Jackie

I'm a trans man (female-to-male transgender) and am curious as to how much testosterone shots are, because I want them, but my parents won't pay for them, and I want to know if they're really expensive or not.

Me and my friends want to watch youtube videos together (like anime shows in order together) while on video chat. We used to use tinychat but it's really freaking slow and stops working for us a lot of the times. Any good sites?

I was going to make some horns for a costume,and I brought out my old clay, probably a year old now? It's barely used, and I kept it shut when not in use. There's this weird dark spot and I didn't see it at first, and once I moed the clay there, it smelled really bad, like rotten eggs or something. Should I still use it? Or should I throw it out and get a new one?

I'm 16 and have a mild issue with stuttering. It's mostly when I don't have a complete thought and I try formulate it as I speak, or I have too many thoughts at once and try to blurt them out at once. Or when I try out new vocabulary that's generally foreign to my lips, it doesn't come out well.

I end up repeating a word or syllable up to ten times before I think to stop.

It's mostly with conjunctions, like 'and,' and 'like.'

Any tips on at least lessening it? It's annoying.

I'm deathly scared of dying, and at night I have to take meds that cause me to overreact to everything, but without the meds I won't sleep.

I dont know what to do to calm myself down. Any tips? I'm doing it now and its 2:49 am.

Okay, I don't want a HUGE sweet sixteen. I want something casual. This is the first year I have people to actually celebrate it with, so I want something small, like going to the movies or something.

I was GOING to go to the movies to see "Mama," But my one friends dad won't let her hang out with me because I support gay right (f**king jacka**) And I was gonna ask my guy friends to come but it'll seem too much like asking them out...

Maybe bowling? Or is that too 'kiddy'? Not many people bowl anymore.

There isnt anything else really around here :/

My friend suggested a movie night at my house but it would be so awkward...

Help me :/

I am basically addicted to the internet. I used to be really shy and all but now I could care less and I'm really proud of myself. I still am antisocial, though. I'm not as self-conscious or anything, but I still have a problem talking with people. I'm really awkward in conversations and can't hold one for longer than ten minutes unless we're already friends. Any tips? I really need to get off the computer and out with people more.

My moms friend dyed my hair for me and I hate the way it came out and have had it since October. I want to Redye it for my birthday (February Eighth) but I'm not sure how to remove it.

It's black, mostly, then pinkish in the front. I had wanted black with red stripes but she didn't know how to, and it came out horrible. It's just a random chunk of red in the front and the rest is black.

The pink is nearly faded out, and the black is getting a little lighter, too. The red was "Splat!" Semi-permanent, and I'm not sure what we used for the black, but it was SUPPOSED to be permanent.

I want to dye my entire head blue (that is if I can convince my parents) for my birthday, but I need to bleach my hair to do that, and the black would affect it. How can I remove the dyes?

I noticed a bump on the inside of my mouth on my bottom jaw. I felt t with my tongue and it felt like a blister, so I pressed my finger to it and it popped. Now there's what seems like a dent there, I felt the opposite side and it was clear and smooth, but the other side is hurting, especially where the bump was and the sort of dent. Any ideas?

My hair is down to the middle of my back and extremely think. The entire back of my head is knotted.

It got this bad because I had surgery last week on my feet and have basically been sleeping, and washed my hair once in the sink.

I have a very sensitive spot on the worst area of knots (gonna get it looked out soon)

Any way to help? Certain conditioner? Something? Please? We don't have much money right now, either...

I read about it, and it is mainly fiber, so it doesn't effect other organs, but some fat is needed, I am nearly 400 pounds (maybe I am. I don't know. The last time I checked, was around 377.) And I'm ONLY 15.

Would it besafe to use to get down to around 250 then exercise the rest off? Its hrd to exercise now, because of the weight and I just had surgery on my feet to remove lrge calluses, and can't walk much.

i have an aspire 5750-9292 and I have that virus.

I looked up how to remove it, but i need to get on safe mode with networking to do so. i TRIED going on safe mode but it wonnt let me, the FBI thing just comes up. how do you reboot the system? i looked it up, and they said to hit f10 and alt, but that didn't work. help?

My laptop doesnt have protection from viruses and now i have the FBI thing. i looked up how to remove it but there were a bunch of different things i saw.

how can i get rid of it?

