Lost Legend

I have two citations on my recond. One for not having proper ppe at the front gate, and laying my bike down the following week. I had my brc after i laid my bike down. When these two incidents happend i did not recieve any tickets or nothing, just a warning. On my record it says citations, and i was speaking with freedom of information and they was confused as i was, how i lose my base previleges due to warnings? I'm going to fight this because in the order it stays any violations(which would mean tickets on my record which i dont have). i have a clean ticket free record

I got into a motorcycle accident with myself, i did a fishtail and fell. My corporal took my motorcycle keys and I still didn't get them back yet. It's killing me because i want to ride my motorcycle but I still didn't get them back yet. Isn't there a rule stating I can get them back yet? I have no charges on me or nothing, I had proper ppe and eveything plus brc course.

Ok I had a pmo filled out towards a poolee two weeks ago.

Long story short the poolee and I was chatting it up then sexual stuff got involved, my recruiter reported me to my battalion -_- everyone calls him a bad recruiter for doing this lol imo he did his job.

Any who I signed a pmo and I was told that it was ok so long nothing else come up. Now my old unit trying to get me back for some read I was told I was legal hold and not to worry of njp

First off i'm 21 and my friend is 18.

We are both marines and she is lesbian.

Since I got to my unit we been having s*x and cuddling everyday except the week she was mad at me. She claim we're nothing more than friends and that the s*x will not happen everyday, but everyday we been doing this. One day when she was on duty she asked for my phone(I'M thinking ok well we jus friends and nothing she can get mad even if she go through it) for the whole week I didn't speak to her she cut me off, kicked me out her room with all my belongings claiming im a player.

This is just our secret and no one knows except the few she told, so to delete the issues of her being mad at me, I deleted all the females out my phone. She goes through my phone everyother day to just to be nosey. My thing is if we just friends why it matters if I screw other females? I mean she get to screw females and I can only screw her(not that I got a problem with that) but just saying it's not fair. If she catch me on the phone she thinks it's a female and makes this mean face.

Lately i been meeting more of her friends. Her friends say she and I fight like a married couple and that we should just get married already since we sleep together everyday. Recently she told me she likes to sleep up under me, and I also do not mind. I'm just confused what exactly are we? we're not together but we're not exactly apart we're kinda attached to eachother. Like at the end of the day she plans to be under my arms even over a females. She recently took a prego test thinking she's pregnant even though i knew she wasn't (results was negative) but she said she wish she was while looking at me. I told her later on my friend now f**k no!!

What is this type of bond?

I love this woman with all my heart. We good friends through out high school and last year oct/29/11 we decided to have a 1night stand. The sex was great and everything. We stopped talking and started again 1/29/12. She means so much to me and well I started doing anything to get her smile from her.

I was happy with her but in time i felt she ain't giving nothing in return. She took the sex away, the kisses everything, I gave her money clothing from victoria secrets, a pillow from my mom, I even paid for her gas with my mom credit card($10). I know everyone will call me stupid but this is an example how much i like her.

Yesterday she and I got into another argue but it was bigger than the others. She said my sex sucks and so I told her the same thing. We only had sex 1real time and that's cuz she was willing to let me do anything and she enjoyed it. Now if we had sex she would want it doggy style and then she get her nut off and that's it she done. So when she took away the sex I stayed to show how much she mean to me.

She then confessed that she liked having sex with someone else more, so in return I told her it must be easier to make someone else nut instead of me huh? cuz i take alot of time? How can you talk about my sex and I never once was pleased by you. You was satisfied from my oral and yet I never once was satisfied.

I'm joining the military soon and I want to marry her in 2 years. I like her so so much. She just seem very blind how she claims she want a guy that works, will be there for her, and steal her heart. So we got into a arguement about that. I asked her are you blind? I travel on the bus from city to city to see you 4(hours plus proper planning or i'll get stranded) I give you all my money you ask for, I walk miles to get to your house and you want better? I don't even want kids and yet i'll give u sum in 7years. I just went off on her very hard and told her what I held up so bottled up. I admitted I was playing stupid just to make her happy. I did everything to keep her smiling, when she had trouble she called me. I leave in about 5months from now and I tell her all the time to make time for me. Instead she hangs out with other people, I started to feel I deserve better. I just like her so much I don't want to let her go. After all this she told me to delete her number( I hope I didn't hurt her to bad) and now she won't respond at all. I feel maybe I was to hard on her. I was just so upset and I told her sorry a million times. I'm 20 and she 21.

