the big chi

I loved this girl for years and she's 3 grades below me and my bestfriends sister. I text her a lot and she only kind of likes me, like she had a crush on me a while ago. But I killed all feelings for her last night. What should I tell her today instead of ignoring her forever?

usually its lil wayne or mac milller, but when an artist is feeling it when their singing, only they have to be stupid to believe what their saying, anyone have any good examples

I talk less than other people cuz im smarter then them in stuff, but sometimes when i finally strike up a conversation thats natural with a stranger, they usually turn out to be black. I swear its like we think alike or something, i've been called a wigger once and i like eminem, and now im talking to a computer, how does that work

my question is why are they even popular

So my 18 year old sister has been best friends with this girl whos 17 for almost 3 years now. Their entire family knows her. I coincidentally became best friends with her brother whos 15 and im 16 for over a year now. Its like our two familys just have the same genetics or something. But they also have a 14 year old sister whom ive had a huge crush on for more than a year now. Ive never told her or anyone because i thought it was weird because shes too young for me. So after some trouble between me and my dad, i moved to a different state 14 hour train ride away to my moms. (These people actually offered for me to move in with them). But my sister and her bestfriend were both already in kansas before I got there, and while she was temporarily here before she went back to her house, she told me multiple times how her 14 year old sister actually has a huge crush on me. That was the first time i heard anything of it. Now what should i say to her the next time i see her?

made it in 3 days, what should i spend it on

Theres not a lot of good movies, can anyone actually name any good movies

For instance, i found halo 3 for 5 dollars and madden 09 for 3 dollars, both used, is there any other really good old games that are these prices

when anyone talks, its as good as random sounds that weve given meaning, That at any point, we can just lie because we feel like it. Are people actually this bad, but i never talk in school and i'd like advice on how i can join the conversation

Im too smart for school, i dont study for anything and i have my head down in every class and i do the bare minimum and still pass. I feel like im smarter than the rest of them (just take my word for it, i prolly am). I never talk cuz i just know everything, theres weather, sports, drama (which i cant talk about cuz im the new kid), what do normal people happily talk about. Im so smart that im never happy and always lonely. Im also not considered ugly as a guy but im 5'6" and 125lbs at 17 years old in two days. When i get high, which i do, i feel like my organs might forget what to do, or my bones are just too out of shape. I feel everything i eat down to the molecules of matter it really is, like what i eat is the thing that im running on, the position i sit in ruins my natural blood flow. I have absolutely no interest in talking whatsoever. I take life as if it doesnt matter, cuz for instance, i sit at lunch all by myself on purpose just cuz after 30 minutes, it will never matter, no matter what anyone ever said today or yesterday, its all but forgotten after even 5 or 10 minutes. Im so intraspective because im the only person living in my body and everyone would prolly just cut me down or try to. I dont know what to do, i cant talk (unless someone here actually gives me great advice how to) and i dont seem to care much about anything, i wish i were dead often, and i get worried when im up at night thinking i might die if i dont use the bathroom (my hair starts falling out if i dont, it sucks). Ive never had a girlfriend even though i have proof of a dozen girls whom have had crushed on me, it also sucks.

Im too smart for school, i dont study for anything and i have my head down in every class and i do the bare minimum and still pass. I feel like im smarter than the rest of them (just take my word for it, i prolly am). I never talk cuz i just know everything, theres weather, sports, drama (which i cant talk about cuz im the new kid), what do normal people happily talk about. Im so smart that im never happy and always lonely. Im also not considered ugly as a guy but im 5'6" and 125lbs at 17 years old in two days. When i get high, which i do, i feel like my organs might forget what to do, or my bones are just too out of shape. I feel everything i eat down to the molecules of matter it really is, like what i eat is the thing that im running on, the position i sit in ruins my natural blood flow. I have absolutely no interest in talking whatsoever. I take life as if it doesnt matter, cuz for instance, i sit at lunch all by myself on purpose just cuz after 30 minutes, it will never matter, no matter what anyone ever said today or yesterday, its all but forgotten after even 5 or 10 minutes. Im so intraspective because im the only person living in my body and everyone would prolly just cut me down or try to. I dont know what to do, i cant talk (unless someone here actually gives me great advice how to) and i dont seem to care much about anything, i wish i were dead often, and i get worried when im up at night thinking i might die if i dont use the bathroom (my hair starts falling out if i dont, it sucks). Ive never had a girlfriend even though i have proof of a dozen girls whom have had crushed on me, it also sucks.

My mom ordered an xbox 360 for me for christmas, and im worried that i might not get it, I live in an apartment building and the regular mailboxes are too small for an xbox, while the bigger compartments have keys already in there so anyone can go through them, would U.S postal deliver it to my door and is there any way to get a refund if something goes wrong?