I was staying home alone and our 7 month old puppy (german shepherd- husky mix) chewed up a bottle and it was filled with Etodolac, 400mg each. I have no idea how much he ate, but it was around 7:30 whe I foud them, and so far he's fine. I researched them ad they do give them to dogs. We called the vet but they wont take him because we can't pay for him to stay overnight. Can he eat anything? Drink?

I have ADHD and the Clonidine puts me to sleep, but lately it gets kind of hard to breathe when they kick in. Tonight I took them and whenever I was nearly asleep I would stop breathing then I would force myself awake. I think the pills have mostly worn off now, but its still a bit hard to breathe...

It almost felt like someone was stuffing a pillow over my mouth.

Right now my pulse is around 80-90, but I still feel like there's something over my mouth a bit.

Should I stop taking Clonidine and take Melatonin instead? What should I do right now?

My cat is nine years old and has never had fleas (no this bad, at least) He is covered in thick scabs and is loosing hair and weight, and he already didn't weigh much anyway.

They're mostly around his neck and ears. I dont want to give him a bath because hes never had one before, ever, and he has extremely sharp nails.

My parents want to get me a laptop for Christmas, and they want me to decide the brand and all, but I looked and I don't know what the hell I'm doing. I don't want an apple laptop. I want something light with a lot of memory.

I probably sound like an idiot v.v I don't know what I'm doing.

I remember a movie I used to LOVE when I was little. It was really weird, and my dad got it for me when I went through my dinosaur phase.

All I remember are a few bits and pieces.

It opened with a flying saucer making a commercial for cereal or something and they were giving it to the Dinosaurs and it made them nice or something.

Later the dinos meet a boy and a girl and a circus steals the dinosaurs, chaining them up and making them mean and vicious like real dinosaurs, and the girl and boy try to save them and almost get killed.

Then the dinosaurs go back to their time, and during the credits it shows the t-rex playing golf or something.

For my world studies II class, my teacher is getting really strict and pissy because of me.

Our class isn't doing well, and he sees me as one of the 'good students' (which I'm not) and I'm doing horrible.

But I'm doing bad because my friend is suicidal, and I care more about her then academics.

I'm failing because instead of doing my homework I'm talking to her, trying to cheer her up. I can't just not talk to her one day, she thinks I don't want to talk to her when I do that.

But he says he's worried about me now, saying he wants to know whats bugging me.

So thursday I told him, just like this,

"I'm sorry, but I have bigger problems right now, and you're class isn't my first priority." And he starts ranting on about how I can't bottle my feelings and he can't be my life counselor and all. And I thought that was really insulting- I'm not conceited enough to say that because of my 'feelings' I'm not doing my work- I value my friends life more then my grades. But I didn't WANT to tell him that my friend is suicidal, because thats none of his business. I got frustrated and started crying and he started going on about bottled feelings again and saying he couldn't help. I nearly told him to F*ck off.

Another thing, I missed school on friday, and kept telling him I wouldn't be there, but he wouldn't give me the work. Now he marked it as I didn't do the f*cking classwork when I wasn't there to do it!

What am I supposed to do? He won't let me explain whats going on without interrupting me and assuming right away that I'm being dramatic. I can't stand him >_>

I'm so damn worried. At least three of my friends are suicidal. But they're all really different situations.

My one friend, we only talk through Email. She's convinced herself that she doesn't deserve friends and she deserves to be alone, because all she does it hurt others without trying to. I've told her time and time again, that she DOES, and that she's one of my closest friends, and she nearly did it one other time. She stopped contact with me and she told me she almost did it but some guy saved her, but he stopped talking to her, and she's really depressed. And I'm scared that she's going to just stop talking to me and I will never know what happened- if she did it or not.

My other friend told me about how she's bullied and was abused and she cut herself to the point of bleeding and she just can't take it.

My other friend, her and her best friend stopped talking, and she was upset about it. Then one of her close friends killed themselves, and one of her friends is close to it, and she's getting overwhelmed and all.

I've told them all that I'm their for them and love them so much, but it's stressing me out, and my grades are getting even worse, and I'm trying to tell the teachers that I have a bigger situation to take care of without telling them, but it isn't working.

And they're ALL online friends, and I have no contact with them besides facebook, skype, and email.

Like I said, my grades are getting worse, some of my other friends are getting mad at me for being so stressed, my parents don't understand and think I'M suicidal, and sending me to a support group sorta thing. Their problems are causing me problems (But I don't care I want them to stop thinking the way they do)