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I've been dating my boyfriend for 1.5 months. He's sweet and I know he's a good hearted guy. However, I sometimes seriously think he's an alcoholic and or doesn't truly like me. We were pretty good friends to start with. We hung out in the same group for about 2 years before anything happened. I honestly think he's a great guy and he makes me laugh like no one else when he's around. But it's like all he wants to do is drink with his friends and put me on the back burner. He's been thru a lot of stuff in the past year so I think that's weighing him down.

He was such a good friend I don't want to lose him. I would love to keep and grow this relationship with him but from my point it doesn't seem like he's that into it. He's super sweet when it's just us two. But it's like he never texts me when were apart. I also feel guilty leaving him cuz he's had so much going on recently. He's such a good friend and I truly cherish him. I feel like this relationship may have been a bad move. I don't know what to do.

(I'm a 21 year old college student.)

The first hit was when my parents split out of nowhere about five years ago. Around that time I started dating this guy who I'd known since I was five. He turned out to be a compulsive liar. Emotionally abusive, always made me feel sorry for him, always made me feel like I was in the wrong. Turned out one of my best pals at the time and he were sleeping together behind my back. wahooo. My best friend (who've I've gone to school with since kindergarten) got a boyfriend about four months ago. Since then we have gone from being super tight to barely speaking. Oh, yeah. and now, she's decided to break our lease to move in with her boyfriend. and leave me and my other rooms hanging. perhaps the best part of it all is that my mother is dating a compulsive lying sack of crud who apparently patented the first bikini ever made, dated models, can ball room dance, knows a colombian drug lord, and was at one time a millionaire before his wife left him and took his money. He's still married btw. yet he's with my mother. and she likes to drunk text me at 2am about her bs relationship drama.

I am so fed up with the whole idea of love. i don't want to be this angry, bitter, and cynical but i can't get over it.

I hang out with many different groups of people. I hang out with stoners as well as greek life. I'm a business major and art minor; sometimes I really wish it was the opposite. I do well in school, but I considered dropping out for a time. I feel like I never really click with anyone on a super deep level, but I get along with everyone I meet. I like people. I like surrounding myself with different groups to get different perspectives. I feel like I don't know who I am though. Like to my more professional, scholastic friends I'm the eclectic, hippie one. To my chill artistic friends, I'm the professional one. I just want to know who I am and where I fit.

This past year I moved in with my best friend, her sister, and a good pal I met at school a 1.5 years previously. Things have gone from bad to worse. I'm at the point now where all I can think about is how much I hate living here. All the time. My friend from school was supposed to be moving out at the end of the school year, I just found out she's going to be here through the summer and I feel like a weight has been re-added to my shoulders.

We have two little dogs in a tiny 4-bedroom, 2 bath apartment. I feel that they add a lot to the situation. I effing hate dogs.

I feel like I can hardly breathe in this apartment anymore. I feel like an animal that has been backed into the corner. I can do nothing without my one roommate bitching a fit. I think this has been going on for so long that I've become extremely agitated and it's started to spill over into my other friendship. There are things that bother me a bit with my best pal, but I feel they're being blown out of proportion in my head because I am so fried all of the time.

All I can think about is how much I hate my life in this apartment. I have 5 months left and no idea how I'm going to make it. I just want to be completely alone. completely. But, that is impossible.

Any suggestions on how to get by or insight from an outside perspective welcomed.

thanks

We're both in college and have been tight since elementary. She's been changing since we got into college, which I'm fine with, it just seems recently she's gotten into a kick of being all about the music. all about the shows. having strong liberal opinions, and opinions on everything in general. buying lots of clothes and random things to be hip. Started smoking too, which i don't care about, it just seems it's all in attempt to fit an image.

I can't help but to be annoyed, I wish I could. She confronted me and ended up telling her what was bothering me and that I wish it didn't. It obviously didn't go over well. She cried, I cried. Haven't talked since it happened yesterday.

Have I doomed it? Am I in the wrong? Any ideas or outside perspective welcomed..

Thanks

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I'm finishing up my second year at a state university. Until now, I have been declared a business major. I hate this major with a passion and can take no more of it. I could continue on with the woes of how my parents shoved this major down my throat, but I realize it was my decision, ultimately. I'm rather curious as to your opinion on the following majors:

English, Fine Arts, Art History and Archeology, Anthropology, and Classics.

