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I'm writing a screen play, and so far it is 56 pages. I'm at the quarter-half way point in the story, so in minutes (or hours), how long would my screen play most likely be?

Hi, I've become a little bit self conscious when it comes to the way I speak... Sometimes, I feel like when I'm trying to convey a point, and have an intellectually stimulating conversation, I feel like I sound pretentious and full of myself. I don't know why I've gotten to this point of self deprecation, but the last thing I want to do is feel like I sound pretentious and bratty instead of intelligent and wise.

I know this woman who is all into "spirituality" like chrystals and about theories of this universe and it's origins, etc. She seems very pompous about all of it, almost brainwashed, and though a lot of what she watches is interesting, she still has the mentality of a fundamentalist. She judges people who don't think the way she does and will dismiss any information that she finds to be irrelevant to her interests. For example, we saw a movie about self empowerment and love and she said it was only scratching the surface than she showed us a movie about psychadelics as if it had anything to do with what she showed her... As if she is emotionally detached? She judges a lot of people and seems to be filled with a lack of compassion for her fellow human beings. So my Q is, can someone be a spiritual and positive person if they are judging people who aren't like that? Shes an introvert and doesn't really talk to anyone besides her clients.

I have had a span of dreams within the last few months that occur in weird, ambiguous amusement parks. The amusement parks resemble disney land and are usually on a coast or near a beach, and regardless of my dreams and who's in them, I usually visualize myself in some weird social predicament in an amusement park. It all started when I had a dream that there was a strange terrorist attack in an amusement park, and ever since that dream it seems as if my head quarters during my astral/alternate dream world is a theme park with bizarre games and rides. can someone explain what this means?

Hello, my mother has non small cell lung cancer and is currently taking tarceva. She has developed an inguinal lymph node with a necrotic center and is scheduled for a biopsy next week. My question is, is this serious? I know no one has a definitive answer but perhaps some insight would be nice. Her lymph node has been there for about 2 months increases and decreases in size, it is currently very small and almost invisible.

Hello, my mother has non small cell lung cancer and is currently taking tarceva. She has developed an inguinal lymph node with a necrotic center and is scheduled for a biopsy next week. My question is, is this serious? I know no one has a definitive answer but perhaps some insight would be nice. Her lymph node has been there for about 2 months increases and decreases in size, it is currently very small and almost invisible.

Hi, I plan on going to punta del este, Uruguay in the end of January. However, it is very hard to find properties for rent that are within my price range (600$ a week), and due to my lack of computer knowledge, I don't know how to search for apartments the right way. Can anyone help me with my dilemma? I really want to go to Punta this new year but i'm afraid the money will be an issue.

Me and my boyfriend have been dating for a year and a half, we are both 18 and I go to an independent studies to complete HS and my bf is a high school drop out along with his brother. They dropped out in another country (unenrolled) and technically due to their laws they didn't have to go to school anymore. We're in America so now they've been here for almost 2 and a half years and I'm just starting to pressure my bf to get his GED. He barely studies, has no tutor, he may study twice a week for 2 hours tops... And when I tell him how important school is he gets angry with me and I can no longer take it. No one in his family puts pressure on him to go to school at all! His mother is submissive and lets her kids do what they want. his 20 year old brother doesnt go to school, work, he seems to have very little intention on doing so in the near future and his father (who lives in another country) is a slacker who survives off of other women. Pretty much I am the only influence in his life putting any kind of pressure on him and he gets upset with me, even though he hypocritically puts PETTY pressure on me like to take voice lessons and not to style my hair a certain way. I don't know what to do, this is effecting my relationship with him and it's worrying me too because I feel alone. I'm scared that if we stay together he'll end up being a loser and regardless I'm scared he'll do it anyway. He than gives me a ridiculous ultimatum saying that he should just never see me until he finishes with his GED book, taking things to a whole other extreme. I'm at a loss, and now I can't even study cause I'm anxious about everthing.

