Renegade

what if you take a methadone even tho you dont do drugs? does it make you sick.???..psychotic??? what?

ok.. my son is no angel.. but he is a loving kid.. and yes i know love ain't got crap to do with school.. except that i think a teacher should figure if she loves kids before actually taking or sticking thru with the job.. he has always had some learning problems in school.. we have been thru many meetings.. due to the circumstance that he failed a year.. because we moved so much.. which is more my fault then his.. tho at the time his father wouldn't take them seeing as i could not find stable housing to save our lives.. anyway.. this particular teacher is either wearing thin of my Dante' or just judges him different because he is one of the local project housing children.. stereo typing is wrong.. but i cannot accuse her of that.. because i have no proof.. i went to the meetings.. she seemed pretty nice.. but lately.. my son has been coming home saying she yelled ate him (when the principal sent him back to class )for no one picking him up from school.. now keep in mind.. they NEVER

i recently made a comment on this chics poem. I know you can't tell facial expressions over the internet.. but i really meant no harm. now, i feel bad but i cannot answer that same question again.. i cannot access her email because i do not have mine as accessible because i basically trash everything anyway if not from my fam.. i get sooo much spam.. anyway.. i would like to apologize for what was misconceived as a rude coment on her x-mas poem. I just was brought back to the times i wrote something for a guy, and they would always run. lol.. of course.. i may not be a sweet as her.. nor as loving.. but it just put me in a mindset that men run.. anyway.. i wish her the best on her relationship.. and yeah.. don't say the love thing just yet.. title for the poem??? "A Lifetime of Holidays".. and sorry you took it the way it sounded..lol.. i guess i'm not the best at expressing what i truly feel.. maybe that is why they ran.. running is good for the heart.. i am told.. anyway...

I have always wanted a pitbull. I had a puppy once but my mom made me give it away because she felt it would turn on me. It was soooo adorable as a pup.. most pitts i have seen are ugly as sin when they grow up.. but i have seen a few pics of some very pretty pitts on line.

Still, I wonder about their temperment.

If you know anything about pitbulls, please, tell me everything. I don't want to get a dog that will endanger my kids' lives. It would be nice to be able to have healthy kids and the dog I've always wanted to. lol. I know. I know. you think I should just go get a husband, right?

ok..ok.. i know they are signs that some one was creative and that a lower level is pretty easy to slither into and possibly LIVE IN!!! ugh! but that snake skin looked pretty new sittin pretty under the bar counter in the basement but in the open wall section of under it near the electrical wires. The downstairds( the basement) has a toilet room.. that is all it is.. there is no sink .. just a toilet.. lol.. and on the door someone drew a real creepy eye-symbol-thingy that reminded of some damn voodoo stuff.lol.. i looked on line and couldn't find it.. but it has swirls inside the eye.. and i know i will either paint over it or tear the damn door off..lol.. maybe just child's play... but the landlord said last person to stay there was a lone Marine. I get this real creepy feeling when i walk into the house. But geographically it works for me and him, and the schools are nearby, so great for the kids. Any ideas on how to snakeproof a basement? are there poisonous snakes in the VA area?

He has already been twice. I am not used to being alone. I worry like crazy about everything when someone is gone! I always think the worst of a situation. Do they get to call you while they are gone? Can they write.. do they have time to? What are the statistics of Marine death rates while on duty in Iraq? His ex couldn't handle it. That's why she is an ex. I feel terrible for the Marines and other military that go away to fight or protect just to come home and see that the main one they thought of fighting for didn't fight to stay... but what if it really IS JUST TOO HARD?? I have 2 1/2 years to figure it out incase he goes back. Seems like a long time, but when it comes to having a heart, i want to be prepared in the long-run. Please, help me with this. I didn't know the in's and out's of this relationship until now. Clever how they get you to love them, then spill the beans on how the miitary works. lol.. But unfair at the same time. I DO understand why he wasn't up front, tho.