Jackie

I know that for the past 3 years I have lived with an entity that has attached its self to me. I have worked around old towns like Tombstone, and Bisbee Az., and visited many more. I have been to mediums, and they tell me how to combat it. I'm tired of combating it. I can't win. It always comes back after only a few days. It won't leave me. I let my gaurd down, and boom it's back. I don't know where to post this. so I'll try some site.

I do this old man favors once in a while, but some times he stinks so bad, I don't like to be around him. He can work on his own vehicle, but not himself, house, or patio. I have offered to clean his house, and he says "No, I will get to it." He has no free walk ways on his patio, or house. I myself have tripped over things. I keep telling him to keep his walk ways clear. He's gonna fall and hurt himself. He lives a lone. Always the same answer, he will get to it. I hate to quit going and helping him out, but it's worse now than it was a few months ago. So is he. I'm getting embarassed to take him to the store. Wears the same shirt for 2 weeks. He is quite intelligent. He keeps up with the latest news, and all sorts of things. Does he need to be put in a home?

I'm talking about the questions here on Yahoo Answers.

This is in the town where I live. Not a large town. I look in their eyes, and I can tell the difference from a bum, and someone who is really in need of help. You can see the hurt in their eyes, the dispair, you can tell they are swallowing their pride to ask for change. I think to my self, "That could be me". I know we will see more of it as people are losing their jobs. I think "surely they have family they could go to", but then I think "to some people, asking strangers for help is easier than going to their families. It's sad.

This "something" has invaded my waking hours. I actually feel it hit me, poke me through overstuffed sofas, stick my kitchen knives in the floor, I actually see this and feel the touches. Is this a "waking dream"? I have been told that.