me like 2 years ago before we were married and we had only been together for a couple months. But it was only once and it was a girl he never dated before. I don't know what this dream means.. Should I be worried? Can anyone interpret what it means?

I try to live my life for God. I really do believe in all that He's done. I also believe in the things to come. I struggle with sin as everyone does. Sometimes I do really good, but then I will go for a month or so and I'll get wrapped back up in my own little world (I'll still pray and stuff) but I will forget how much I actually do need God in my life. It makes me feel horrible. I just hope He has mercy on me when it all comes down to it. I have faith that He will because He is always there when I pray.. I just feel a lot of guilt that I don't always serve Him the way I should. What should I do to quit this behavior and be a better servant of the Lord?

I have seen Left Behind and was watching the History Channel tonight. There is some stuff on about Armageddon and 2012.. I was wondering if Jesus was supposed to come back like in the movie and take those who follow him before all the devistation happens. I know that it isn't a for sure thing that all of this will happen in 2012, I was just wondering in general because He will come back sometime.

Maybe its just me, but I get creeped out a lot mostly guys and mostly older than me.. I know I'm not an ugly girl but I'm sick of older guys telling me that they think I'm attractive. It's crazy because I've had a lot of over-the-line things happen to me before. I honestly don't even do anything to bring it on. I dress modestly and I am engaged. I don't leave any doors open to say things either.. What is the DEAL?! Wow.. Does anyone else ever have to deal with this?? And if you do, what do you do about it?

Wow.. It is amazing what an awesome Lord we have. It seriously leaves me in awe sometimes of the miracles he is capable of. Maybe I'm just a sap, but everytime I witness something great that he does it brings me almost to tears of happiness! I'm so glad that I have Him in my life!!

I'm bored and I want to watch something. I've already seen Godspell, Passion of the Christ, and Left Behind. Anyone know any others?

Which do you like better and why?

Personally I like Pearl Jam better. But both are really awesome bands.

I don't know if it is possible for me to be pregnant, but I was just wondering if anyone knew if this sounds like it. I have had really sore swollen nipples for the past week and a half or so.. I asked on here and someone said it might be pregnancy. I thought it probably wasn't because I was having what I thought to be my period. It wasn't like a normal period though. I was only on it for like 3 days and I usually flow for around 7. And the blood was really dark brown. I didn't flow very heavy either. I don't know? What do you think, those of you who have experience in this area?

The Black Keys. Personally I think they are amazing. They rock and there are only two guys in the band. If you don't know who they are you should check them out!

I dated a guy for three years through highschool and we ended up breaking it off when we went to college. I hadn't really talked to him since because it didn't really end on good terms but he texted me the other day because an old friend of ours got into a terrible accident. It was very upsetting and I felt bad for him because the guy who got into the wreck was really close to him. I feel like I should be there for him because I actually understand how close they were and what he's been through, but it's very awkward to talk to him now because I am engaged to an amazing guy and he has a serious girlfriend. He texts me to let me know the progress our friend has been making and has opened up to me a lot about what he's going through. It just makes me feel uneasy to talk to him about something so serious after so long. Should I be there for him, or would it be dangerous to be a friend again? I don't want to step on anyone's toes.. (His girlfriend or my fiancee). I definitely do not want to hurt my current relationship because I could not ask for a better guy than the one I have right now.

My husband and I were sitting here talking and we got into a debate on which is worse in God's eyes for a teenage boy to do.. Masterbate or have sex individuals who he is not married to. He said that in the Bible God said he doesn't want man to waste his seed so it would be better that he had sex instead. I think that God would rather him masterbate than get a girl pregnant when he's 14 and can't control his hormones and support himself. What do you think?

Name some good movies. I'm bored.

Okay.. I have never had sore nipples before and they are really swollen too. They have been this way for about a week. Any ideas?

I tried to go back closer to my natural color so I wouldn't have to fool with it anymore, but I just can't get it right. So tell me what you think would look good!

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And I study my Bible almost everyday. I have genuine faith in the Lord and what he has done for me and I pray to him many times a day. I just wonder how important it is to go to church? Living from town to town with my fiancee (we travel for his job) makes it hard to find a place of worship that we can settle down and be comfortable in. Do you think it is bad that I don't go to church even though I study on my own and talk to him about it? (Only serious answers please)