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I can't not convince myself that God doesn't exist. I am going through things that just make me want to give up. I can't get help from friends, I can't get help from family. I can't qualify for help because my retirement, even though it isn't great is just above what you can have for assistance and the churches I have one to won't do any thing to help except suggest things I have already tried. I pray both to Jesus and God. I ask for help both for healing and answers that would help me. Believe it or not a Voice told me to go to a Church, so I went and was turned away. I don't know why I should have a faith and belief that would not allow me not to believe. This is just a question to get opinions or an insight to what may be happening. It's OK because I know answers will come from no believers also and that is their choice and not mine. I expect a miracle, a healing of my body and, never see it and that makes me question God's existence

Does this mean this is the kind of relationship I really desire to have. I know that male with male isn't any interest.

Does it seem like they don't know how to fix their Hacked up new Web Site problems?

If they existed at the same time, why do Christians use a Bible translated from the Hebrew Bible.

I need to know if there is a way to modify one of my old cell phones to use my wireless Internet service and not what was originally on the phone.