Im Dirty Diana♥

why do i feel so lost? I'm 19, my life doesn't make any sense. I'm trying to find purpose, i can't. I'm in college and i don't even know what am i gonna do later, i currently have a new part time job i feel so out of place. My parents are divorce, my dad left and i have no new it's been 2 years. My mom work so much, i have zero relationship with her, i can't even tell her how i feel. I'm unhappy, i feel so empty, tired of putting on a pretty smile and pretend everything is okay. I'm lonely and i keep crying at night cause i don't know what to do..and i pray that god shows me the way... any help or kind words i really need it i'm so tired please help me

I need the help of god. I have already accepted Jesus Christ as my savior. I feel like my life has no sense, I'm in college with no idea of what I'm going to do later. tomorrow is father's day and i don't have any father figure in my life it's been two years.i don't have anyone with who i could share my feelings & thoughts with. I just feel so alone, so misunderstood. I feel like i could scream my lungs out in a room & nobody would hear me. Yes i go out, i go to nightclubs & parties with my friends its like I'm filling my life with sand only.. i just want god to show me the way, i feel so alone. i want him to come into my life and bless me with his blessing. Any clues guys? i really need it

Hi guys,i'm literally sobbing right now, i don't have anyone to talk about it really so i hope i can count on you to just listen to me tonight.

i'm 18 & i live with my mom in canada & my dad lives in NYC, i stayed with him all the summer vacation till december cause i took a semester off, during my vacation there i met a boy, i fell in love with, he fell in love with me too. But obviously i had to go back to canada to pursue my education, At first me & the boy were fine about the distance, but soon after new year he's started acting distant, he's working more & i'm even lucky if i get a text from him. i'm really heartbroken because it's like he broke up with me but keeps texting to me to see how i'm doing but won't really have a full conversation with me. For 6 months i made him my life, i talked to him everyday, now he's gone and i feel so empty & alone. There's moment i broke down i'm soo sad because i love him but i can't help it if he's feelings changed. what does god say about broken hearts? How do i get myself out of this pain? My birthday is in 9 days i feel like january wasn't a good month for me, the new year didn't start on the right foot please help me guy i'm soo sad how do i get my life back together?

I'm 19 yrs, in college, i always wanted to find someone i feel good with to have sex with. so my boyfriend is 23, he's not a virgin, of course we're gonna use protection Pills & Condom, if something had to went wrong we already talked about it. so the actual problem is i don't know, i feel so so comfortable with him i don't have any problem talking about sex with him i love him i do, i want him to be my first tho. But it's my mind that has a problem, it's weird for me to accept that i'm not gonna be a virgin anymore, am i doing something bad by having sex. i never wanted to have sex only on my wedding night. i wanna have sex with my boyfriend tho you know he doesn't pressure me or anything but it's just me, how do i change my mind or what's up with me?

lol as a gift, or it's too gold digger? if you had a girlfriend/boyfriend would buy it for them?

My parent got divorce 1 & a half year ago, My father left i don't where he is & not even what country now, my father was my best friend i could tell him everything & trust. he missed my graduation, prom, freshman year. Ever since my father left, i’ve been chasing this high of being love by somebody. Every time it's the same stuff, right now i'm in this relationship with this boy, i like, he respect me & we get along so much. But lately he's starting to feel distant with me, you guys you know when girls say ''they're independent & they don't need a man'' but for it's not the same i depend on a man to make me happy, the guy i'm talking to has been distant with me lately ( starting sunday) & i'm already depressed i don't know what do, i feel like if he doesn't love me nobody else is going to , So how do i help myself?

He hasn't text me all day long, i have two college exam tomorrow & i can't focus because i haven't heard of him today. I know if tonight he texted i'll forget all about this 'down mood'' i'm going into. Why i don't text him? because i don't want to feel clingy, i really care about him. I'm always this down when he doesn't text me. what can i do?

