spazzyzombie

I know it sounds a bit crazy, but I'm tired of the life I'm living and just about ready to take drastic measures to live differently than I am. Rather than do something stupid from being depressed with my life I'm hoping there might be other options out there for me...

I'm serious, it sounds a bit crazy but you have no idea how often I've thought about just walking out on everything into the night. I have no issues with getting grimy or leaving everything behind.

I've never been in love, and never once have I had time enough at this point to be able to develop a real friendship deep enough that I'm not worried about the people being able to recover. I don't want to commit suicide, I just want something drastically different that won't end up with me dead.

The only things I've been able to come up with are living on the streets, retreating to the wilderness in CA, and the foreign legions, any other suggestions?

Think this a joke if you like, but I'm actually curious.

I really enjoy wearing corsets (not particularly tight-laced- they're a strain after awhile), however I have trouble finding decent everyday and not so lingerie styled corsets. Any suggestions would be appreciated, and it really helps if they're cheap. :)

In a day and age where almost everyone in the United States is well read and educated, why does such a government body still exsist?

I personally believe that this institution totally defeats the purpose of democracy, and probably contributes somewhat to the reason many people do not vote (especially after the 2000 elections).

As I will be able to vote this next year, I really can't find it in myself to want to vote when I know that a) the canidates usually suck, and b) the electoral college makes the final descision anyway.

What are your takes on this, and if you do believe in eliminating this institution, how?

Particularly in a day and age where most politicians just care about their own advancement.

i'm trying to see if i can salvage some yarn from my current stash without having to go to the knit shop and ask.

I know I'm probably going to be voting grudgingly w/ the two cruddy parties we have running the country currently.

I've been thinking about getting a tattoo for about over a year (?) now. I'd really like to get one for my 18, but don't want this to turn into some stupid adolescent move that I made becuase i was finally in a sense an 'adult'.

I sometimes find myself wondering how many people I've crossed paths with that I'd never see again, despite the distance, becuase they've died. This with recent deaths of teens who've I've met or gone to school with drives me to find my passion in life, so what's yours and what do you hope to achieve?