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I hate heat...A LOT!! It always makes me feel like I'm suffocating and it makes me feel like I am losing control of my body. It gives me the feeling of being in a straight-jacket--but for breathing. I can breath, yes obviously. But the air just feels heavy and thick like it just can't be inhaled. I have thought a lot about this and have concluded that it may have a lot to do with one of my fears; fear of losing all control. Which is part of the reason why I'm a little claustrophobic. But thats a bit besides the point, sry haha.

My question restated: Am I like the only one that gets that suffocation feeling if they're too hot or there's too much heat? And why does it happen? :/

I hate heat...A LOT!! It always makes me feel like I'm suffocating and it makes me feel like I am losing control of my body. It gives me the feeling of being in a straight-jacket--but for breathing. I can breath, yes obviously. But the air just feels heavy and thick like it just can't be inhaled. I have thought a lot about this and have concluded that it may have a lot to do with one of my fears; fear of losing all control. Which is part of the reason why I'm a little claustrophobic. But thats a bit besides the point, sry haha.

My question restated: Am I like the only one that gets that suffocation feeling if they're too hot or there's too much heat? And why does it happen? :/

So I heard that creating an alias (specifically for sites like this) is pretty safe and actually suggested..? I already have Alyssa Logan. But now I just need a middle name. (just cuz I wanna haha) Here are the two I was thinking of;

1) Alyssa Jade Logan

2) Alyssa Marie Logan

Which do you like the best and if neither, please give a suggestion. :) Thanks!

P.S. And this is legal right? I'm not gonna get in like federal trouble or get arrested or anything? :/

I want this phone next and I have two questions about it?

1. The person I'm buying the phone from doesn't have their charge cuz they lost it. Is there any other way I can charge the phone without it or do I just have to get a new charger? (also can I possibly use my samsung blackjack 2's charger?)

2. A friend of mine has this phone and I played around with it today. I noticed that the letters magnify (on QWERTY at least) when you tap them. For me this makes it hard to text; is there anyway I can turn this off or make it stop magnifying the letters?

Any help is greatly appreciated, thanks! :D

My friend, whom I used to be close with but now my mom doesn't want us to hang out anymore. But i get why though; About a month ago, she asked her dad for $600 and $800 the next week from the bank. Her dad didn't know she was getting that much, she said she only wanted $100 and $200 but told the teller she wanted $600 and $800 when they got there. She said that she sent all the money (except $100 of it supposedly) to her drug addict grandmother (on her moms side i think). She also said that her grandmother told her that she needed the money to pay some bills for her (her grandmothers dad) great-grandfather cuz he has dementia. my friend thought that she really wanted the money to her to pay off what ever drug-debt she had or something.

She used to be a really good kid, we would do a lot together! Idk what happened to her. Why would a 16 year old girl steal (for her grandmother), knowing what she did was wrong and could go to jail? Why would she do something that stupid?? to please her grandmother....? (she does have a low self esteem, i think cuz she just got dumped by some guy in remedial classes..)

I have a Blackjack 2, from AT&T and I'm using a Pay As You Go SIM. I will be switching phones pretty soon (some time this week hopefully:) ) I just wanna know how I can remove the SIM card from my phone efficiently, w/o having my account/number and account balance deleted.

So then I should probably turn the phone off first...right?

When my period is on and even like 2 days after, my stomach is flatter, than it is when I DON't have my period. I am a 16 year old african american and I weigh about 124 lbs.

Is this normal for me?

I have the Blackjack 2, on AT&T pay-as-you-go service. But now I want the Samsung Impression, haha. If I switch take my old sim card (pay as you go sim) and put it in the Impression, will my account and money left be carried over? Or do I have to start a new pay as you go account and get a new number?

I've heard so many negative things about the teletubbies. Soo why? What is the controversy?

I am a junior in high school and I need to take the ACT's and/or SAT's this or next year. (Or if I can do really badly on my ACT, I can retake it next year and they just take your highest score.) But I'm like seriously freaking out cuz I'm scared I'm gonna fail and I really wanna be prepared (if I choose to take it... ;[ ) I'm also scared I'm gonna fail cuz my mom has been really emotionally and verbally abusive lately towards me and my dad..

