Lolwat

I'm 16, and I've rarely been hit my entire life. I'm arguably spoiled because of this. However, I'm also a weak, feminine guy. Lately, I've had bullies do what they do best to me. The would push me, then would hit my arm, they would hit the back of my head, and they'd slap my ***. But when they do this, I happen to enjoy it. Why? With school out, I usually spank myself to satisfy my lust. When my brother was waking me up one morning, he repeatedly pushed me against the bed about 10-20 times. I was sexually excited and I could feel that I was blushing as well as breathing heavily.

Why do I get sexually aroused by being hit?

By the way, when I say I'm "feminine," O mean I have the spine curve of a woman which makes my butt poke out, I walk like a woman swaying my hips, and I have long hair.

I always see myself smarter, bigger, and overall better than everyone else. For simple reasons, such as realizing that the media CAN, not DOES, control the public opinion such as top music or videogame charts

Such as schizophrenia and autism?

Most of the time, they're scared of asking such a stupid thing or maybe their guardian/parent may discourage that or even look down upon them for thinking that.

How can a teenager get a proper diagnosis without having to deal with people who only treat them as a child? Teenagers ARE children, don't get me wrong , but some do have mental disorders

Why do so many people like it to the point where it lands second place on total profit made by the three?

I'm a PC gamer but I don't understand.

Why is it that women, more often than not, cling to 3d/"real" fictional characters, like that guy from twilight, while men usualy go with 2d/"fake" fictional characters, like girls from anime or curly from cave story?

This may sound racist, it is, but let's be honest here. Racism is very similar to nationalism and sexualism.

America and England are in NO way the same, the same applies to races, why do you think indians were so poor while the english were so wealthy?

Anyhow, it's rather obvious that caucasians and asians are some of the more intelligent and progressive races, this was even emphasized in "Brave New World."

Asians are technologically advancing quickly while caucasians are being put on a roadblock because they are being oppressed by their women, african americans, *sexuals, among other races.

How likely is it that races, such as africans or swedish, are going to go extinct some time within the next 500 years?

Religion was a way to keep individuals and civilians together, and share similar beliefs.

Where "love thy neighbor" is shared between neighbors, it kept civilians in check and helped them live a happy life, giving them morals as well.

I'm not suggesting we get rid of religion all together, it's important in small or xenophobic places, like afghan or Japan, but in America.

America, being a diverse country, has not only several races but several beliefs, too.

One household that proposes "love thy neighbor" could be "curse thy neighbor" in another.

It serves no purpose for community or placement ordeals.

Christianity, Islamic, Scientology, Protestant, etc.

And why are so many of them so determined that they are the "best" religion when they are just carbon copy's?

I'm 15 and in highschool, earlier this week I got the numbers from 5 girls.

I thought it was a trick, but they genuinely like me and want to go out with me.

I live with my brother, who expects me to go out with one of these girls, and doesn't quite understand why I don't care for them. He thinks I'm being angsty, which I agree to some extent, since teenagers are generally angsty.

Thing is, instead of just going out with one of them, I don't really want to go out with any of them. As weird as it sounds, I am in love with a fictional character, and if you argue "teenagers can't be in love" then feel free to replace "love" with "coping mechanism" or "befriend."

The difficulty I'm facing here is that, if I turn all these women down, it could make me look like a homosexual or a loner. Not to mention I'd be in trouble with my elder sibling.

What should I do to turn down these young women and try to prevent it from spreading and/or prevent me from looking gay?

So apparently being a geek is a good thing I guess?

What happened to it being an insult, and why are so many normal, attention whoring people with tacky and hip clothing into it?

What happened to geeks getting their **** kicked in for being one?

Is it just me being angry as **** that, as a child, I grew up with a psychotic mother who yells at children in the front lawn, had zero friends growing up because I was "that kid with the psycho mom" and my dad suffered the same fate, except he was "that man with the psycho wife." Eventually leading to his death from severe stress and a concussion from people beating the **** out of him.

To which I retreated to my room, to play videogames, and have fun. Putting together strings and lines of code, playing freeware applications on PC and even trying to learn C.

So apparently living a traumatic, friendsless life with videogames as a sort of distraction from the thoughts of killing yourself along with the hope that your above-average intelligence will get you somewhere in life is a Fad?

Like doctors, or teachers.

Or, you say you had a nosebleed but you didn't actually have one. How could a doctor tell if you did or did not?

I wasn't sure whether or not to put this in psychology or health..

Anyways, whenever I argue over if I really love this certain someone, I tend to start feeling dizzy the more I deny it, and my nose starts bleeding.

I deny it simply because the person I "love" is a bad influence on me, and is also a fictional character.

I argue that it's not normal, it's not realistic, and it's insane. While also arguing that she brings comfort, along with being a coping mechanism.

I constantly argue over the same thing with myself, and not being able to come to terms has been -somewhat- causing me physical pain, including the tensing up of muscles, dry throat/chest, increased heartrate, etc.

It could also be denial, but either way, when I argue over this specific matter, the main argument between myself is these two opposing sides.

This thing is good for me, as it's a coping mechanism and it's comforting

This thing is bad for me, because it's not normal, and delusional. Along with being considered "wrong."

Sticking with the latter brings me sorrow, but sticking with the former temporarily feels great, until I try to force it away.

Is this healthy or unhealthy?

Children, including teenagers, please do not answer this question.

I am a 15 year old, trying to deal with having a dead father, clinically insane mother (bipolar, can not live by herself, arrested several times), a brother than expects too much from me, and finding out my grandfather, who was the most honest person I knew, was actually a deciever and a sly liar.

All while I am introverted, who believes he's in love with a fictional character where, let 's be honest, I'm a teenager, I can't "love," and people wonder why I prefer staying in my room playing videogames instead of going outside.

And hormones just make all this ten times worse.

But I need to know, could these fake feelings I'm having actually be a very subtle form of depression? I would severely doubt it, but I want yet another reason to cry for attention.

How long would it take to develop or finish the development of a device like this?

Don't get me wrong, I love the bible's story and think it's an epic saga with epic subsaga's

But everyone is such a dick while god's the funniest trickster in the world

Except for John though, John the baptist was an amazing character and it was a shame when SPOILERRRRhe diedSPOILERRRR

Is this supposed to represent a time when humans were hateful human beings IE 1600-1960's?

Also, what are some other great Epics I should read?

I'm male, the character is female.

Of course I'm one of those fat neckbeards who are in love with a fictional character, however, it's more of a personality based love.

But what I recently looked into is that the character I fell in love this, personality wise, is similar to my own personality. Sharing certain traits, and maybe even exibbiting traits I want to have but don't have, even if she is female.

I'm not feminine, however she is a tomboy.

Now while I whole heartedly and stubbornly believe that being in love with a fictional character is not abnormal or wrong, is it at all weird that I practically want a female version of myself?

Tl;dr

Is it wrong to be in love with a female version of yourself?