How could she take sex away from me and i'm doing everything for her? What he don't do i do.

I haven't had nun since 3months now cuz im being faithful to her and honestly I feel dumb if I wait for her to open her eyes of what's in front of her. She seems blind, she is so worried about the present and not the future. I called her selfish and everything. My exact words: you're selfish and you're blind, how can you not see what's right in front of you? I walk miles for u, give you everything you ask for, I even surprised you with gifts. What is wrong with you? I should be the one you're mating with not anyone else, why are you so ugh!? just a few nights before she told me I make her unhappy but then when we talked on the phone the next day she played stupid by saying idk what you're talking about.

I just deleted her number and her fb or so i told her. I told her if she want me then prove to me you want me by texting me, i am done texting you and deleting your number. I love you and done everything I could, but if this isn't enough for you don't return at all.

Still no reply.

hello and thank you for viewing this.

I'm signing with marine corps this month and i wanted to should i be worried?

currently in college well out because i get out on may 9 this month, i stayed in to get pfc with 15 college credits.

so may 9th i show my credits etc, i haven't ever broken bones or smoke. i drunk when i was younger but i do not do that im 20 and last time i drunk was like 2years ago it was a little sip.

i don't get sick, never been to a hospital(for my self) is there anyway i would fail meps? im completely health. i jus went to the docs yesterday for my ear, it appears i can't hear out of my left ear well due to having a stuffy room.

the doctor said if i take cleariteen in for 10days it will go back to normal and nothing is wrong with my hear jus have a air bubble or something.

should i worry bout meps? i have no tatoos scars nothing

o and when i get my military i.d? like after i dep in or when i know it won't be the real one until boot camp, i jus want the one that will get my benefits while im in detroit, mi

hello everyone excuse my english.

as a young boy i was 6 when the spirit first appeared, as i run up the stairs it ran behind me.

as i grow older then spirit tried communicating with me and jus follows me where ever i may go.

every so often i see it jus walking around like nothing to it, but most of the time it's sitting on something just staring at me.

idk if it's a bad spirit or not, i was told to not speak to it and that is when the voices stopped.

it never told me to do any wrong but just for my safety i guess? someone told me randomly to stop speaking to it.

i can just stare at it as it looks at me back and it does nothing so i just turn my back and walk away like i normally do.

one day a spirit appeared in my basement with it's back turned on me, as i froze i just didn't want to make any sudden movements then something took over me saying "what do u want" to the spirit.

it turned around and jus looked at me then i repeated myself "what do u want?" then in a blink of an eye it disappeared.

i wonder is that black spirit that follow me a guardian? where did the voice that took over me come from? cuz i would've never moved honestly cuz i didn't know what to do i was in shock? idk i jus knew not to get scared of acknowledge it's approach.

so what is this spirit? i can jus look at it and it do nothing to me.

one day i tried to communicate with it by meditation, when i opened my eyes it was dead in my face with a smile, idk evily or not jus a smile unusual it didn't scare me, then i blinked again it was gone.

This woman i been dated for sometime now, has a bf and we often had sex and went out hung around my house.

She recently told me by due to the fact we been arguing so much lately and I really liked her alot.

This morning she removed me from her fb, I sent her loads of messages last night telling her everything i knew about her, and i miss and love/care for her.

This isn't the first time she ignored me and told me bye, but it's the first time she removed me off fb and stop replying to me for a whole day. I usually spoil her and buy her things, jus recently i bought her 5 panties plus thongs that i'll never see her wear :( i even know her fave colors,bra size etc.

I really liked her but i guess it's over? I decided to jus move on i guess but will she be back?

She and i use to text all the time and last 2 days ago i came to see her (caught the bus for 3hrs) jus to hear u can't come my bf is here.

I cursed her out and i guess she felt bad because she said it's her fault and i told her yes it is, u told me it was fine to come and then you didn't answer so i assumed it was okay.

She kept saying if i don't answer why would you come? I told her because you told me it was okay to come before.

