?

I want to make sure the women in my life are not being exploited in anyway and so I will have to look through this site in order to make sure of it. Is it ok for me to browse through it and check (hopefully nothing will come of it and I can move on with my life), or if it is illegal to view the site, then what are the necessary actions to take (just to be 100% safe and secure)?

Please help me, any helpful/comment will do.

I know this may sound bad in that I might be discriminating or something, but really I just want to meet a more varied people in this world. I just want to meet them for the sake of finding new friends and experiences (mental and/or physical). It can be anything from a sexually and physically meaningful/fun experiences to just having another friend with the same interests as me and we could play video games, go to vidcon, comic con, etc.

FYI, I'm an 18yo male and go to college, I major in medical engineering so I don't really have a lot of time on my hands right now because of my studies, I was thinking of maybe years from now, when I have my own life hopefully and im still not living with my parents, or if there are any GOOD online sites that ACTUALLY SAY WHAT THEY MEAN.

Few of my interests: HUGE MOVIE BUFF (love everything from old comedy classics like mel brooks films and Rodney Dangerfield films to the new movies like dawn of the planet of the apes, captain America 2, etc. The list goes on, seriously im not kidding), I would love going on beach vacations and traveling the world, but my DREAM vacation is to visit all of the Disney parks, universal studios, islands of adventure, etc. ALL the parks of the world.

Any questions you have I will answer with updates.

Thank you

I'm gonna make this quick. I want to end my life. I don't like how it is and I just don't want to deal with it anymore. I know im probably pathetic and so many people would do anything to have my life but I don't want it anymore. Trust me, if there was a way for me to take the cancer from someone and give them my life or switch my life with that of a poverty-stricken/handicapped/traumatized/etc person I WOULD BUT I CANT.

I am weak, stupid, unattractive (18 yo guy, I was never a hit with women), and not socially successful. And please stop telling meabout how I can improve all this. IVE BEEN TRYING FOR THE PAST THREE YEARS AND THERE HAS BEEN LITTLE TO NO PROGRESS.

Weak: I do mma and jiu jitsu and boxing, yet I still don't have a jacked body. Sure im not a fatass anymore but Im still not jacked

Stupid: just finished college freshman year biomedical engineering Rutgers. I GOT ALL C+'s AND ONE ****** B+. AND THAT WAS AFTER A YEAR OF NO PARTY OR HANGING OUT WITH FRIENDS OR ENJOYING WHAT I THOUGHT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ONE OF THE BEST YEARS OF MY LIFE. IF THIS IS THE BEST THAT MY EFFORT AND SACRIFICE CAN GIVE ME, THEN **** IT

ugly: MISSED OUT ON THE GIRL OF MY DREAMS, PROM SUCKED, AND COLLEGE WAS NO ******* DIFFERENT. AND DONT PANIC AND THINK IM GOING TO BE STUPID LIKE THAT DUMBA** IN CALIFORNIA WHO KILLED THOSE SORORITY GIRLS. I HAVE BETTER MORALS THAN THAT.

Social: MY SOCIAL SKILLS HAVE LITTLE IMPROVEMENT. THATS IT. THERES NOT MUCH TO SAY.

I'm gonna make this quick. I want to end my life. I don't like how it is and I just don't want to deal with it anymore. I know im probably pathetic and so many people would do anything to have my life but I don't want it anymore. Trust me, if there was a way for me to take the cancer from someone and give them my life or switch my life with that of a poverty-stricken/handicapped/traumatized/etc person I WOULD BUT I CANT.

I am weak, stupid, unattractive (18 yo guy, I was never a hit with women), and not socially successful. And please stop telling meabout how I can improve all this. IVE BEEN TRYING FOR THE PAST THREE YEARS AND THERE HAS BEEN LITTLE TO NO PROGRESS.

Weak: I do mma and jiu jitsu and boxing, yet I still don't have a jacked body. Sure im not a fatass anymore but Im still not jacked

Stupid: just finished college freshman year biomedical engineering Rutgers. I GOT ALL C+'s AND ONE ****** B+. AND THAT WAS AFTER A YEAR OF NO PARTY OR HANGING OUT WITH FRIENDS OR ENJOYING WHAT I THOUGHT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ONE OF THE BEST YEARS OF MY LIFE. IF THIS IS THE BEST THAT MY EFFORT AND SACRIFICE CAN GIVE ME, THEN **** IT

ugly: MISSED OUT ON THE GIRL OF MY DREAMS, PROM SUCKED, AND COLLEGE WAS NO ******* DIFFERENT. AND DONT PANIC AND THINK IM GOING TO BE STUPID LIKE THAT DUMBA** IN CALIFORNIA WHO KILLED THOSE SORORITY GIRLS. I HAVE BETTER MORALS THAN THAT.

