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I am so afraid. I assumed he would leave me anyway, he wasn't serious about being with me and wanted to see others. I pulled the trigger first and broke off the relationship. I was scared because I have been broken hearted too many times. If I am with someone I want to be exclusive and not share them with other women...I was trying to learn to trust but things kept going wrong. I have built a wall up again, how do you learn to trust

I have read alot of questions that say go for it...fight for him...call him and say that you love him...but what if he said he doesn't want a commitment, that everything was too intense....it's not you it's me...What if you feel foolish in his eyes, Do you still fight to get him back? Don't you just let him go???

when you care about the person you are with? I would love to be married again, but I have given that dream up in the last 5 years. So is all that is left for me solitude? I hate the feeling of being used in a Friends with Benefits or NSA relaionship? It seems like there are no options conform or lose out...on having someone in your life other then sex?

Just curious...something I asked a friend yesterday...

and answers on my "Answer Pages"? I know I answered them. I know I got points, so where are they?

I think I need to stop looking at answers....I am now searching for clues in each question....not a good sign for me. I think it is almost time to cut off everyone again

Could it be caused by depression or a shock to your system?

What if you are just losing...and you have lost your appetite. Food is harder and harder to swallow?

Could it be caused by depression or a shock to your system?

My computer has been compromised for a little over a month now...I used the name "relationship survivor" on my space.com for about 2 days and then took my name off...I cared about my ex-boyfriend very, very much. In the last few weeks I have received weird messages and had weird conversations with up too three or four people on my messenger. They led me to believe that something great would happen on Christmas Day. They also said something great would happen on Dec 16th and I set myself up for a fall...Has anyone else experienced this problem...I mean they know everything about me...

I have a really bad startle response where if someone touches me I jump and then I feel ridiculous and start apologizing. I also flinch if someone raises a hand at me to quickly. I have worked and worked at getiing over it. I am in therapy and my therapist knows all the reasons.

I have tried a few things to get out of my fear. I had to serve Jury Duty but I stayed mosty to myself. I think I talked to one person. I have gone for a walk downtown by myself. I had a job but I focus too much on the work and don't make friends...

I was at Church and this really sweet young girl touched my shoulder to say Hi and Welcomed me to the church. I din't see her coming and I ended up scaring her. If I am with someone I feel safe if not I would rather be quiet and work the internet....

people who need advice on sexual things?

You could divide them into age brackets you know like

10-12

13-17

17-21

21-30

and if you don't know by now it's hopeless anyway

it is so rotten that they place limits on people...here on Answers

Everything else was really put together too. Even this guys photo bucket was awesome. Just wanted to thank whoever it is for the invitation and to tell them That I think his web is one of the best I have ever seen.

would they put you on jury duty 13 days before Christmas. I hate jury duty. 4 hours of sitting...Bring a book tune everyone out until you name is called...go downstairs get soemthing to eat at a one person table and go back upstairs...I was lucky I didn't get called last time...It was a murder committed by an illegal alien they gave him a lawyer and an interpreter? I mean he doesn't know he is in trouble for stabbing someone to death?...I guess this isn't really a question is it?

I mean why do people take the time to look if? Are we all compelled tp open or follow every lead or thread? My grandmother used to have an old saying Curiosity Killed the Cat but Satisfaction Brought him back...I mean if you read that over and over again it really doesn't make any sense I am just curious (LOL)

I guess you never know about your quarterback. I think if Grossman can play like this in the next few games...There won't be any turning the Chicago Bears Back

This Is Not A Christmas Tree was sent to me the other day. I am on several sites and I didn't give it a thought to open it. Just be careful...It led me away from my site and I had a blank page several times...

I really miss my ex-boyfriend, we haven't talked in over a month.

He was due to have backsurgery in November and now I find myself thinking about him and wondering how he did? I guess I shouldn't call him. I am not sure he wants a call from me. But I do care. Any ideas?

Missed all of it except the anthems...