I dont care about life and im not suicidal, just a song or band that tells it the way it is, no questioning why i want to be depressed

I keep having questions about who i am and i cant figure out why im here, why should i even talk. Im telling myself im content just sitting all to myself but i just feel stupid when i recap sitting silently through literall every party i go through. Im happiest when im sad and if im happy i just feel stupid. I like to be depressed and hang out with other people that would be glad for me to drag them down with my "negative" thinking and thoughts. Everyone else wants someone whos an upper but i just dont get it. Arent there any negative people who just want to hang out with other negative people. I just want to inhale a cigarette and not exhale every drag i take. Im always at the bottom of the food chain because i dont care, if i did, i'd be talking, but whats so important that people need to talk about anyway. I get that other people like conversations but what are they even about. I have trouble exerting my presence because im 5'6" and 125 lbs at 16 going on 17 next month. I just feel that today doesn't matter because I'll wake up tomorrow like today never happened. I want to know how other people get through their day without being down since im not gonna find any good friends on yahoo answers.

I keep having questions about who i am and i cant figure out why im here, why should i even talk. Im telling myself im content just sitting all to myself but i just feel stupid when i recap sitting silently through literall every party i go through. Im happiest when im sad and if im happy i just feel stupid. I like to be depressed and hang out with other people that would be glad for me to drag them down with my "negative" thinking and thoughts. Everyone else wants someone whos an upper but i just dont get it. Arent there any negative people who just want to hang out with other negative people. I just want to inhale a cigarette and not exhale every drag i take. Im always at the bottom of the food chain because i dont care, if i did, i'd be talking, but whats so important that people need to talk about anyway. I get that other people like conversations but what are they even about. I have trouble exerting my presence because im 5'6" and 125 lbs at 16 going on 17 next month. I just feel that today doesn't matter because I'll wake up tomorrow like today never happened. I want to know how other people get through their day without being down since im not gonna find any good friends on yahoo answers.

Like, will there be any kind 30 for 30 or biggest upset listing behind it. Its a huge upset and a funny story now

I'm a really smart kid, really smart, even smarter than you. You disagree, i dont care. I happen to know the secret, the secret as to how nothing matters. Everything that happens could possibly be recorded or recapped, but who cares. Theres no record of it, it will never happen at that moment again, and you'll wake up the next day. I'm scared of death, cuz its never gonna catch me, but i just keep getting older. When I get high, i get scared, i feel my body, my kidneys, liver, bones, lungs, heart beat, penis, brain, eyes, stomach, spine. The chemicals and electricity in my brain make me wonder where am I. Why am i in that exact spot, why should i talk, actions speak louder than words. I have no fears, i look at all the kids making their social scene or statement and crap and i just try to stay out of it. I couldn't imagine what other people see me as from the 3rd person. (don't worry, im incredibly attractive) But i dont care. I can do whatever i want because i dont care, I can fight like a muther focker, i can out think anyone, my hair is softer than justin biebers, I have that effort factor above most anyone for stuff like sports, but past that i could just sit still for all i care. I do however have a fond appreciation for people that can sum up what just happened in perfect words, because if you see someone perform one specific action and someone else sums up a form of lie, then it just makes me feel bad for humanity. I think parties are stupid, i like the drinking and getting high aspect, but the sitting in almost assigned seats is pretty gay, swag is stupid but oh so real, i see everything you know, i see and hear what people do, and it should be easy to recognize on everyones scale, everything, but then again no one is as smart as I. Everyone and everything could be accurately scaled between 1 and 10, but no one else can figure that out. I admit some things are just there, but life man. AND FOR MY question... I need help, i dont want to hate life, i just dont care about anything, I need something to talk about, something to believe in (dont say god, im athiest).

So my 18 year old sister has been best friends with this girl whos 17 for almost 3 years now. Their entire family knows her. I coincidentally became best friends with her brother whos 15 and im 16 for over a year now. Its like our two familys just have the same genetics or something. But they also have a 14 year old sister whom ive had a huge crush on for more than a year now. Ive never told her or anyone because i thought it was weird because shes too young for me. So after some trouble between me and my dad, i moved to a different state 14 hour train ride away to my moms. (These people actually offered for me to move in with them). But my sister and her bestfriend were both already in kansas before I got there, and while she was temporarily here before she went back to her house, she told me multiple times how her 14 year old sister actually has a huge crush on me. That was the first time i heard anything of it. Now what should i say to her the next time i see her?

i already set a price for my friend which is a fair price id say and im also giving him pokemon diamond and emerald with it. but i want to know what the best deal would be

im 16 in Michigan, this is my first offense, i got caught stealing alcohol from a store where 7 bottles of the same stuff were reported stolen that month. I have a hearing or court date (cant remember which) on the 21st and im probably gonna test positive for THC. the court sent a letter saying i can go through a program that can clear my record and i dont remember what its called or how it works