Social: MY SOCIAL SKILLS HAVE LITTLE IMPROVEMENT. THATS IT. THERES NOT MUCH TO SAY.

I'm looking for my first car. All I care is that it is not too expensive, its reliable, and its safe. What is the best model for that and why? If there are multiple types of cars within that model, which type should is the best and why?

I'm a rising sophomore (just finished my first year in engineering). Based on my GPA and my course grades (listed below) am I just not smart enough for engineering and I should just quit because I won't be able to handle the future courses in BME? Should I just switch to a different engineering discipline or just drop out of engineering in general? I want to major in biomedical engineering. I think its an interesting and unique field that genuinely fascinates me but I'm highly concerned because this was my first year and even after all the hard work and effort I put in this was the best that I could do. Am I just not cut out for BME or engineering in general?

SEMESTER 1:

General Chemistry for Engineers - C

Expository Writing 1 - PA

Multivariable Calculus (Calc 3) - C+

Analytical Physics 1a - B+

Engineering Orientation Lecture - PA

GPA = 2.556

SEMESTER 2:

General Chemistry for Engineers 2 - D

Intro to Experimentation - C

Differential Equations for Engineers (Calc 4) - C+

Analytical Physics 1b - C+

Intro to Computing for Engineers - C+

Engineering Mechanics: Statics - C+

GPA = 2.188

CUMULATIVE GPA = 2.320

I mean is there a girl out there for someone like me with my interests? To be brief, Im an 18yo Indian (born in US), majoring undergrad in Biomedical Engineering.

I have very weird interests. I'm a HUGE movie fan. I love everything from Disney to Sci-fi and more. Whats weird is that even at my age, I still love watching the old Disney movies of my childhood. I still love watching all these old Disney movies, shorts, etc. I'm a huge fan of pokemon, yu-gi-oh and digimon. I still rewatch all these shows today at my age!!! I won't waste ur time, but I love a HUGE and WIDE scale of movies/shows that cover practically every genre you can imagine (of course I hate a few but that goes without sayin). Basically, there is a huge list of movies that I am a hardcore fan of and I love rewatching old movies for nostalgia/quality reasons.

Another thing is that my ideal dream vacation is visiting ALL of the movie-themed parks of the WORLD. I enjoy going to Dsney world, Universal Studios, etc and I would love to someday go to Disney Tokyo and check out the rides there (I would seriously love to go on that 20000 leagues under the sea ride over there, it looks so awesome, love the movie btw)

So yeah, basically I am a huge movie fan, I enjoy things like comic con, movie premieres, watching screen junkies and amc movie talk on youtube, etc.

Is there a girl out there who actually shares my passion for movies and has that nostalgia for childhood classics and loves these theme parks too?

I mean is there a girl out there for someone like me with my interests? To be brief, Im an 18yo Indian (born in US), majoring undergrad in Biomedical Engineering.

I have very weird interests. I'm a HUGE movie fan. I love everything from Disney to Sci-fi and more. Whats weird is that even at my age, I still love watching the old Disney movies of my childhood. I still love watching all these old Disney movies, shorts, etc. I'm a huge fan of pokemon, yu-gi-oh and digimon. I still rewatch all these shows today at my age!!! I won't waste ur time, but I love a HUGE and WIDE scale of movies/shows that cover practically every genre you can imagine (of course I hate a few but that goes without sayin). Basically, there is a huge list of movies that I am a hardcore fan of and I love rewatching old movies for nostalgia/quality reasons.

Another thing is that my ideal dream vacation is visiting ALL of the movie-themed parks of the WORLD. I enjoy going to Dsney world, Universal Studios, etc and I would love to someday go to Disney Tokyo and check out the rides there (I would seriously love to go on that 20000 leagues under the sea ride over there, it looks so awesome, love the movie btw)

So yeah, basically I am a huge movie fan, I enjoy things like comic con, movie premieres, watching screen junkies and amc movie talk on youtube, etc.

