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I've had a migraine that has not gone away for 6 weeks. Nothing works to relieve the pain. Currently I'm on Topamax and Imitrex, but my insurance will only cover so much of that. I've been in the hospital, have had MRIs, EEGs, EKGs, CTs, even a lumbar puncture. So i started asking my extended family about any and all medical history that they have and one of my aunts said that she has this factor 5 leiden. Could this be a cause of my migraine, and wouldn't it show up in these tests?

My best friend that tried to commit suicide (and nearly succeded) lives with my husband and me. My husband is also depressed, and I fight my own. I am overloaded at work, in an uppermanagement position, understaffed and expected to take even more tasks on. Money is tight, and my husband keeps overdrawing the account and putting us further in debt. I am starting to have chest pains, like my heart is spasming, and I find that I can go into a rage for one week and be as happy as a high school cheerleader for the next.

What can I do to help myself and others before it becomes damaging to my marriage, friendship, carrer, and credit score?

I find that I am wanting my death. I don't want to live my life, but I don't harm myself because I know it would hurt others. I find that it doesn't bother me to feel this way. I could care less if I am happy or sad, it's like a void of emotion. The only thing that has kept me alive is the want of not seeing others in harm. I have felt this way for 8 years. And I haven't sought help because it would make others feel like I don't care enought about them. Is this still depression, or is it something else?

When I bend my toe slightly, my foot starts to go numb, should I go to the hospital, the doctor, or just do nothing?? I haven't stubbed it, and I wear white socks, so it's not bruised or dye.

I can have a clitoral orgasm.

Why do Christians ignore their holy book's teachings (Do not judge others when you will be judged by your own god)? They seem to think that it is their right to judge us (pagans) and tell us that we are going to a place that we do not believe in? What makes them think they can bring this into the workplace??

Is it understandable to have a sexless marriage when you are striving for spiritual enlightnement, and to better develop your relationship with each other?