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Me and my friend are planning on trying shrooms for the first time sometime this week. But we're kind of clueless as of what to expect and how many we need. We're both lightweights. We're both 17. I'm only 99 lbs. We're not entirely sure how to ask our dealer for how much we want.....like I said we're both kind of clueless....so yea. Thanks so much to the people who actually answer this. if you're going to tell me that drugs are bad save it. I don't care what you say.

Also, what should we expect? Is it anything like weed or completely different?

I just watched this movie the other night. I loved it. Throughout the movie I thought everything was all in Donnie's head and none of it actually happened. I was really confused about a lot of it so I bought the director's cut version and that put everything more into place. I basically get the whole movie except I still don't get why Frank was in a rabbit costume. Can someone help me understand this?

I need one but I'm only 16 so I found some on Amazon. Is that safe to buy online? Would I get in trouble for doing so? I live in NJ. if it says "tobacco use only"

Don't try to convince me to tell him I'm a virgin because I won't. Maybe I'm being immature but it's my decision.

A year ago I told one of my friends that I'm not a virgin because I didn't want to feel left out. Stupid, I know. But she told her ex boyfriend that (while they were oing out) and he told his best friend. Who now happens to be my boyfriend. We've been goin out for 3 months. I want to lose my virginity. I've already done everything else. But he thinks I'm not a virgin! How can i make it seem like I'm not?! We talked about having sex and it's probably goin to happen this weekend. I know it's goin to hurt like hell. But am I goin to bleed a lot? How can I prevent that?

BTW I'm 16.

This will be me and my friend's first time eating shrooms and I'm not sure how much to get/the prices. If we split an eighth would we actually trip? How much should I get?

Also, any tips on how to not have a bad trip?

My friend has BPD. So do I...which is why I'm very confused. She was telling me recently about this psychotic episode she had. I don't know if that's what you would call it. She said she was just sitting on her bed and a bunch of people appeared in her room out of no where. A man was talking to her. Actually she was having a conversation with him! She got her camera and took a picture with him. This whole thing lasted for about 5-10 minutes. She told me this as if it wasn't anything to worry about-just "normal borderline behaivor." I have bpd as well but nothing like this has ever happened to me! Is this normal? Is there anything to worry about? Please take this seriously.

I have borderline personality disorder. I feel like a blank canvas. Just a great blob of existence with nothing else. Something has changed with me over he last few months. It started with me over-analyzing things all of the time. I'll take a simple emotion and strip it down until there's nothing left. There are a few things that I've been doing that I have some questions about. The first is this: I feel as if I view myself from someone else's eyes. Like the narrator in the story. It's like I put my thoughts aside and scan them as if they aren't mine. I'm unnaturally conscious of every move I make, every thought I think, every word I speak. And I analyze them, stripping them down! What is this? This isn't natural and I don't know how to stop. I remember thinking naturally, normally and I miss it. This started a few months ago and I don't know why. The other thing I do that I have questions on is this: I can't feel pain continuously. I'll feel this unbearable pain (for very good reasons) and I'll break down and curl into a ball and just cry out loud, the heaviness on my chest so thick I feel like dying. Then...it all goes away. I numb it. I just think of how I want to be happy and I just am. But it's this false happiness. It doesn't make sense. I push aside the misery, supressing the truth because the truth destroys me. So I'll bury it away until I have nothing left to do but think and think and think again. And it all sinks in again...and then goes away just like that. It's a coping mehanism but it's unintentional. Someone pleae help mew to understand myself better. I'm having an anxiety attack!!

Like Emilie Autumn, BitchBrigade, TBM..

Weird techo/industrial/goth music?

I'm Italian and I live in New Jersey. My mom always told me about when she was growing up in the 60s/70s near Trenton with her 8 brothers and sisters that she was living in a neighborhood where everyone knows each other and everyone was Italian. She said there was this old lady who sold canoli and after school she would walk there a few times a week and get one for like 25 cents. I've been to that neighborhood before. It's been taken over by street gangs and it's actually pretty scary being there. Are there anymore old fashioned Italian-American neighborhoods left in the US?

I have BPD. Even when I was a kid I liked feeling this deep sense of self pity. I don't like being sad ALL the time. If something really bad actually does happen and I'm depressed I obviously don't like it. But sometimes I'll purposefully tell myself these huge lies (like "ur boyfriend is using you. he doesn't actually love you") and then I'll put on really sad music and indulge this weird, almost narcissistic pain for a couple hours. I'm very good at lying and I can convince myself of things that aren't true to feel sorry for myself. I'm sort of comforted by it. I know this is weird but can someone please help me out? Why do I do this?

Serious answers only!!

Two years ago I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and I'm trying to understand myself and my disorder better. I've noticed that the symptoms of BPD all connect to each other in some way. The unstable relationships come from fear of abandonment, black and white thinking, and innapropiate emotional reactions. Self harm and sensation-seeking seem to come from lack of sense of self. For me, inappropriate anger and depression comes from fear of abandonment. For instance, before I learned to control this better, if my boyfriend and I disagreed or argued about even the slightest thing I would freak out and think he doesn't want me any more and is leaving me. But what is the "core" or center of BPD? What are all these symptoms connected to? Also, could someone please explain and help me understand why it is that I don't have an identity? Why I change depending on who I'm with?

What is the core reason behind borderlines needing to be wanted/needed/loved/adored, etc etc? I have BPD and I'm trying to overcome it. I've been reading and learning about what causes each symptom of BPD but I can't find the answer to this.

a 16 year old girl with a borderline personality mother and a sociopath, drug-addict father.

it's not me. and no more details.

I know there is a very big difference between the two but what exactly is it?

Me and my friend were using a ouija board about an hour ago and we were talking to someone to seemed very nice. She told us her name was Olive. She said a few things we didn't really understand and thought was just nonsense. She kept saying "Lemeney" and old us to "wait." When we asked what we're waiting for she repeated the word "Lemeney." We asked how she died and she also replied by saying "Lemeney." Then for about 10 minutes she was saying the same 4 letters over and over again in a different order each time. They were: Y, O, I, and A. Neither of us was moving it. If you're a skeptic when it comes to this kind of thing please don't even bother answering. What was going on? Eventually we stopped and said goodbye. Could someone help me out here? I'm kind of scared.

I live in central NJ and I go to New York City a couple of times a year but it's my all-time favorite place in the world. I want to spend the entire day there for my 16th birthday (from 10:00am-12:00am) I was wondering what are some things I could do and places to go. Besides shopping and dining, I mean. It would most likely be just me and my friend going. Are there any "teen clubs" 16+? What would be some cool things we could do?

Or an hour after?

BQ: What about if you straighten it right before you dye it?

I just started getting into dubstep and so far I love Skrillex, Klaypex, and Nero. What else would you recommend? Thanksss :)

I'm only 15 and we've only been going out for a week but he convinced me to do stuff with him. Basically last night we did everything except for sex. We're both virgins. I went home and just started cracking up hysterically for about 15 minutes and I don't know why. Almost immediately afterwards I burst out crying and couldn't stop. I was hyperventilating and I don't know why! I realized it was a huge mistake and regret it so much! I was having a panic attack. I have a lot of problems with anxiety and depression. He says he loves me. He was probably really happy afterwards....and then I was crying and screaming and laughing and out of control! I feel like a total wreck. Someone help me.