Jessica

Lately, I ve felt horribly. Under my eyes, my head, and I m always tired. I barely have energy to do anything. I m starting to stop doing well in school because I can t keep focus because of how tired I am. I tried to going to bed earlier AND going to bed later to see if it was something with my sleep cycle but I don t think so since this happens every day. I m in a lot of pain mentally and physically. I m starting to stop being able to do normal day things like think straight or feel the right emotions.

I'm 15 years old, turning 16 in less than 5 months. i'll be a sophomore in high school soon. I have a 4.0 in school (4.2 actually) and take advanced classes. I take relationships in a mature, serious manner. Of course, I know myself sex is out of the question because of all the risks plus my young age. I have a boyfriend that is 20 days older than me. He'll be 16 soon too, but I've had two serious relationships before this. Not in a sexual or commitment way but in a way where I was very close to that person and I wanted to marry them someday. Things didn't work out since those were long distance and I guess I can say I was just a kid. But now, I finally told a close friend, who is someone I've known 3-4 years who went to my middle school and goes to a school next to mind, that I liked him. That led to a new relationship. We had two dates and we've cuddled, kissed, and hugged. No sex, of course, like I said we're both not ready and he told me he would never rush me into anything. Sex will probably be after marriage, yes, it will be actually because I need that commitment for that. I think I'm a pretty responsible person and that I can handle my grades, social life, etc with this relationship since I've doing much better in school and been much happier with him around. My grades never dropped with my last relationships, one lasting a year and other lasting five months. What is your opinion on this? Do you think I'm mature enough and that I'm old enough for a relationship?

My computer has been acting up so I went to install drivers since i installed a clean copy of Windows 8.1 today and formatted my hard drive. I upgraded bios though. To a104 to a106 I believe. It s a Dell computer and after bios finished downloading the update, my computer would not boot into Windows at all. I don t want to replace the motherboard and I m not sure of how to open the bottom of the computer to take the motherboard out. Can anyone help? Is there anyway I can restore bios to factory settings?

I know I've made a post like this before, but it's getting worse. My parents keep saying they're choosing a man aka "Baron Trump" for me to marry. They're completely serious and they want me to marry a man because of his money. I'm a lesbian and I have a girlfriend. They're Christians and conservatives. They love Donald Trump and hate anyone that doesn't agree with them. They like to hate on gay people in public and control everything about my life from the music I listen to, to the friends I have. Nobody is allowed to come over. I sit in my home all day long. Then they make me clean. I go nowhere and I'm supposed to get straight a's. They say I have to, but this year I'm taking all advanced classes in high school so I know I'll fail.. I'll be in huge trouble and get more stuff taken away. It feels like my humanity is getting taken away. My mom likes to yell a lot and act like nobody does anything for her. She always blames it on me and my stepdad. I'm still a teenager so there's no way I can move out.. Help? I'm hopeless at this point.

Okay, so I have a mother that literally hates lgbt+ people. So does the rest of my family. She doesn't believe in anything I do and she says if I believe in anything she doesn't believe in that I'm sick. I do like the same gender. She is a christian and I'm pretty sure I'm getting kicked out soon, but that's not all. She likes to control my whole life as in what I wear and who I'm friends with. I have to hide my electronics so she doesn't see who I'm talking to. She said she wants to teach me right from wrong, but... She seems to be very racist with other races of people and I'm nothing like that. I don't know what to do since I'm not even 18 yet and I don't know should I choose my happiness or hers? She always says how I never help out and how I do nothing but.. I always seem to struggle with myself. My only escape is my friends and some hobbies I have.. I don't know what to do since my whole family is like this and I always just wanted a family, but honestly, I don't have one. They would hate me if they know the real me - that isn't even an assumption. I stuck up for some girl in the store she was bad mouthing because of the way she looked and she said "How could you? You're talking back! Don't talk to me anymore." She thought I "agreed" with the lifestyle of the girl because she looked different than me. Well, I do agree. We're all human. No matter what race we are or sexuality. I believe there isn't any perfect humans in this world. Help please?

I have an issue with my -ex-best friend. I let her down in the past because of this girl I was in love with. I feel bad and for months I've been telling my ex-best friend I'm sorry but she won't forgive. She keeps saying how much I hurt her and then I think what about me? But that's selfish of me so I let her go on. She replaced me with this other girl and said she's done trying with me but it's hard for me to let her go. She knows everything about me and I have the memories of us. I don't know what to do because I've fallen into depression and I can't go to a therapist or anything. I don't know how to deal with this on my own since I''m still a teenager almost in high school.

It's a game where you drive around these maps like a city or a snowy Map or a pryamid one. Also you can play multiplayer. I forget the goal of the game but I don't know if it was racing. The game is not gta or anything game with the name grand theft auto.

Alright, here's my story. I'm a bisexual female that has feelings for a girl. Yes, a girl. People at my school found out about this and told me I will die in fire when God saves everyone he'll leave me to die with my sin. I really didn't ask to like a girl. It just happened. I never thought I'd ever like a girl but then something told me I liked her. Christians at my school told me God doesn't approve of people like me and he'll punish me so I'll die quicker. I just want to live my life and be happy with God above me. I always pray to God and everything I pray about always gets better. When I was younger I went to church every Sunday. I'm probably not even allowed in a church. In the bible, I think it states that people like me are going to be punished badly Heaven. I can't change. I love the girl a lot. I'm only young still. Why doesn't God love me?

Is there a way to fix it? Yesterday it was working on and off. I have a toshiba satellite. I got it in 2011 I believe. I reallyl can't get a new battery or charger right now so is there another way to fix this?

Okay so in my dream I was running away from something and somebody saved me. I knew they were and I was surprised they saved me because they were suppose to kill me. They disappeared. I also had an another dream like this days before with a person just like him. I was over my aunts house in this dream and I was with my cousin who could see this person that was trying to kill me. What do these dreams mean?