Weirdy with a Beardy

This is something I've always wondered.

While my mom is on a skype call to her relatives who are overseas (on the iPad 2) it will sometimes end the call and sign her out sometimes without her pushing any buttons. Would anybody know why it is randomly doing this?

...10am or 11am every morning? Im really quite tired of this. I get to bed at around 11pm and I don't understand why my internal clock is crazy. How to I train my internal clock to quit waking me up so early??

My friend is just angry at life. A lot has happened to her but granted her decisions led her down that unfortunate path sometimes. She's been raped by a guy she went out with, ran away from a christian college to screw around with a guy she met online, had his baby and she's only 22. She and her kid live with her parents and the "husband" is off somewhere maybe with his mother? She blows up over the stupidest crap like dropping her cellphone or snapping at her mom when she feels cornered by yet another one of her lies. I just want to know how she can get help without health insurance? Her parents health insurance doesn't cover psychiatric/mental care. She needs it for the sake of her own child who is now a month away from 2 and realizing things. Her baby is smart like you wouldn't believe. Anyone help??

I took pictures for a students film project (behind the scenes pictures) and I edited them and made them professionally nice with my name on the bottom of each picture. They want me to do it again but they also want the totally unedited raw versions as well. I don't feel comfortable with this at all seeing as I work very hard on presenting my photography in such a professionally artful way. Them taking my photography like that makes me feel like it's discrediting to my photoshop abilities (they look very appealing after I photoshop them). They want the pictures to practice their photoshop on MY pictures. Would you feel this way too or am I being selfish?

Before I start, I'm pretty open-minded about homosexualism as I am bi-sexual myself. But the fact that these two are 12 year olds strikes me as disturbing that it was uploaded by a friend on facebook. Isn't this kind of like child pornography?? Wouldn't this turn some pedophile on who may stumble upon this? Would you report this image as I have?? Or am I just paranoid. I'm just very against child porn. Give me your view on this and tell me if I did the right thing to report this to facebook: https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=1015042376...

(I hope the link works... If not, it's of 2 young 10-13 year old boys making out in an erotic sort of way. Trust me, I'm not ridiculous in saying that it's erotic.)

Thanks.

My friend lives 4 hours away. I've only ever seen her twice out of 4 years that I've known her. We have been keeping in touch by text, phone calls, and emails and we had formed a very close friendship. Now, I go to school and I'm making more friends down here and forming professional relationships. So I haven't been texting or calling her every single day like I used to. I'm getting a life cause I used to not have much of one when she was my only close friend. Is it right of her to answer the phone these days saying, "oh, you actually answered this time" or "hi stranger". Several times I've told her that I loved her as a friend, and she simply says, "oh you do?" I know exactly what she's doing when she does that; pure guilt tripping me for not obsessing over her and calling her every second of the day. My patience is wearing thin with her attitude towards me trying to lead a healthier life by stepping away and getting to know other people in this world. Here's my question. Is it right of her to be reacting this way towards me putting a distance between her and I, and how would YOU handle this?

Thanks.

I'm a binge eater and I hate it. I cannot stop. I need to find out how to stop. Does anyone know how?

(and, please, only serious answers that will help, and none that will put me down. I'm pretty fragile. stupid, I know)

Help me understand this. What good does it do if you have a lot of memory in your computer?

Thanks.

I'm really starting to bother myself..

Why spend so much time trying to go against and slam the fact that a child can be born biologically gay or bisexual? Instead, why not accept that this is fact and move on? What's the point?

Before I start, I really don't have too much against Christians, but they have hurt me in the past. Maybe that's why I'm asking this question. I'm trying to figure out who else supports my view.

Why do all Christians follow a book that's been written by humans all throughout history? Is this a sign that since they don't have their own brains, they have to go by somebody else'?

Just wondering. Thanks.

If I had a choice, I wouldn't get into it. I feel very "blah" about the idea. Is something wrong with me?

No matter what it's about, this kid always stares at me. Not only that, he sneaks glances at me and it annoys the hell out of me. He does that to get my attention but it irritates me. It pisses me off. What do I do?!

.............and if so, how? ........... and how much? hehe

I want to start off by asking ya'll not to judge me. I feel pathetic about this, so I'm already feeling self-conscious about sharing my struggles with people I don't even know. I want to find a way out of this and I realize that it's a huge personal issue of mine that needs fixing fast. So that was the intro... Now here is my spiel:

I thought I was over this whole attachement thing but it seems to just keep creeping up on me over and over again. I start of being friends with someone, or having a small crush on them then all of a sudden i'm thinking about them all the time. If i don't get "enough" attention from them i feel heart broken, angry and frustrated. This has happened about 3 or 4 times with each of my best friends over the last several years. It started back in 7th grade I think and now I'm 22.