I like her alot and i texted her yesterday you're not going to leave me i know your not, please don't take the most beautiful smile away along with that i texted her messages why i like her so much.

I was always there for her I treated her right, and maybe i got outta had cursing her out but her last messages was i had it with ur rudeness. I immediately apologized to her, i haven't got a reply since almost 2 complete days.

Then i found out she removed me from fb. Is she going to come back?

I mean she wanted me to take an std test and everything so she can jump on the pill and u know, i told her how can u jus leave me like this?

If u like me you wouldn't just leave me so fast, did you use me? She never replied to that. I remember a few days ago she said we are moving to fast, i really like her alot.

I think maybe if i stopped messaging her she will contact me? Is this just hopeless? Should i just move on?

This female I really like has her number changed.

Last time i seen her she had me come over her house and chill with her for the first time ever! I even know where she moving in 3weeks. She told me that when she get a new number or phone she will contact me, and it's going on 5days today. I really miss her, I was at her first sew on and she had work I never seen her since. Her car was also out the same day to work, I'm not working yet till october I will be in the military(don't tell me to move on cuz that cuz i really like her so much, we came up with a back up plan for this.) She invited me to her church and i met her father secretly, she offered me to driver her and all.

Everything seemed so perfect she didn't play much games but she owned a ps3, ps2 and everything she worked as a cna, and had her own place and everything. She told me to get a job but im currently in school, and staying in shape for my future goals this year while at boot camp and the rest of my career. I like so so much, she changed me alot like, i was a sex addict and she came along and jus said "let's just hang and chill and not s*x" every so often we did have s*x.

She moving outta city in 3weeks, and she currently pay half rent with her current bf(don't go judging me saying im wrong, it's always like this me. she seems very unhappy with the current bf, and so happy with me. she even told me she can't wait to move) i last checked her fb and it said " having thoughts about love, and if he ain't there for u now he won't be there for u while a baby is here"

I'm just so worried about her i haven't heard from her since. also i have money and im not broke i can take care of myself till boot camp comes

I thank god I met her everyday. We sat down and opened up to one another and she just been like everything I every dreamed of, we argue here and there but it only strengthens us. She say she has a bf and lives with him, be me and her mate/kiss/ chill alot. Honestly though we haven't had s*x in 2weeks :/ but we kiss every so often, we plan to go on dates, and everything.

She finally invited me over her house yesterday and she had a ps3, ps2, gh etc. I fell inlove lol I was on the games all day haha then she went to work. I have yet to see her bf though its just a lil confusing how she always around me and he doesn't have like no care in the world? He knows i like her and but idk if he knows she come around.

She is moving out of the city in like 3weeks but she showed me where her new house is and all, she works 5days a week, and text me alot. I just can not understand how is she able to do this if hey stay together, and see I am buying her gifts I as a man with a woman with tell the guy to back off. We talked about marriage and she asked me to go to "Canada" with her for her vacation.

Yesterday she got her first sew in (she has real hair though but she wanted to try it) with me being there and it was awesome I was there :) I was so happy, like she makes me smile being around.

She sent me to here church I met her dad and didn't even realize it though :/ lol she didn't go the day I went though so I was very upset, so she bought me pizza and came over and I felt so omg happy.

I feel god has blessed me she does everything I ever wanted, but she seems to be waiting on me to get a job, but my first job will be marine corps/and or shriff/cops.

I just gathered a thought, maybe she not happy with her current guy she is with? They do go half on rent after all.

she a cna so she has her own money

The card said hold me tight and to look back

she she did i tried to kiss her but she moved away and said your so corny.

I asked why did u kiss me? she said we going out to dinner anyway get it then

6months ago this woman and I had a 1night stand, since then i haven't heard from her until jan/30/12.

That's because she been ignoring me since the 1night stand and i kept her number and she finally told me to remove her number. Long story short I told her how beautiful she is and etc. She doesn't drink or smoke, she has goals, she works, drives a car, beautiful like every guy that knows her wants her, has a twin, going to start college online and she only 21.

I'm going to the us military in like 8months now, I have no female friends cept her really.

So she been coming over and yesterday we had sex again, then after that she counted the condoms and said "you have 9condoms left and we just used 1 so u have 8 let's see will they disappear without me". Also day before that she came over but she took a different route claiming " I wanted to see different routes i can get to your house"

She told me she would like to go out sometime and that she will drive(that's because i no longer have a car anymore like when she and I first met up) I told her i'll pay the gas.

