takemeawayasfarasyoucan

She grew up in San Bernardino, California.

I cannot find any kittens, and she is still behaving as if she is ready to give birth soon. What happened?

I will be 54 this month. I have a job I took when I was desparate after being laid off a few years ago. They work me to death for very little money, 1/2 of what I used to make. I have applied for jobs and gotten some interviews, but no interest. I am over qualified for the job I have, and it sometimes feels that I am being insulted daily.I am certainly treated like a whipping boy and am made to suffer when others need to relieve stress and I am handy. For a while, I could supress how hurt I feel about this, but is now becoming more and more difficult to continue like this everyday. I spend too many hours a work, and have neglected my social and personnal life. I am divorced with no children and my parents have both passed away more than 10 years ago.

I tried attending university extension classes at night, and I learned a lot, but have not made any friends.

I feel really isolated and I am really beginning to seriously hate myself. I feel like committing suicide.