Me and my boyfriend have been going out for about 2 years. We've spent every day for a year and half together. literally every single day. Sure, we can be apart from each other through out the day but he usually comes to my house for a few days and than I go to his. It's very unconventional. I've realized that whenever I'm away from him I usually freak out and kinda worry in my head about something bad happening to him. Now, he wants to stay at his house an extra day when I go to mine and mentally, I can't bare it. I literally began crying and i still am due to my paranoia and anxiety. The thought of being away from him for a whole day drives me crazy and it's driving a rift in my relationship. What am I supposed to do to curb my anxiety and make me more functional? I have a lot of mental demons and I can't seem to shake them

Me and my boyfriend have been going out for about 2 years. We've spent every day for a year and half together. literally every single day. Sure, we can be apart from each other through out the day but he usually comes to my house for a few days and than I go to his. It's very unconventional. I've realized that whenever I'm away from him I usually freak out and kinda worry in my head about something bad happening to him. Now, he wants to stay at his house an extra day when I go to mine and mentally, I can't bare it. I literally began crying and i still am due to my paranoia and anxiety. The thought of being away from him for a whole day drives me crazy and it's driving a rift in my relationship. What am I supposed to do to curb my anxiety and make me more functional? I have a lot of mental demons and I can't seem to shake them

My boyfriend's brother is 19 and has never had a girlfriend nor friends of his own. He isn't shy but he is definitely not friendly, (definitely anti-social, as well). Lately, he has been relying on working out to make him feel happy. When he's in a good mood he's relatively nice (but not generally), but when he can't work out or get his way in general, he acts really moody and douchey. He lacks empathy for most situations (when he found out my mom was diagnosed with an illness he not only acted insensitive towards me but he didn't even courteously ask me how any one was doing). He has told me personally that sometimes he can't connect emotionally with anyone except my boyfriend (his brother). Not even his own mom or dad. I don't know if he's a sociopath because it seems like in certain situations he does have some sensitivity, but generally he doesn't. My bf's mom spoils us and he resents that to a huge extent and his mother enables him by denying that he has SOME kind of issue. I usually wouldn't meddle with this, but my bf's brother is getting the best of my boyfriend and his mother. Maybe I could help if I could classify what he has or at least try to because he doesn't act like a normal adolescent.

Hi, I've been playing the bass for like 3 months now and I feel like I have been progressing and a normal-above average rate (in my opinion), however, when I get high I feel like I become worse at it... Like, I can't for the life of me play something technical like I usually can when I'm sober. Does this make me a bad player, or does that happen in general? This usually applies to songs I'm learning, I feel better when I jam high. How come?

Hi, I've been playing the bass for like 3 months now and I feel like I have been progressing and a normal-above average rate (in my opinion), however, when I get high I feel like I become worse at it... Like, I can't for the life of me play something technical like I usually can when I'm sober. Does this make me a bad player, or does that happen in general? This usually applies to songs I'm learning, I feel better when I jam high. How come?

Hi, I've been playing the bass for like 3 months now and I feel like I have been progressing and a normal-above average rate (in my opinion), however, when I get high I feel like I become worse at it... Like, I can't for the life of me play something technical like I usually can when I'm sober. Does this make me a bad player, or does that happen in general? This usually applies to songs I'm learning, I feel better when I jam high. How come?

my boyfriend lives with me 5 days of the week and for 2 or 3 days we visit his house and he sees his brother. I try to give them a few hours to hang out, but i have a seperation anxiety. His brother is anti social and doesn't like anyone, he has given me the impression that he loved me like a sister but then he admitted it isnt true and he only did that to humor his brother (my boyfriend). Now, I feel conflicted and unwelcome in his house. I sense a crappy energy and it sucks. Do you think it's wrong of me to make my boyfriend live with me though he says he wants to? Him and his brother used to be very close and his bro doesnt have friends or a gf so that makes it worse. What should I do?!

I've been living with my boyfriend for the last year and a half.. We pretty much go between his house and my house, and we're at my house for 4-5 days and his for like 2 or 3. When we're at his house, we usually hang out with his older brother.. But I give them a few hours to be alone. However, I have seperation anxiety and I don't like when he's out without me and what not.. This has cause a riff in their relationship becuase now they don't see each other very often. His brothers been acting like a jerk to me and he finally told me that that was the reason, he felt he was loosing his brother. My bf's bro doesn't have a life. He doesn't go to school yet (hes getting a GED) he has no friends or a girlfriend, so that can add insult to injury. Now I just feel terrible and conflicted, i feel like im not part of the family and that i did something wrong when im sure i didn't.

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