Ok, i don't know what's wrong with me, ever since my parents divorce my relation with people changed ,when my boyfriend doesn't text me for like less than 24 hours i actually worried, like why he hasn't text me back? He probably find a another girl or something? like my day could actually be wasted on me thinking about him if he doesn't talk to me. i'm not clingy type but with him it's different i have to know if you're going to leave me or stay with me, How can i change & stay calm when situation like this happens?

ok i have to study for my college test but this question had bothering me a lot.

i'm talking to this guy he's 23 i'm 18. I haven't met him he's friend of my friend. so we're talking bbm like since the start of august, we have this pretty chill relationship he ask me about my day & we just regularly talk.he wants to meet me you know chill, but we're soo flirty with each other he's like ''come to me'' telling me that when he'll meet me we'll hookup.'Morning text'' hello beautiful, sweetie'' he told me '' he always complement me on my picture '' like Damn'' ''beautiful'' we have this innocent naughty txt ( really not sex-ting) but he says he's just kidding with me'' does he want something me or am i just a futur booty call

Guys lol i've been out till 3.am been to atleast 3 clubs in one night can't blame me it's the weekendo of the Grand prix ( F1 nice car nice boys) i'm tired tired now i'm back home don't ask me why i'm on the computer my initial plan was to go straight to bed it's 3:28am i've to wake up at 8:00a.m and i can't oversleep how do i wake myself up? if some of you will pray them pray for me

i'm very empty inside,i feel so alone i never thought i would be like this. i'm in college & i hate it there i feel like the worlds pressure on me. My first love ( 4 years) left,I'm on vacation now and all i'm thinking of is the start of college in september i'm worry & anxious feels like i'm going to fail i really don't have anyone to talk about my problems i've always kept those thing to myself. it makes me feel so alone i just hop on a plane to France and start a new life damn. How could i drag myself out of this depression i guess?

Hi, i'm a college student in Canada Quebec

i was planning on taking a turn in my life, i would like to go study in the USA and live there for a while. i know that canadian don't need a Visa, but if i take a permanent resident into the USA does that mean i'm not canadian (born & raised )anymore that i can't live there anymore if i change my mind one day.Could you guys tell me what kind of paper do i need ? Thank You people xoxo

Does that mean i just have to put the Sim Card in it & and my number will appear

i'm a girl i'm really not a nerd about all those phone unlocking can explain it to me

if it's unlocked i just have to put my sim card in it ? ( Blackberry bold 9700)

Mine is TODAY im officially 18 years old lol i though they would be a magical transformation but no im still the same

therefore i have this okay life , with friends & familly , my dad who use to be my Bff left my mom and i haven't got news it's been almost a year ( march ) , so yeah i feel like a lost my bestfriend the person i could trust and tell everything , im happy with my familly but i just feel this emptiness ( or empty nest) i wonder if by having a boyfriend it could fix that ? what do you think

Okay so my birthday is next week and my mama is getting me a Dog

so ive look up some pictures and i can't decide between this two dog :/

Dog 1 :

http://www.flickr.com/photos/56835224@N05/53753263...

Dog 2 :

http://www.flickr.com/photos/56835224@N05/53759266...

he's going to be name MeDeo so choose wich dog fit this Dog name ?

thank you !!!

am i the only when hanna montana open credit imitate her laugh but in a crazy way

im 17 , i go to search every sunday & im even one of those kid who helps the priest , i've accepted the lord jesus as my Savior .My parent got divorce last march my dad who was my best friend left and don't give me any news . I've battle with anxiety during all this year alone , finally got help from a psychologist, im in college but i miss one French court to complete my diploma in HS ( yes in canada they let you do both with condition) i've done the exam last march you need 50 to pass and i got 49. Just here my heart Drop. It was enough i feel like god has abandoned me i feel vulnerable . People say : God won't put you trough something you can't survive , but i believe this are just word of comfort , 2010 i promise myself i'd make things better . Im going to get kick out of college , have to redo this class , i don't think i have the fight left in me . Someone explain why god just stand there and do nothing?

Not for me, its 2:41 pm in montreal , my boyfriend is in paris its maybe 8:41 out there

and what about you guys

Im currently tracking santa on Norad xD , going to help my mom with the cake and food preparation

going to church and celebrate :) after around 4.am going to New Jersey ( i live in canada ) first christmas outside canada :/ and you ?