Is there a girl out there who actually shares my passion for movies and has that nostalgia for childhood classics and loves these theme parks too?

I mean is there a girl out there for someone like me with my interests? To be brief, Im an 18yo Indian (born in US), majoring undergrad in Biomedical Engineering.

I have very weird interests. I'm a HUGE movie fan. I love everything from Disney to Sci-fi and more. Whats weird is that even at my age, I still love watching the old Disney movies of my childhood. I still love watching all these old Disney movies, shorts, etc. I'm a huge fan of pokemon, yu-gi-oh and digimon. I still rewatch all these shows today at my age!!! I won't waste ur time, but I love a HUGE and WIDE scale of movies/shows that cover practically every genre you can imagine (of course I hate a few but that goes without sayin). Basically, there is a huge list of movies that I am a hardcore fan of and I love rewatching old movies for nostalgia/quality reasons.

Another thing is that my ideal dream vacation is visiting ALL of the movie-themed parks of the WORLD. I enjoy going to Dsney world, Universal Studios, etc and I would love to someday go to Disney Tokyo and check out the rides there (I would seriously love to go on that 20000 leagues under the sea ride over there, it looks so awesome, love the movie btw)

So yeah, basically I am a huge movie fan, I enjoy things like comic con, movie premieres, watching screen junkies and amc movie talk on youtube, etc.

Is there a girl out there who actually shares my passion for movies and has that nostalgia for childhood classics and loves these theme parks too?

I have been so bothered at how even after pulling all-nighters, studying for long hours, taking short breaks and eating a lot of healthy food, sleeping before these first year-engineering finals (I go to Rutgers School of Engineering, not even an Ivy). even after all this, I got C's and C+'s on all of my exams and I even have to retake a couple of courses.

As I look back to analyze my studying methods, I did remember that during my studying, I did experience these weird feelings of pain and torture. My study method would be:

- Check email/sakai (College portal for posting grades, info, etc) and then study for exams

During the studying I would experience symptoms of:

- dizzying headaches

- pain in my butt (which is weird but I would constantly have to move my body for it to go away)

- Just the fact of being forced/restrained to sit down and study made me feel like my head was slowly being crushed or would explode,

- Strangely, listening to epic music would calm me down for a small portion of time but I would eventually have to keep listening to it while studyin

- Sometimes my sex drive would kick in and I would have the terrible logic of watching porn as a way of "getting it out of my system", thus wasting time.

- Whenever I study, I feel like there is a spoiled/stupid child inside of me that keeps rebelling and wants me to stop and just have fun for once.

I know its not much to go on so I'll answer any questions u hve using the updates.

I have been so bothered at how even after pulling all-nighters, studying for long hours, taking short breaks and eating a lot of healthy food, sleeping before these first year-engineering finals (I go to Rutgers School of Engineering, not even an Ivy). even after all this, I got C's and C+'s on all of my exams and I even have to retake a couple of courses.

As I look back to analyze my studying methods, I did remember that during my studying, I did experience these weird feelings of pain and torture. My study method would be:

- Check email/sakai (College portal for posting grades, info, etc) and then study for exams

During the studying I would experience symptoms of:

- dizzying headaches

- pain in my butt (which is weird but I would constantly have to move my body for it to go away)

- Just the fact of being forced/restrained to sit down and study made me feel like my head was slowly being crushed or would explode,

- Strangely, listening to epic music would calm me down for a small portion of time but I would eventually have to keep listening to it while studyin

- Sometimes my sex drive would kick in and I would have the terrible logic of watching porn as a way of "getting it out of my system", thus wasting time.

- Whenever I study, I feel like there is a spoiled/stupid child inside of me that keeps rebelling and wants me to stop and just have fun for once.

I know its not much to go on so I'll answer any questions you have for me in my details section.

Anyone know any movie scenes of people going through physical/mental torture and pain, but having gone through such pain, it makes them stronger/smarter/better in the end result.

Is it weird/sad to bring homemade shield with you to Captain America 2 in theaters?

My brother and I are super-huge marvel fans and super nerdy about this stuff. My brother made Cap's shield out of cardboard and tape after watching the "How to" on Youtube (It actually looks really good and even has a handle). My brother is planning on bringing it with us when we see Cap 2 in theaters (hopefully this weekend).

