Jessy

some day's I'll wake up being inspired to do what I love, like paint and sing and dance and everything just feels okay... Other days I just feel like not waking up at all.. like I just wanna sleep. I'm 19, haven't started school because my parents make too much money, and med school is really expensive without using a loan... which is something I dont want to do. i'm engaged to a beautiful woman who I know would do anything for me, but i know I can't be good enough for her yet because i'm not sure if I love myself anymore. I dont know how to end these never-ending mood swings, and I have NO idea who I am anymore. I have no inspiration to do anything....any experiences or thoughts on what I can do? I also forgot to mention I work 52 hours a week.. its really stressful. especially when I feel like I have no life out side of the cocktail bar...

I'm a female and have been talking or dating my frist girl crush ever since October. She's a little older than me so that makes me feel alittle bit insecure around her and her friends sometimes. I'm an extremely affectionate person who wants a partner and she keeps claiming she does too. She treats me like her girlfriend... Except I messed up a while back and began also talking to a guy.. So he doesn't quite trust me yet. I really like her and I can't seem to let her go but were so different and I don't feel like I can be myself around her. I just love the way she smells and feels and makes me feel all giddy and nervous and a guy hasn't made me feel that for in a lonnnng time. But now there is this guy who I feel comfortable around an he is a lot like me.. Even what I would usually consider extremely handsome... I just don't look at him.. Like that... Idk what to do. I'm confused. Have I just discovered I truly like girls and am afraid to lose my first girl? Maybe I'm afraid I won't find that giddiness again? Or someone won't feel it for me... Help. What do you think is up?:(

I'm just starting off. I've always been drawn to the earth-bound elemental factors of being Wiccan and being so connected to energies and spiritual things around me. i know i just need to opwn my mind more and i need help. I also have read books for beginners and have found that I believe in everything they do. I would love some basics on tools I need for spells, spells, how to focus my mind and clear it better... I pretty much would like any teaching help at all. I love the religion and would like to become very knowledgable and skilled in it. Thank you so much for any help.:-)

Let me start from the beginning, for several months I've been Geri g what seems like a yeast infection that never completely goes away. I also got a uti. Now for almost two weeks I've been having diarreah and I haven't been hungry at all. Like I'll feel hungry but if I think about food I feel nauseous. My doctor is gone for another week and I don't know what this is so I'm kinda worried. Any opinions?

I'm a 16 year old 5'7 girl and I weigh about 116lbs. I try to ride my bike about 30 minutes a day, and I do a few sets of different leg and ab workouts a day. The only problem I have is my diet. Since I can last remember I've been eating fast food on a daily bases. I've tried to to cut back on the fried stuff, and I try to order salads and grilled chicken when we do go out to eat. My addiction happens to be french fries.:( When I was younger, that was all I ate. Now, I am 16, and I want to build a healthier life style and hopefully live a long and happy life without clogged arteries and other health problems. Can any one of you please help me out with a healthy diet plan? I don't know where to start AT ALL. And I'm a bit afraid of my mother being upset with having to spend money on food only IIIII will eat. Please help! Thank you.:)

in the last 2 months i had a yeast infecrion..that went away an then i g[ot a uti a few weeks later. im pretty sre that spread to my kidneys becase m back hurt soooo much i culdnt even move. i went to te doctor and the doctor told memy wite blood cell count was very low andasked me abut chlamydia but when i asd him if i had it he saidno but to get my boyfriend tested...huoh? now i have had this sore throat fo;r abo;ut a week anda half but only at night..is this all connected/ what does it sound like to y?u

I had bad acne and used retin a. My face was red and peely ad it stung a lot and was very dry. I stopped using the medication and now I only use natural products, and when I have a blemish I just stick a bit of tea tree oil. I also use the Olay pro x spin thing. And my face is still very red and dry! What can I do to make it better? Have I already aged my skin a lot? Help!!!

Today I woke up with an itchy vagina! And when I went to check it out with a mirror, I saw white inside. Like gooey and gross and the texture is like when you whip with toilet paper and some gets stuck? I know... Sorry for the tmi. . I had sex last night, but I've had sex with him for months, and I know he hasn't cheated on me. I get really wet. Maybe it's just what's leftover from last night, and since I didn't shower right after it stuck there? Do I want a day? Please help.:(

do these sound like i might be pregnant? my last period started around october 20th. I've been getting random abdomenal cramps randomly, mainly while i'mlaying down. I havehorrible heartburn sometimes, i've had an upsey stomache, i'm incredibly emotional, and kind of mean and i've been crying a lot, I get rando back aches...my breast are a tad bit sore(but ths normally happens before i start y period) am i just over thinking it? or could i possibly bepregnant? i dont want to spend money on a pregnancy test for no reason. aha.

pregnant? i have random and shar lower back pain, and for days now i'be had light cramping, like i'm on m period but i'm not. i'm consistantly eating, and i'm really tired all the time. an i cry or everything...i've been having really bad stomache problems. like upset stomache....everyday, but today, thank god. last month i started my cycle on the 20th...

There is this boy i've been "talking" to for a few months. He's sort of a jerk. For example, I liked one of his statuses, andhe told me not to do it agin because it was aanoying. He also doesnt like me hanging out with my frends. or going to the mall because that's where he works. also, my dad is sick, and i called this boy because i as upst and wanted someone to talk to. he said"i'm not good at this tpe of thing" and kinda just hung up. How do i get over hi? because i've become attached or something. and he can be realy nice...but ugh..

move out in texas? I'm graduating right before my 17th birthday, and I wan't to go to college in another city. But my mother says I wont be allowed to. is that possible? I'd be living in a different city...

Jessica Dai (Day)

idk if i like it or not.

my boyfriend likes:

Isly (eye-ly)

Airalyn

Esmeralda

Ruby(I strongly dislike this name)

I like:

Kaia (ky-ah)

Avina (av-ee-nah)

Aria

Ivy

my boyfriend and I like (most) of eachothers favorites. Which ones do YOU guys find most appealing?:)

Kaia (Ky-ah) Emerald

Kaia Rosalie

Kaia Hayden

what comes to mind for each of these names? personality wise ex. sweet, mystical, spoiled, brat, etc.. and appearance?

Kaia(Ky-ah) Emerald or

Kaia Rosalie.

which one sounds better? and what comes to mind when you hear both?

rate from 1-10

Kaia(Ky-ah) Rosalie

Kaia Hayden

Kaia Esmeralda

Kaia Ocean

Arayah Sapphire

Oceana Mckenzie

Aria Rose

Meadow Lilly

Rainly Dawn

Sapphire Everly

Everlyn Grace

my boyfriend blucks my eyebrows for me?

i have fallen in love with the name kaia (ky-ah). last name stars with p and ends in an ah sound aswell. i love earthy, mystical, wiccan, unique names. so any help with a middle name? be creative! just not rediculous. thank you.:)

ky-ah. last name starts with p and also ends in an ah sound. please be unique! i like kinda earthy sounds. or mystical...:) ive always been a supernatural freak. thanks! be as creative as you want, as long as its not ridiculous or hard to pronounce...