So my questions... 1. What exactly is that ACT and what are you tested on? 2. Same with the SAT...what are you tested on and what exactly is it? :/

Thanks, and any help is greatly appreciated! :D

Mkay so my friend sends me so many poems and often times wants me to like critique them...now I'm kinda running out of things to say. Plus I've asked to stop cuz of this and laos cuz its really annoying but he took it rly hard and didn't talk to me for like a week after that! So I guess I've got no choice but to just critique these. :(

They are so long and really kinda depressing but could you please at lease read the shortest one and tell me what you think?? Please help! :(

1. have you ever felt a pain.

you've tried to erase?

but you're feeling high you're feeling low.

but it still remains.

feels the time is near.

have got to let it go.

and open up my heart again.

cause hate is all you show.

and i just wanted to feel all the love.

that you hold inside.

never let it escape

all the love that you hold inside.

you keep pushing me away.

with all the love that you hold inside.

how long can i run?

run from the past?

it's the pain that takes to burn a whole.

right trough my chest.

to say that you love me.

will make you feel weak.

it's easier for you to hate.

cause your love is like a breeze.

and i just wanted to feel all the love.

that you hold inside.

2. You're all just staring, angry faces, begging for a place to die.

Or I could leave you where you stand,

Up upon that hill that'll fall to the wayside.

This hoax to live for, dictating regulation of thoughts.

This hoax to live for, the very plague that kills us all.

And in this scene, I play the protagonist, and as well I play the opposed.

Or I could leave you where you stand.

All alone in the hall, your trap for the meantime.

And you call this home, no home I've ever known.

This isn't war, but these are still battles

And battles make it all die out.

3. A queen of snow, that calls to me from the black abyss.

In the blackness of the hallway i walk to the miror.

And i wait, and stare, and then she apers, stareing back at me from the miror.

She speaks softly and with great meaning.

My queen ses to me " I love you my darling, you are my king, I came to you seeking what you so willingly give, and you came to me seeking what you long for."

And as she begins to fade i hear her say " you know me well, I am your lover, your sister, your fanticy illutiond that so long eluted you, know that i love you and in the morning look to the sky and find the morgenstern and know that it is I."

And then she faded and I was alone in the hallways blackness and sorrow.

And so i walk to the window and wait for the morn.

To once again see the dead souled queen that i love.

Again, at least the shortest one and please be honest; We're pretty close so I can kinda break it to him easily lol.

Thanks! :D

Mkay so my friend sends me so many poems and often times wants me to like critique them...now I'm kinda running out of things to say. Plus I've asked to stop cuz of this and also cuz its really annoying but he took it rly hard and didn't talk to me for like a week after that! So I guess I've got no choice but to just critique these. :(

They are so long and really kinda depressing but could you please at lease read the shortest one and tell me what you think?? Please help! :(

1. have you ever felt a pain.

you've tried to erase?

but you're feeling high you're feeling low.

but it still remains.

feels the time is near.

have got to let it go.

and open up my heart again.

cause hate is all you show.

and i just wanted to feel all the love.

that you hold inside.

never let it escape

all the love that you hold inside.

you keep pushing me away.

with all the love that you hold inside.

how long can i run?

run from the past?

it's the pain that takes to burn a whole.

right trough my chest.

to say that you love me.

will make you feel weak.

it's easier for you to hate.

cause your love is like a breeze.

and i just wanted to feel all the love.

that you hold inside.

2. You're all just staring, angry faces, begging for a place to die.

Or I could leave you where you stand,

Up upon that hill that'll fall to the wayside.

This hoax to live for, dictating regulation of thoughts.

This hoax to live for, the very plague that kills us all.

And in this scene, I play the protagonist, and as well I play the opposed.

Or I could leave you where you stand.

All alone in the hall, your trap for the meantime.

And you call this home, no home I've ever known.

This isn't war, but these are still battles

And battles make it all die out.

3. A queen of snow, that calls to me from the black abyss.

In the blackness of the hallway i walk to the miror.

And i wait, and stare, and then she apers, stareing back at me from the miror.

She speaks softly and with great meaning.

My queen ses to me " I love you my darling, you are my king, I came to you seeking what you so willingly give, and you came to me seeking what you long for."

