Graeme

It's quite the story... I got a pretty big crush on her at my dad's wedding about four and a half years ago. (I've known her since I was infantile). Later I moved to Arkansas, still liking her very much. That like then evolved into a love. I loved her for about three years straight. I had relationships during the time, but not ones that would be considered more than mildly romantic. Anyway, I soon began to "get over" her and then ironically my mother moved from Arkansas into Missouri. That place in Missouri had me going to the same school she attended. I felt anger, frustration, and grief over the irony of that. I asked her out just a few months ago (I am now a freshman) but she seemed slightly confused and sarcastic in her reply. So I just kinda' gave up on it. After just a few days ago; A girl I've been going out with for barely a month asks me if she wants to have sex. I got weak in the knees on the subject. I said (direct quote) "err... I dunno if... that's all such a good... idea?" Even though I slightly got aroused by the offer. Later, just recently actually--she ends up going out with a friend of mine at the same time she and I were. I am angry... I'm pissed that she's cheated on me. And to top it all off, she has now ****** the guy. Yeah, so how can she do that? Dunno... It's stupid. Anywhoo... I figured I'd give another shot at the girl I spent a while of my life dreaming of. How should I do it? Ask on a date? Just say "will ya be muh girly?" I don't know how to put it. We are great friends, but I just don't know how she feels about me. Advice please. And don't hate on me please, cause I don't feel like being brought down at the moment. I'm hitting a very cold and low climax in my school year and a smart *** remark would have negative effects on my state of being. Thanks for the time.

Notes: The girl that cheated me is a seperate female, just thought that may have been confusing.

Another thing that may not had been clear is that the girl I like so much and I had never been in the same school until last year. The year before my freshman year... so I never actually saw her that much. Again, thanks for reading.

I'll amdmit I am struggling to understand these problems... If someone on here can help me with them, I'd appreciate it very much. Hereis one: -3(bx + 4) + 1/2 (6x - 24)... At first that looked pretty simple to me. Then I read the directions; "Simplify each expression, and justify each step by using the Distributive, Associative, and Commutative properties." So the question looks like this:

-3(8x + 4) + 1/2 (6x - 24)

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I'm curious, annoyed, and somewhat afraid. I was a raised catholic, but at the age of 11 started questioning the power, background, and existence of 'God'. I later could not come up with an explanation for it, so I gave up and became atheist. I am now agnostic, because I don't deny completely... But I don't believe either. The reason I'm scared, is because I recently read Dante's Inferno, (the book isn't scary, it's the idea of it all) and if I don't believe in God, I go to hell... Since I am agnostic, I don't want to go to hell but don't 100 % believe in it. Hell truly sounds like a frightening place, considering how you burn in fire, and choke on frozen blood for all eternity: and I don't think that if God was what he descibes himself as caring, and generous that he would allow such a place for people like me to go, when it's truly HIS fault for giving me the ability to judge, and think for myself when he hasnt proven to me he is even real... It's a ****ed up game, if thats really the way it is... And I think that's scary, unfair, and... unholy.

I want to download Pivot 2.2.5 but It says I have to be the administrator, but thats my dad--and I cant get it in without him typing in some password! I just want to download a tiny little 500 kb thing, and It wont even make a difference to the computer's memory. I think it's kinda stupid, can anyone give me advice on how to download it without being administrator? Please help, and thanks.