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i dont even know what to write..i feel blank. When ever im happy something has to mess it up. I dont go out anymore because i feel ugly 24/7. My mum doesnt understand. She says its just hormones. If its just hormones why is everyone else around me okay? I feel like i push people away an in the end they always leave me. Im currently falling out with my boyfriend who claims he 'cares' and 'loves' me, bullsh-t. He said everyone hates me and to be honest its true. I just feel so low its unreal. The other day i was laughing and actually being happy for once then i turn around and a stupid girl who doesnt like me (god knows why) was with her little gang of wannabe friends and were giving me evil glares as if to say 'god shes weird' that instantly took my mood down. Ive reached the point where all i want to do is sleep. I want to die to be honest. I used to cut, i havent done it for a few weeks and im healing but i know im going to do it again. I want to right now and i have 0 distractions. Before any of you say 'tell someone at school ' no. My mum doesnt understand either, i told her i want to die and she called me pathetic and depressing to everyone around me. Im scared if i go to the doctors they wont believe me or they will think im being dramatic, idk..i dont know what im trying to get writing this on here but anyway if anyone has any advice it would be greatly appreciated.

When ever i yawn my ears pop and its painful. Iv got a blocked nose if that has anythin to do with it? its jusT SO ANNOYING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have a new laptop and it doesn't have a disk drive so therefore i cant download my sims onto it. I have the games on my other laptop but its really slow and i want to put them onto this one. I have a USB stick if you can do it that way? Easiest way please.

I have 2 weeks off of school and i want to get a piercing. Our school is really strict on facial piercings so it would have to be ear or somewhere you cant see. I have a low-medium pain tolerance and iv stretched my ear to 10mm/1cm which i didnt find painful so.. Any ideas?

i connect my iphone to my windows laptop with a cabel thingy and it shows up that its charging on my iphone but it doesnt give me any options to transfer media etc. Also when i go on 'computer' it doesnt show up even though it should because its connected? help pls x

I want a necklace which is chained and gold (not literally gold though). Anything ranging from about 10-20 pound? Which looks like this- http://goo.gl/Pk9Jr

Im about to pick my gcses and im finding it difficult with deciding what i want to do in the future! I wanted to do law but i dont think i will be able to do it due to my under confidence. I have really high levels in english. Im okay at maths(set 2). Im quite good at science(set 2). I have a btec art degree. I hate drama/anything to do with speaking. I have a high history/re/geography levels. I really enjoy history/re/english but i cant think of any jobs to do with them? I know its a stupid question but just some ideas please?

im in a bad situation at the minute and its going to be hard to get out of it and i am extremely stressed. I have a police meeting tomorrow (i cant state why online) but basically i did things i regret but if you knew the full story you would understand i had my reasons for my actions but anyway im extremely worried. I will go in there and tell the truth and be as genuine as i can but im still really worried! I know im not in the wrong but im still really stressed out, any advice how to stop being nervous about it and go in there confidently and calm? im so worried :(

Idk if its just me but i feel really unwanted at school. I dont fit into a particular group and im always the odd one out.. Whenever anyone talks to me i just get all nervous and say stupid things because i feel ridiculous. If people actually gave me a chance they would realise im a good friend but no one does because they think im stuck up and shy. I honestly cant be like one of those people who go around sucking upto everyone-_- they annoy the **** out of me but they seem to have loads of friends! idk what answer i want for this but maybe some advice on how to stop being so anti social and feeling like an outsider ): cant cope anymore.

Is it just a generally good laptop? I want a fast laptop but it doesnt have to have anything fancy like graffics n **** but i just need a fast laptop

Every time i eat i always feel sick after and bloated. Im quite thin and i have a normal appetite. After a regular cooked meal i always feel really sick after and its awful:( why is this happening?

I need a laptop which is going to be quite fast, Im not too fussy about all the graffics and stuff i just need one. preferably about 250, thanks

jw lol

Iv saw people with it done and i think it looks cute, also i can hide it at school:). How much does it hurt? What does it feel like? Pain scale to 1-10? Does it hurt as much as stretching ears? Does it get infected easily? Is it safe? can it rip?

I want my nose done but i want to know what it looks like before i have it done. I like nose rings and i would like to try a fake one. Iv had clip on rings from claires and ebay but they are too thick and look crap lol. What could i use for it to look real? thanks x x

I want to make a gift for my friends(preferably jewelry) which doesn't cost much and is easy, any ideas?

I need a camera which i can take close up shots on and you can see facial detail. It can be between 0-400 pound and preferably easy to use. ill show some examples of what i want my images to look like- http://hell-to-the-yes.tumblr.com/post/36380839762... http://hell-to-the-yes.tumblr.com/post/36380318396... http://hell-to-the-yes.tumblr.com/post/35498874978... http://hell-to-the-yes.tumblr.com/post/36377393930 http://hell-to-the-yes.tumblr.com/post/35992326067...

I have a low-medium pain tolerance, i can deal with pain but just with little bits at a time. I have stretched my ear and i could tolerate that but i found the pain 6-7 out of 10. I want my cartilage done with a needle because i hate sudden shock pains(done with a gun). Jw does it actually hurt? what does it feel like? is it worst then ear stretching?

i have some malware and i need to get rid lol.

Im home alone and its dark and creepy omg what can i do to take my mind of it?