And as she begins to fade i hear her say " you know me well, I am your lover, your sister, your fanticy illutiond that so long eluted you, know that i love you and in the morning look to the sky and find the morgenstern and know that it is I."

And then she faded and I was alone in the hallways blackness and sorrow.

And so i walk to the window and wait for the morn.

To once again see the dead souled queen that i love.

Again, at least the shortest one and please be honest; We're pretty close so I can kinda break it to him easily lol.

Thanks! :D

Okay so my bf and I have been dating for a really long while now and I am ready to take it farther than kissing. We have discussed 'taking it farther', lol. and he says that if I think I am ready then he's all for it! lol. but is still very willing to wait if im not. (awww :) haha)

but i think what i wanna do is like foreplay I guess...I'm really really really not ready for sex and I really don't wanna do it now!! I am a bit mature in that ball park haha; i mean i do get that its more than just 'passion'. you need to be READY!! Spiritually, sexually, emotionally, physically etc.

The only thing I want my bf to do is tongue and maybe possibly finger [and will it hurt real bad when/if he fingers me?:( ] my va-jay-jay. Theres other stuff too but ik i cant get pregnant if he just kisses my boobs and etc.

So can him fingering and tonguing get me pregnant? :(

Easy ten points! :D

My mother just told me that anything I wanna do to my hair, I have to ask her. Coloring of course includes that too.. I didn't understand why, since it is MY hair; I should be able to do what ever the h*ll i want with it. I don't tell her to ask me before doing anything to her hair, its HERS. So I asked her why and she told me; it was because of the fact that I don't own my body. WTF. She said I didn't until I turned 18.

Now I understand the fact that once you're 18, you're an adult and you can do whatever you want to some extent; you can live on your own but you have taxes, and you have bills and jobs, school...ugh. But what does that have to do with owning your body?? :/

I don't understand this at all! I wear makeup, and I'm 16. I made that decision to put that on MY body. What's so different about hair coloring??

So was she right, what does this mean? Does God own it until then......??

Any help would be greatly appreciated. :D

I have an iMac, with a Tiger OS. (finally! lol) My mom uses my computer regrettably (cuz she has one of the newest iMac that came out last around last December and she hasn't even taken it out of the box yet! wtf.) So anyways, I need to remove the little black arrows that appear on app icons when they're open. You know the one's on the dock? I need to do this cuz no matter what app I have open or if I'm updating an app, doing hw...anything that appears open, she closes it! I've asked her not to and she always tells me that she will do "what she d*** pleases cuz she bought it" wtf. so that makes me pissed cuz its my computer!

Lol, so all of that wasn't very relevant. :P So is there any way at all that I can remove the black arrows that appear on the dock when an app is open so my mom won't close it?? Please help, any is greatly appreciated! :D

Haha wait no context. He's referring to a patient (he's a therapist), whom is pretending everything is ok and that her problems are no big deal even though they really are.

Would the sleek angled bob hairstyle look good on me?

I'm 16 and black. I love short hair and I have a heart shaped face. I'm gonna be a junior this year and I really want something new and fresh. I have short, black, thick hair.

This is what I want...http://www.haircutshairstyles.com/img/photos/full/...

And this is what I look like...http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=558354&l=6ec... and http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=498202&l=c4e...

So could would this look ok on me and could I style it myself? or would it be best if I went to a hair stylist? :/

I'm 16, going into my junior year and I want a totally diff hairstyle this year. :) I have short, black, thick hair and I'm black, haha.

I think the bob would look really good on me. And I will be wearing new glasses too, which are black rimmed and plasticy lol. What type of bob is this and how can I do it myself? http://www.the411onhair.com/image-files/black-bob-... (and I'll be cutting it a bit shorter as well, like just above the chin instead of longer)

Could I upgrade to Tiger 10.4.6 or do I have to do 10.4.0 first?

My mom is like totally having a ***** fit over buying me new glasses after having the same ones for 3 years and not even having an eye exam done for me for almost over 2 years! WTF.

So instead of listening to her crap, I think I will just buy my own glasses. And I guess I'll have to do without the eye exam unless its free at some clinic or something since the glasses will prolly be expensive enough...

So my question is, as a 16 year old, can I buy my own glasses at Lens Crafters without having my parents be there? And is there gonna be like some monthly fee I'll have to pay or something? :/