I never seen a woman do this before, she gets off work at 12am and comes over.

Yesterday i was going to cook for her, but she had to go pick her friend up from work.

Also we pose to met at my house at 5pm but she showed up at 8pm instead and said her tags was expiring and she tried to get new ones I believe her though

This is this girl I liked for over 2years now, but last year i found out her real age which was 15.

I have this huge thing against pedophiles and now look all this time I had been tricked into thinking i was dating a girl 2years under me. I am currently 19 as i was told she was 17 at time. I immediately removed her number and everything. Now im talking to her again and im going to marines. She completely understand me and everything, had she told me her real age before I'd of dropped her immediately and she knew that.

I don't want to let her go, I have easily told all the other females her age go off and find another I mean no problem. This girl I really like her and all, it's just so hard to accept this because her age.

Everything was perfect till i found out her age. Am i wrong for going through with this? I know god is watching me and she just have 3more years before she legal. I'm just so puzzled to how i got tricked all this time and now it's too late because TI'm so attached to her.

Is it safe to continue and just marry her when she 21? She told me like 2months ago "if you date another girl I'll murder them lol I'm marring you when I'm older". seriously everything was so perfect

This story is about my brother. He said he was out at 3am and he saw a woman getting beat and

kidnaped, that he felt wrong for not helping with his ccw.

He remind me I'm going to be in the military soon and that he knows how my mentality is. So he then

said put all that aside as if i was him(a citizen point of view) would i helped the woman out or let he

go?

I told him i'd let her go because idk her or what she might've done to prevoke the 2men harming her.

I said it's not your business and that you have your own life to pertain to, plus on top of that you never

know if they knew eachother. I mentioned next thing you know you're helping then the cops show up

and they all say you tried to kill the woman and the woman sides with them.

He then replied "you're going to be the protector of the country and your going to let the woman get

taken?" i told him yep thats not my business. i will not interfere with anyone else's mess that can

possible turn against me in anyway. I have a clean RECORD!!and i refuse to be tricked into losing

that record for being nice. I told him do not feel bad i'd did the same thing. Called the cops like you

and walked off like you. He kept repeating"you're protector of the country" I then told him it's the cops

job not mines let them deal with it.

He kept saying morals i can't stand woman getting hit, and how i talk about protecting all the time.

I told him yea woman= a human to it's no different from a man(i thought of this because im going

special ops in the marine corps) yes it's wrong i know but man it's life in the bottom line she is a human

being and it don't matter what sex she or he is, if you tried to help next thing you know you're missing

too. I told him he did the right thing in walking off. I'm 19 and he 22.

Last thing i mentioned was if i knew the person and they was with me at the time then yes i'd stepped in until then since i didn't know the woman im glad you didn't help.

Did i do this right?

ok so, I am this girl's first. This happend way back in Feb 18 of 2011.

She and I got into a big arguement back in May and we stopped talking.

Recently like December second, I went back and I told her sorry for the way I did her.

She accepted my appology and we talked since. She is bi-polar and I know she isn't perfect as I told her i accepted this when I decided to be your first.

I'm usually that guy who doesn't have a girl by the side and just remain single and call the girl up everyother day. When I was her first idk y but i felt completely different.

So yesterday morning she invited me over to her house, and when i got there she was naked and hugged me immedately.

I found this unusualt behavior because she isn't the type of girl who is slutty or normally is just naked and she squeezed my arm so tightly and had a smile on her face the whole time I was there.

We had sex like multiple times that day like we did before we stopped talking. Then we went out to the mall and i bought her food and she went shopping for her dad as I for my mom.

