hannah b

Hi I am 39 weeks today and going to the hospital Sunday at 5 pm and starting cervidil and then starting pitocin at 6 am Monday

FTM here so I am a little confused will I go into labor when they start the cervidil or when they start the pitocin

Am I allowed to eat before I go in on Sunday and will they let me eat before they start the pitocin? Because I do not do well without eating for long periods of time

Also anyone out there had the same thing because its kind of freaking me out and some positive stories would be extremely helpful because doctor says if pitocin doesn't work he will send me home and we can try again later no c section under any circumstances unless baby is in destress

Here's a link to a pic of my belly I have gained .5 lbs

http://tinypic.com/r/34hyosn/6

Hi I am 19 yrs old and I have been raped and/or molested multiple times by multiple different people starting at a young age my dad is a preacher and an aerospace engineer so obviously he didnt have much time for us growing up even when he wasnt at work he was in the study working from home and he has had stomach and esophogial cancer 3 times my mom has gotten migranes since I was young and we think that she abuses the medication the doctor gives her for them (her liver and kidneys have almost failed more than once) and now I am married to a man who tries to rape me in my sleep

I have been addicted to drugs alcohol and tobbacco on and off and struggled with anorexia and bulemia and have cut and burnt my self multiple times starting in middle school

now you are probably wondering why I am telling you all of this 2 reasons actually

1) I just needed to vent and get it out before it kills me

2) I put in an application to this place called mercy ministries which is a 6 month program anyways I was looking on there website and it has all of these stories about these girls who had it so much worse than me growing up but I cant help but to feel drawn to this particular ministry and I do not know why ...

anyways if you would please look at there website and see if you think it would be a good place for me and if you think i will get accepted because I just want to know from a stranger if I have a chance of getting in or not because I am at the point in my life where I need some thing I have been literally wishing and praying that I would die since I can honnestly remember

and I promise you this is no hoax or anything like that just a young girl needing help and advice...

mercys website is http://www.mercyministries.org/

1.the number of positive charges in the nucleus of an atom is equal to _____?

A) its mass number B) Avogadros number C) its atomic number D) its atomic weight

2.a proton

a) weighs as much as an electron

b) weighs much less than a neutron

c) both

d) neither

3. most of the mass of an atom is located

a) in the electrons and protons

b)in the protons and neutrons

c)in the neutrons and electrons

d) none of the above

4. a false statement concerning matter is

a)like charges repel

b) electrons are electostaticly attracted by neutrons

c. protons weigh about 1,840 times as much as electrons

d) neutrons where discovered later than protons

5 the element Ag has ____ protons

a)100 d) 107

b) 47 e) none of the above

c)61

6)an isotope of Ag-106 has ______ neutrons

a)108 d)106

b) 46 e) 59

c) 62

7 who was the man responsible for discovering the open spaces structure of the atom

im a cook at a resturaunt and i work the fryers and hand bread the food im a girl 16 yrs old 5 ft 8 128lbs

i work out alot my abbs and everywhere else right now i can see my upper abbs but not my lower ones so much i am 16 and a girl and my body fat % is 12.42%

i just got a new job at beach bums they have a microwave and no fridge im tryen to loose weight and eat healthy im workin from 10-4

im usin them for workin out on my aunts farm and huntin and stuff

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verse 1)

This broken mirror

I look inside

I see the broken-hearted

And it makes me cry

The sun is fading

My heart is dark as night

My life is caving

And I don’t know why

(chorus 1)

Crying deep inside

My life is over

Everything is pushed aside

God will you save now

I’m dying of this broken-love

(verse 2)

My arm is bleeding

I won’t eat a thing

I hate this feeling

Yet it still remains

Shouting out above the crowd

Of dreams conveyed

Jesus is my one true love

Because he saves

(chorus 2)

Because I was

Crying deep inside

My life was over

Everything was pushed aside

God has saved me now

Saved me from this broken love

verse 1)

This broken mirror

I look inside

I see the broken-hearted

And it makes me cry

The sun is fading

My heart is dark as night

My life is caving

And I don’t know why

(chorus 1)

Crying deep inside

My life is over

Everything is pushed aside

God will you save now

I’m dying of this broken-love

(verse 2)

My arm is bleeding

I won’t eat a thing

I hate this feeling

Yet it still remains

Shouting out above the crowd

Of dreams conveyed

Jesus is my one true love

Because he saves

(chorus 2)

Because I was

Crying deep inside

My life was over

Everything was pushed aside

God has saved me now

Saved me from this broken love

this black bracelet

i wear on my arm

is here to remind me

im doomed to self harm

some people stare

some just dont know

that when im home

i feel so alone

i take the razor

slicing deep in my skin

thinking of better times

and how it was back then

the numer id get

the farther id go

but now im loven my life

and im never alone

with God by my side

he showed me the light

no more black bracelet

no more self harm

no more slicing deep in my arm

i will love him for ever

as he loves me

on nation under God

he helped me break free

this black bracelet

i wear on my arm

is here to remind me

im doomed to self harm

some people stare

some just dont know

that when im home

i feel so alone

i take the razor

slicing deep in my skin

thinking of better times

and how it was back then

the numer id get

the farther id go

but now im loven my life

and im never alone

with God by my side

he showed me the light

no more black bracelet

no more self harm

no more slicing deep in my arm

i will love him for ever

as he loves me

on nation under God

he helped me break free

<girl>

i feel so unsure

about my sanity

am i insane or

am i just struggling

ive been through

everything you

can imagine

been trapped in

this life i know

that i dont belong

because i

feel so uncertian

about my sanity

runnin and dodging

a past youd

never believe

<guy>

Sanity...

help bring it back to me

i'm lost in a maze, not caring about my life

God please could you make things riiiight

My past is haunting me

i feel so dang unsure

been through so many things

i wish it was all a blur

now i'm stuck in the middle

of being crazy

i've lost you again

but i want you back baby

just tell me how i can change my past

i wanna move on

but i jus cannttt

(chorus-guy/girl)

I feel so uncertain (feel so uncertain babyy)

about my sanity (abbout..MY..sanniiityy)

running and dodging

a past youd never believe (never believe)

oh and my gpa is 4.0

to put on sandwiches and stuff without the expensive ingredients and instead it can have like soy milk and tofu or something

with cheap and easy recipees

i know no meat eggs or dairy but what do you look out for in cerials and stuff like that?

and then how long until i get to 115lbs