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My wife of five years, lover of nine, has decided that the relaitonship, the family, all of the plans we've made for the past nine years, even our little girl, is not worth keeping together.

She wants a divorce and really can't stand to look at me. Now, we've had our arguments over the years, but just recently, she came back her sister's wedding and decided that the company of another man was more exciting than the complete love and devotion of a man she'd been with for nine years.

I feel so broken and empty, haven't eaten that much for the past month, all I can do is cry when I hug our daughter. I feel like less than a human being, and I'm just wondering why I shouldn't end it all? My daughter would have her mother, everyone on my wife's side of the family who thinks that its okay for her to go out on a date with other men while we're still married would obviously be happy, and all of this would go away for me. Should reincarnation be true, I can start all over.

P.S. this is no joke.

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