At first I really just got on with these girls (best friends), then it seemed like i thought about them all the time. So i thought ok, i have a small crush on them or something. But then it always gets to the point where i start getting jealous, I don't like that they'll talk to someone as much as they talk to me or more than they talk to me. Then they find a boyfriend or girlfriend or just starting talking to someone more than me and i feel so neglected, unwanted and i get angry and resentful.

It's like I need these people to want me. Sometimes these "best friends" have become crushes or I'm intensely infatuated with them. I know, it's gross.

I just want someone for my own, everyone around me has someone that really cares for them, a special relationship (girlfriend/boyfriend) i want to be something to someone that no one is that that person.

The people I do want romantically are either taken, or aren't intersted in me, i'm starting to think i should just settle for the people who are interested in me though i seem to attract people I'd never consider dating.

God i just want to feel loved, there's only so long you can go seeing everyone around you having that special someone, before you start wondering whats wrong with you. I'm starting to feel really pathetic about this whole thing.

People always tell me I'm gorgeous, I'm smart, I care about people, I know how to laugh at myself, I have a fantastic sense of humor...etc. I just don't get it. I don't know what's wrong with me and it doesn't help that I get so intensely attached to the people who do show me a certain amount of "special affection" because I get so infatuated.

I just don't know what to do, I'm ranting now but seriously, why do I get so attached, and how can I stop?!

--Thanks for reading...please help?

My therapeutic escape from reality is listening to all the Harry Potter audio books. Weird I know. What's yours??

People come and go in life all the time. We all know this.

An old friend of mine from back when I went to college (I would say about 5-6 years ago?) had a birthday coming up (it's already passed). Imagine this to be around August when she tells me this. To be honest, I try to avoid her a bit on Facebook because when we talk, it it so uninteresting! Here's an example of what we say to each other when we chat:

Girl: Hi

Me: Hello

Girl: Hohoho

Me: Ah nice.

Girl: Hehehe

Girl: Hahaha

......

Stupid random crap like that, so I just avoid it. She's kind of one of those people that I just don't mind if she slips out of my life, even though that sounds terrible.

So anyway, my friend had been wanting me to do something with her for her birthday. October rolls around and yesterday was the day. I gave her some lame excuse like my dad wanted me to stay home because I had some bad grades last quarter and he's basically grounding me to work harder in school. Something like that...I told her that I was very sorry that I couldn't make it.

There was only going to be like 3 guests attending and I didn't know any of them! I've never met them. Talk about awkward. ...Am I a jerk for rejecting her birthday invitation? Am I a jerk for not minding to let her out of my life? Am I a jerk in general? Can any of you tell based on these few paragraphs? Please help. I'm feeling awkward about her and this situation.

Thanks for takin' the time to read this. Your input is valued.

Before I begin, let me first start off by saying that, yes, I already know I'm freggin' immature as all hell, so no need to tell me that. I already know this. Trust me, I'm working on that issue.

So, today I was working on a film set and I was the camera operator/ Director of Photography and I absolutely LOVE taking pictures. It gives me a freeing feeling like no other. We were using my very good friend's camera and trusted me to take it home overnight to use it on set the next morning, as she couldn't make it on set. So all was fine and dandy and I brought the camera over to the set and everything we shot was awesome. At the end of the day, my other friend, David, told me that my friend who owned the camera, wanted him to take it home overnight (tonight) so that he could give it to her tomorrow. I told him that I wanted to borrow it for the night myself because I absolutely love her camera and wanted to take more pictures with it. I am very careful with her equipment and I've played with it a ton of times before today. David was cool with the idea so we call her up and ask her if me taking it home tonight and bringing it back to her tomorrow was okay. I have to be honest, I expected her to say it was cool with her, "no problem", "sure why not!" .......She said no.

Now, here's a little back story. This friend and I have been building a very good friendship over the last 3-4 months or so and it's been growing increasingly stronger. We both have stated this to each other and like each other very much. (friendship wise, anyway)

For some reason, after getting the word "no" from her made me intensely angry. I thought to myself "Doesn't she trust me to bring it back to her tomorrow?? All I want to do is take pictures with it. I'll take care of it!!" I just got badly pissed off and in another friend's car on the way back home, I was very silent, fuming. She kept wanting me to speak but I didn't. I ended up crying like an idiot because I had to release the intensity I was feeling inside. I know, I sound like a total brat acting like this; getting all pissed off and worked up because of a simple thing like this and I even said that to myself, sitting there in the car on the way home, but I still couldn't help feeling so completely angry with her. I was deeply offended. Is it wrong of me to feel this way? Can someone help me re-think this or bring some new perspective on this??

Thanks for takin' the time to read this. I know, I'm lame. :/