Here's the thing, I'm 18 and he's 14. We're indian, born in US, live in a relatively good area and community with no past occurences with hardcore bullies or anything that severe in our neighborhood or at the AMC theater. We were hoping to see it opening weekend but I was too busy with my college engineering exams. That's why we're going this weekend.

The thing is, we're old now and we're teenagers. Will it look weird if we go in and buy our tickets and sit down and my 14yo brother is carrying around his homemade shield the entire time? Will it look sad or depressingly funny to see a 14yo indian boy carrying a homemade shield with him when seeing Cap 2? I'm totally fine with it and, I'm not lying, the cardboard shield actually looks good (even though you can tell it was obviously homemade).

Is it weird or sad for us to be this old and still enjoy and be super excited about these type movies (not just marvel, but DC and Pixar and Disney and scifi and etc.)?

Is it weird/sad to bring homemade shield with you to Captain America 2 in theaters?

My brother and I are super-huge marvel fans and super nerdy about this stuff. My brother made Cap's shield out of cardboard and tape after watching the "How to" on Youtube (It actually looks really good and even has a handle). My brother is planning on bringing it with us when we see Cap 2 in theaters (hopefully this weekend).

Here's the thing, I'm 18 and he's 14. We're indian, born in US, live in a relatively good area and community with no past occurences with hardcore bullies or anything that severe in our neighborhood or at the AMC theater. We were hoping to see it opening weekend but I was too busy with my college engineering exams. That's why we're going this weekend.

The thing is, we're old now and we're teenagers. Will it look weird if we go in and buy our tickets and sit down and my 14yo brother is carrying around his homemade shield the entire time? Will it look sad or depressingly funny to see a 14yo indian boy carrying a homemade shield with him when seeing Cap 2? I'm totally fine with it and, I'm not lying, the cardboard shield actually looks good (even though you can tell it was obviously homemade).

Is it weird or sad for us to be this old and still enjoy and be super excited about these type movies (not just marvel, but DC and Pixar and Disney and scifi and etc.)?

Is it weird/sad to bring homemade shield with you to Captain America 2 in theaters?

My brother and I are super-huge marvel fans and super nerdy about this stuff. My brother made Cap's shield out of cardboard and tape after watching the "How to" on Youtube (It actually looks really good and even has a handle). My brother is planning on bringing it with us when we see Cap 2 in theaters (hopefully this weekend).

Here's the thing, I'm 18 and he's 14. We're indian, born in US, live in a relatively good area and community with no past occurences with hardcore bullies or anything that severe in our neighborhood or at the AMC theater. We were hoping to see it opening weekend but I was too busy with my college engineering exams. That's why we're going this weekend.

The thing is, we're old now and we're teenagers. Will it look weird if we go in and buy our tickets and sit down and my 14yo brother is carrying around his homemade shield the entire time? Will it look sad or depressingly funny to see a 14yo indian boy carrying a homemade shield with him when seeing Cap 2? I'm totally fine with it and, I'm not lying, the cardboard shield actually looks good (even though you can tell it was obviously homemade).

Is it weird or sad for us to be this old and still enjoy and be super excited about these type movies (not just marvel, but DC and Pixar and Disney and scifi and etc.)?

My brother and I are super-huge marvel fans and super nerdy about this stuff. My brother made Cap's shield out of cardboard and tape after watching the "How to" on Youtube (It actually looks really good and even has a handle). My brother is planning on bringing it with us when we see Cap 2 in theaters (hopefully this weekend).

Here's the thing, I'm 18 and he's 14. We're indian, born in US, live in a relatively good area and community with no past occurences with hardcore bullies or anything that severe in our neighborhood or at the AMC theater. We were hoping to see it opening weekend but I was too busy with my college engineering exams. That's why we're going this weekend.

The thing is, we're old now and we're teenagers. Will it look weird if we go in and buy our tickets and sit down and my 14yo brother is carrying around his homemade shield the entire time? Will it look sad or depressingly funny to see a 14yo indian boy carrying a homemade shield with him when seeing Cap 2? I'm totally fine with it and, I'm not lying, the cardboard shield actually looks good (even though you can tell it was obviously homemade).

Is it weird or sad for us to be this old and still enjoy and be super excited about these type movies (not just marvel, but DC and Pixar and Disney and scifi and etc.)?

Philosophical/motivational/ins... question here?

