taurust_girl27

before i go to bed last night i accidentally open the search people in USA area. And i was curious i type my "husband"(we are not yet married,coz the annulment is stuck now)and saw his address living with his cousin, and all the relatives it was appeared. His formerly family. But to my surprised they have the same address?? so it means they are living in the same roof.?? it means that they are still intact? I don't know how to react coz in less than a month he will be back and will have a vacation in my place. I don't know i am not hurting anymore, maybe i am tough already. And let him do whatever he wants. If they are happy to be together again.then i will set him free, but what makes me hurt now is the way he stir me. He make me believed in so many things.I want to move on,but he said before he will kill me.advice please??

I am doing my best to get what i want.. studying soo hard, praying always, asking forgiveness and humbling myself, but seems success is very far in my sight. what else i can do.. pls.. i need encouragement.I am begging to God to give me mercy and wisdom....

my place is a bit small so i need things that will not eat space much..thnx.

i am fed up with my father's complains in life,my mom passed away last year, and my father wants to marry again. although he told us before that he doesnt want anymore because he found out that the girl, after only to his money.and so we are all glad that time. but lately he is complaining, he said, his life is very hard. he seems very devastated of losing our family members(mom and brother), he said he is so lonely. he can't open up with us again that he still want to marry and so he is making so many reasons, and telling that to me always and i feel irritated, so i told to him, " you have so many complains in your life, why can't you just tell to us that you really want to marry again, go on, do what you want, so that you will be happy again" coz i assumed that he will be only happy when he will marry again and want my one brother and children be out of our house, so that he can bring the girl home. we are not againts if he wants to marry again if the girl is good, but she is not

wish my mom still alive, now i can't greet her a happy mother's day, happy birthday and all other important celebrations. she passed away last year and i am still grieving losing her. it's really hard to lose a mom such very young stage. my mom was great mother and she was the very patient mom in the world. and now i envy to those who still have mother. please love your mother so much even if they are mad to you and scold you always, but i am sure mom will always love their children. love them because we dont know what will be happen tomorrow. happy mother's day to all mom's.

i was devastated for the past days, i am in grieving process and this was the time i need my very bestfriend support but i never feel that way.after knowing that my brother died of accident i txt her, and after an hour she is trying to reach me and txt me that my phone is busy so i called her. and then she promise me to call nxt day, and so i expect her even just call, but wish she would come to my place and be there with me, but she didnt come, although i understand she might be busy. i went home to our province for my brother wake. she never bothered to asked if i am ok. i was so sad, depress, but i never felt her presence. while on the bus she txted me but i was hurt so i didnt reply her.she said i will txt her when i got home, but i didnt txt her back.during that time i remember she txted me only once when i am in our province.i spent 1 week there. i was turn off and frustrated about her.i considered her as my bestfriend, but i never experience the way i treated her.

all of us doesnt like our father to marry again because we all think he is old enough, going to 64 yrs old, and we dont like the girl he likes, although he said to us already that he doesnt like to marry again, but lately what he have said is opposite of his actions, they are in a relationship again. the girl is after only of my father's money, and she is not decent woman, she is old maid single mom. she is a *****. our father knows our stand and he said to me already that the family of the girl is after only of his money but why now they are together again. is it ok if you dont talk your father again, if he will insist to the girl????

what will you do to a person whom you consider a bestfriend, but she will only be there in happy moments. when the time you need her she was not there. i expect her to give me comfort but i never get from her. why i cant find a real and truly bestfriend?? i am the kind of friend that you can truly rely on. always there to suppport and comfort. but why when i need someone to be here beside me, the one i expect who will show all her support, she was not there, can you blame me if i am not talking to her right now???

i've lost my mother 8 months ago and now my brother again. i am not yet over with the lost of my mother. so its hard for me to go through with so much pain. i think i dont know again to start and go with my life. i am in withdrawal stage. i dont like to see people, especially when they are happy coz i envy them. i envy them because they have their complete family member unlike me. i feel unloved by God, i feel God forshaken me. although this are part of trials, but i cant still think the reason behind of these. why? why life so cruel and unfair to me???

i've lost my mother 8 months ago and now my brother again. Untill now i am still in denial stage. asking so many questions? why these things happened to us? why we need to go through such very drastic fate? i feel unloved by God, i am in withdrawal stage now. i dont want to talk to anybody else only my family member. I envy people around me, who wear sweet smiles, and it seems they have no problems. It seems they are happy always, unlike me. So many trials that i think never over, and no ending. i feel so bitter. i dont like to talk to friends, because they will asked what happened, and i hate to remember the pain. Why?????

like....liver, kidney(if possible) eyes, anything that can be use for the benifites of others(sick and needy people)

and as the relationship getting older, the treatment will also changing, especially when they get what they want to a girl.Why they can't sustain??? is not possible to be sweet and caring for all the time??

i have online bf for 8 months now.And from the first time i met him he is super jealous already. I need to delete most of male friends in my list, even though i explained to him that they are just casual friends.Am i doing the right decision for saying YES in everything he wants. because i avoid trouble and misunderstanding.

for the reasons that he can't marry me because he can't go out with his marriage also, is it worth to stay or not?And i am fed up also with his promises.