I have also been force fed that these majors are pointless. That I will be living in a box and scouring through dumpsters with the dogs if I attempt any one of these. During the past two years, however, I have learned that I would much rather be one of the dogs than to continue on with Business.

I feel like I'm in a swimming pool. Like I can almost break the surface, but can't quite. It goes away for a few days, but then it comes back. I feel incredibly anxious some times. Mostly though, I feel out of tune. I don't feel connected. I forget things all the time. I feel like I can't string a concrete sentence together sometimes. I feel like I'm still asleep when I'm awake. And I sleep to much anyway. Like I'm constantly trying to reboot myself with sleep. I don't know if I should go talk to someone or not. There is a free counseling center on campus that I've thought about, but I can't decide if I'm bad enough to go there. Some days I feel alright, but when it's bad, I feel like it's never ending. Any thoughts would be appreciated.

I'm a sophomore at a state university. It's gotten better, but has been continuous since last August.

Thanks

I saw a poster, and am trying to remember what it was.

One poster said a lot of things about life like: Get a job. Buy a house. Something or other about doing drugs. Something about selfishly having your own spawn run the earth.

It was in orange tint. There were five guys on it. I think it was a one word title.

THANKS!

I took plan b five days ago, about six hours after.. Earlier today I had lower abdominal pains that felt like menstrual cramps, and now I'm feeling rather nautious. Is this just part of the medication? It's not a sign that I'm pregnant, is it?

thanks.

He's cheated on his latest ex girlfriend seven times. Including with me. He says thing like "you're different" "we have this connection, you know we do". I'd tried to stop talking to him, and he always got mad. He'd put up lots of sweet words, and would initiate conversation usually, but would then tell his friends he felt bad, and was just being nice to me. He told me he'd break down if i stopped talking to him. I'm sure he probably said these things to the other girls he was talking to.

He has to have attention, and acts like he's going to throw up or spazz out when we drink/smoke stuff.

I thought he was probably a sociopath, but he gets very self conscious and quiet around people in public. He's a smaller guy too.

but to counteract this thought, he's even said what he does doesn't bother him, and he even flirts and talks with his best friends' girls. like he doesn't care about them either.

he smokes and drinks too much as well. he's smart. 31 ACT.

i can't concentrate on anything. i don't know what i'm doing in life. i think i've finally found a sense of direction, maybe, but i lack confidence. i have issues letting people go, even when they've screwed me over, specifically guys. a guy ( he was a friend since i was 5, screwed me over, we rekindled things, ended horribly again, yet i can't get him off my brain ever. i pretty much FB stalk him and try to ruin him, its ridiculous i think i'm insane i dont want to but i cant help it. (hes my next door neighbor and brothers friend too)) i sit around by myself half the time at college. i havent gone a week without crying in over a year. i get all panicky about nothing and am on edge at times. i really cant remember the last time i was happy for an extended amount of time. i didnt used to be like this. (im a college freshman)

At mizzou they have MU grants based on need. I was curious if MSU had something similar.

thanks.

its the arctic monkeys concert on august 7th (:!

i love them lots, there never in the states.. and i actually got tickets! how early should i get there to get a descent spot?

thanks much

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like the ones they sit on barrells and play. pirate stuff and such.. ehh.. idk lol dont remember what its called

or does it eventually deminish into nothing? cuz people are always moving.. how often do two people stay on the same track?

just your opinion

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i like guys. ive always liked guys. they make me nervous.. i try to impress them.. theyre hot.. all that good stuff

lately tho, this girl moved to our town and weve been hanging out in the same group.. shes like that and i found out she liked me.. i was wiereded out at first.. but then i saw some points to it.. like its stupid to limit yourself and people are just people.. if you like someones personality.. it shouldnt really matter.. and i see it as being kind of wise in ways i guess.. not being so closed minded.. but it freaks me out and i dont know if i like her like that or not.. ive never felt that way about girls before. i wasnt physically attracted to her.. i still pretty much am not.. but more emotionally i am.. i dont even know... :(

Ive known him since kindergarten. were seniros now.

weve liked each other off and on since ever. hes the first guy i ever liked.. way back. and stuffs just started. last semester of senoir year. and he keeps ******* it up.. and doing **** with other girls.. we were never really official.. and i cant get him out of my head.. i want him to change so ******* badly. even if its not for me. idk wtf to do.. its killing me. its almost all over anyways cuz we only have 2 months left.. im so confused.. he says he wants to change.. that he hates who he is.. but..i dunno what 2 do..

idk.. :( ?