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I've become really paranoid about my grandparents safety now that a drug dealer knows where they live. Am I going to Hell since I did a deal on Easter, of all days? While my cousin was asking the blessing, I leaned over, opened the window, and quickly gave him money for my pot. Is this an unforgivable sin? And should I worry about my grandparents or will they be fine? They are the ultimate religious people, and I feel like I dirtied pure land lol. They had a dealer walk on their property, weed was dropped on their patio, and blunts were rolled on their table and pot fumes were rising to their roof. I got pot all over their table, and I feel so bad that pipes and lighters were on it. Will they be safe? Will I go to hell now? My grandparents r wealthy, too that's why im afraid someone might break in on them now, they live in a nice neighborhood, have nice cars... Will they be ok? Will I go to hell for this sin?

The place I work at hires mentally ill or disabled people to be the store greeters. I've been here for 5 weeks now, and I still haven't met anyone besides the greeters. We go on breaks one at a time, so I never have a chance to meet my other coworkers. We work by ourselves on a lane, I scan and bag, so I cant talk to the baggers or anything like that bc I am the bagger too. The store is huge with at least 100 workers, so its not like a small coffee shop where were right next to each other and get the opportunity to talk. the only person ive met and talked to is an extremely paranoid schizophrenic, and im pretty sure most of the time hes not even talking to me. He tells me his weight, height, fantasy island dreams, his high school courses from like 20 yrs ago, how the president nominated him for an award. He walks up to me and is like "im gonna overthrow the government, harvest the witch told me to", and I don't know how to respond, so I kinda just laugh. But then he gets offended, and says they say not to laugh sasquatch is hearing u. How do I handle him, and I want to get to know my other coworkers, but im having a hard time doing that. He keeps demanding my weight too, so he can compare it with glucose the giant. I'm afraid people are thinking im like him, bc I carry convos on with him, but I do it out of niceness nd bc I have no one else to talk to there. I want to meet the normal ppl, nd how do I handle his convos, when he asks me to answer the voices/people he "sees"?

I work at a big chain super market, and there is this dad and son who come in there frequently, always to my lane, im guessing because I'm fairly new. A week ago, the son pulled a video game out of his coat and put it in with some cans I already bagged. We are not allowed to accuse customers of shoplifting, and we will be fired on the spot if we say "ur stealing", etc. It's against store policy. We can only aggressively ask them if everything is ok or they need help. After they left, I called my manager, who is very dismissive of me, and he didn't do anything. I told him what happened, he looked at me and shrugged, then walked away. They came back tonight, and I was so nervous when they came to my lane I started shaking so badly. I started sweating and had trouble breathing. idk why tbh. Then when I rang them up, he kept saying he didn't get his $10 off of 50, which he did, I kept telling him. He yelled at me, then this other worker came over and said yes you did sir. Apparently they shoplift every night they come here. This pisses me off that the manager treats this so lightly, so im going to be really rude when I see them next time maybe? how should I handle this, bc they shoplift a lot, and I cant tolerate this. Especially since he is a jackass.

I don't have a date, or any guy friends that I could go with. I don't even really have friends for a matter of fact, so I wont have like a group of people to go with or hang out with there. All through high school Ive been bullied, and felt completely alone. I just feel so bad and disappointed, because I do want to go, but ill just be alone the whole time, which will be humiliating. My mom keeps going on about how disappointed she is that im not going, but she just doesn't get how I have no friends literally. My only "friends" at school only have anything to do with me when they need a ride home or money . I feel so depressed by this because I always assumed I would go and that was the main thing I was excited for all through hs, but now that its finally here ik I would make a fool of myself if I went. Ik that prom is not some important end all be all thing, but if I don't go itll be just one more awful thing about hs, as if being bullied isn't enough. I just feel like im missing out, and all these girls at school r showing friends their dresses, and I just feel so depressed. I really wanted to go and was looking forward to it for the longest time, but now I really can't go without looking like a fool. I'm not going to have fun alone in a corner somewhere. At the same time, I feel like im really missing out, and ik I will regret this forever bc I never let things go. My cousins all brag to me what their prom was like nd I just feel so awful. Should I go/not go? Advice?