Why is it important to keep trying in life even if, after going through all hardwork/pain, there is still a chance (big or small) that you will fail? Why is it important to be a righteous disciplined person and to do the right thing even though we live in a world where people get away with evil/corruption? What is the point of doing the right thing and going through pain and persevering to achieve your goals when there is so much unfairness, cruelty, and darkness in this world?

I'm an 18yo attending Rutgers Engineering, majoring in Biomedical Eng.? I was never a smart student. I had a lot of failures and had to struggle through a lot of pain, failures, and confidence-killing disappointment to get accepted. The thing is I'm still struggling and going through pain. My dream/goal is to be this great medical scientist who will find cures for diseases, make numerous breakthroughs in medicine, and put a lot of good people out of the unfair pain that they are dealt with but never deserved. I want this so badly and I will do whatever it takes....but what if its not enough and what if it will never be enough? I will have wasted many years trying to pursue a near-to-impossible goal.

I have missed out in life: hs/college parties, never had my first kiss, never got to tell the girl of my dreams back in high school how much I love her (I still miss her so much), etc.

Philosophical/motivational/ins... question here?

Why is it important to keep trying in life even if, after going through all hardwork/pain, there is still a chance (big or small) that you will fail? Why is it important to be a righteous disciplined person and to do the right thing even though we live in a world where people get away with evil/corruption? What is the point of doing the right thing and going through pain and persevering to achieve your goals when there is so much unfairness, cruelty, and darkness in this world?

I'm an 18yo attending Rutgers Engineering, majoring in Biomedical Eng.? I was never a smart student. I had a lot of failures and had to struggle through a lot of pain, failures, and confidence-killing disappointment to get accepted. The thing is I'm still struggling and going through pain. My dream/goal is to be this great medical scientist who will find cures for diseases, make numerous breakthroughs in medicine, and put a lot of good people out of the unfair pain that they are dealt with but never deserved. I want this so badly and I will do whatever it takes....but what if its not enough and what if it will never be enough? I will have wasted many years trying to pursue a near-to-impossible goal.

I have missed out in life: hs/college parties, never had my first kiss, never got to tell the girl of my dreams back in high school how much I love her (I still miss her so much), etc.

Philosophical/motivational/ins... question here?

Why is it important to keep trying in life even if, after going through all hardwork/pain, there is still a chance (big or small) that you will fail? Why is it important to be a righteous disciplined person and to do the right thing even though we live in a world where people get away with evil/corruption? What is the point of doing the right thing and going through pain and persevering to achieve your goals when there is so much unfairness, cruelty, and darkness in this world?

I'm an 18yo attending Rutgers Engineering, majoring in Biomedical Eng.? I was never a smart student. I had a lot of failures and had to struggle through a lot of pain, failures, and confidence-killing disappointment to get accepted. The thing is I'm still struggling and going through pain. My dream/goal is to be this great medical scientist who will find cures for diseases, make numerous breakthroughs in medicine, and put a lot of good people out of the unfair pain that they are dealt with but never deserved. I want this so badly and I will do whatever it takes....but what if its not enough and what if it will never be enough? I will have wasted many years trying to pursue a near-to-impossible goal.

I have missed out in life: hs/college parties, never had my first kiss, never got to tell the girl of my dreams back in high school how much I love her (I still miss her so much), etc.

Why is it important to keep trying in life even if, after going through all hardwork/pain, there is still a chance (big or small) that you will fail? Why is it important to be a righteous disciplined person and to do the right thing even though we live in a world where people get away with evil/corruption? What is the point of doing the right thing and going through pain and persevering to achieve your goals when there is so much unfairness, cruelty, and darkness in this world?

I'm an 18yo attending Rutgers Engineering, majoring in Biomedical Eng.? I was never a smart student. I had a lot of failures and had to struggle through a lot of pain, failures, and confidence-killing disappointment to get accepted. The thing is I'm still struggling and going through pain. My dream/goal is to be this great medical scientist who will find cures for diseases, make numerous breakthroughs in medicine, and put a lot of good people out of the unfair pain that they are dealt with but never deserved. I want this so badly and I will do whatever it takes....but what if its not enough and what if it will never be enough? I will have wasted many years trying to pursue a near-to-impossible goal.

I have missed out in life: hs/college parties, never had my first kiss, never got to tell the girl of my dreams back in high school how much I love her (I still miss her so much), etc.