I just want to know is this a normal behavior towards your first? I told her when i returned that "I want you to be able to tell your children(if u have sum) i'm ur first and im still in your life incase they asked. we may not be together but i'm right here in ur life"

i asked the girl do she like me?

she said no while smiling.

i asked her do u like me and be honest cuz ur smiling.

she said no again while smiling at the same time.

i began to take this as an insult cuz she couldn't say it with a straight face.

so i got mad and went off on her.

she then said ur only 19 i wouldn't date u.

and i went off on her (she 22) im like age ain't non but a number

what i was really thinking of how immature she sounded saying im to young.

i felt more mature than her cuz she saying it like we in hs girl!!! u don't need an age for a gf or maturing u kno?

but i shut up.

why did she smile while saying no? what does it mean? cuz that smile went away, when i replied to her asking me isn't it time for me to go to class?

i told her told worry bout me don't worry bout me ever again

she said im the only one she showed. after that we walked around, then handled her school biz.

and then she confessed he had sex once.

makes me wonder why she telling me this stuff? she looked so beautiful without her stuff.

and before she showed me, like an hour before she told me she single. but then as the day went by,

it was raining and we we're talking/walking and she was telling me not to wait on her and her bus,, and for me to leave. i stayed with her till her bus arrived.

i asked her did she want me to go? she said no, so i stayed but i kept finding it odd how she kept mentioning if i want to leave i should instead of waiting on her.

she told me i'll text u when i get home, i replied: u don't hve my number -_-. she said don't worry i'll make a way lol.

but i started to feel she didn't want me around for a bit, but i stayed till her bus came

question is what am i pose to see?

she's arobic, and i know they're not suppose to show no man their beauty no matter what

bought my future gf a card.

on the outside it said " i didn't buy you this card to remind u im thinking bout u."

on the inside it said" i bought this card to remind u to think about me"

she immedately smiled and said thank you, that was nice.

well we like eachother or so i'm told she likes me.

and i was told when i left the table she had the brightest smile ever!!

i mean when i gave her the car and she read it she h tried not to smile.

at first she refused to take it, but my friends/her friends we're like be generous and open this boy(me) gift.

she asked my friend to read it, so my friend took the card and put it in her face.

she read the front of it then immedately took the card.

she then read it, had a smile on her face, and i noticed she didn't ask me to scoot from her ne more.

i wrote on the inside " it took 10min to figure out what i wanted to get u etc. your future boyfriend me"

then she smiled more, i even heard she called her friend when i left to tell her friend about the card.

she's the tough girl type what i mean.

she treats me very mean but i really like her, she doesn't disrespect me.

my friends told me that i need to keep doing what im doing cuz i almost got her.

they said keep pushing into her.

but then she replied stop giving this boy false hopes

bought her a gift card saying "i didn't give u this to remind u i miss u. i got you this to remind u to miss me". she read the envolope and didn't even read the card. on the envolope it said"to my future gf" she then through the card back at me while saying "i'll never be ne thing to do with u as a gf". and that say she mentioned a date after the card.

i was thinking in my head while frowning(i always called u my future gf and u never say ne thing, yet u get mad when i talk to other girls).

so i sat down sad for like 2hrs i even lost my appetite to eat.

she asked my friends whats wrong him me?

they said it's what u didn't do.

she couldn't understand.

i ignored her completely and she kept asking whats wrong?

she even wondered y i didn't look/or talk to her. she started messing with me sincei wasn't looking at her.

my friend told me she likes me but jus don't know how to show it.

i jus said idc. my friends tried to slip the card in her bookbag and we put it in the wrong bag lol had to get it.

they told me she don't want a good male.

and 2weeks before when i offered the card, she said it would be nice if i got her one.

all this time i thought she liked me? i use to walk her to the bus stop every time i seen her, she always looked out for me when i was coming from class.

but then she started ignoring me randomly, and we conversating through eye contact, even sit at the same table monday and wensday.

she got jelous whenever i mentioned another girl to my friends.

so why did she disrespect me like that? even her friends called her wrong.

maybe she didn't understand what she did?

i'm 19 and she 22.

when i told my friend my age.

she blerted out" u told me u was 21" i said not she says " how m i suppose to be ya future gf and ur not honest"

so why the heck she act like that?

she said

PLZ BLOCK ME AS A FRIEND OR DELETE ME B/C IDGAF ABOUT UR COMMENTS! AND U PRESSURING ME TO GIVE U MY NUMBER. I REALLY FIND U ANNOYING SO DELETE ME RIGHT NOW! I'M NOT TRYING TO BE MEAN BUT THERE ARE A LOT OF GIRLS THAT WANT UR ATTENTION BUT I DON'T SO GO FUQK URSELF W/O ME KNOWING :)

i told her she coulda blocked me herself