Jeremiah

I feel like my friend is being shady towards me when she hangs around all her other friends. The thing is is that she doesn't act that way when its just me and her and when I allow her to come over to my house whenever she wants. It's not direct but I can tell that its subliminal. The thing is is that when I get nervous I start shaking because I have low confidence and believe what people say about me. But I don't wanna be like that... I know a lot of stuff about her that I could exploit but I just wanna know what you guys would do in my situation,

Strangers have told me that I am cute and I always get compliments on my hair and eyes and teeth but somebody took a picture of me in school and I felt fat and ugly and I don't know if pictures are accurate or if it was the lighting or angle but when I feel ugly it makes me suicidal because like It makes me start to feel like i'ma be alone cause nobody gone want me. But I why do these people compliment me like do everybody get compliments? I just want somebody elses opinion

I am not asking for a diagnoses but rather asking for opinions on whether they think I have it or not because I was looking at some of the symptons and I have a few such as

-Finding it hard to keep/make friends

-Difficulty in making conversation (I'm able to have a conversation but when it comes to talking about myself in telling stories its hard because Ill often sutter or not know what to say about myself cause my mind goes blank)

- I zone out sometimes

-Sometimes hard to imagine or pretend certain things. (Maybe because of memory loss since depression causes that but idk)

Also I used to have social anxiety and I think I have depression. I'm not sure if my lack of social skills is from me being isolated a lot and not getting out the house due to homeschool. But I'm scared to be diagnosed with austism because I'm afraid ill be friendless and have no relationship and be alone.

I took a test online and it said I most likely dont have austim but idk how when I have some of the symptoms

People say mental illness can only be managed and not cured but I don't understand why they say that because social anxiety is also a mental illness and I got over that on my own. It took me 2 years but I no longer am anxious or get nervous in front of people. My problem is I get exhausted easily and have no energy and blank mindedness. which are symptons of depression. And when you "manage" the depression can the medication also help increase my interest and memory and blank mindedness? Or does it only make the sadness go away

I'm just asking because people have told me I'm cute but its so hard for me to believe it because I see myself as ugly.

I am not an athiest but I want to believe in God and sometimes I start thinking how there are so many different cultures and where they came from and how the dinosaurs existed and there is nothing about them in the bible. But then I think how could science make such an intricate thing called life where everything works perfectly and we have all our food supplies and we have the right temperature and we were put on planet earth (the only planet for life) and I remember a man come up to me and tell me about God and he knew about a problem I was dealing with and helped me. But then I feel like with astrology we don't get to choose our fate because it was already chosen for us and I'm not sure if astrology is from God that he kept a secret from us ( he says he doesn't want people studying spirits or prasising stars) and if he didn't create it then how is it so accurate?

Just some questions. I want to believe and I need him and asking him to help me with problems I'm dealing with and feelings of ugliness and not being worthy. I just need him

Why when I put my birthday first in the a synastry calculator it shows good signs but when I do his with mine its not as good. I thought if mine was compatible with his it would be the same for him. Does this mean I'm more interested in him than he is in me?

If it helps my birthday is Sept 19 1998 and his is July 21 1997

He's born on july 21 and i'm born on sept 19 so i'm a virgo/libra cusp and he's a cancer/leo cusp. I don't open up about my feelings a lot and I wanted to tell him some of my problems for advice because he is the only one I feel like i can trust. When I tell people my problems it makes me feel weak and vulnerable. I hate when people give me sympathy because it makes me feel like they are either feeling sorry for me or I feel powerless. I know cancer are usually good with advice but i didn't know about him because he is not just a cancer since he was born on the cancer/leo cusp so i don't know much about it. When I'm feeling sad I know he can tell because he will come up to me and ask if everything is okay and i usually say i'm fine. Any advice?

Or Ironman Chris Crutcher

[YOU DON'T HAVE TO READ THE BELOW (only if you want to) its just added details about what i'm interested in]

I know in the title it asks if I should read Code Name Verity or Secret Life of Bees but I didn't want to make the title to long by adding another book but I'm also debating on Ironman by Chris Crutcher. I'm asking for an opinion because its a project I have to do for the summer if I want extra credit. I also have to find 4 literary elements in the book so I don't want to book to be real hard to find stuff such as theme and so forth.

Here's what I like out of a book. I like when a book isn't slow because I don't like a book to be hard to analyze cause I do have to do this as a project. I want it to be easy to understand and I don't like gloomy depressing stories. It doesn't necessarily have to be a happy story but just not something sad or depressing like throughout the whole story like if one person dies and its not that big of a deal then its cool.

SO which book would you pick?

I have a summer project for school that will give me extra credit and I have to read a book and blog about it on the internet. The blog is going to contain questions avoiding who what when where and why . I also have to use 4 literary elements.

My book choices:

Maus- Art Spiegelman

Eragon- Christopher Paolini

Iron Man- Chris Crutcher

October Sky- Homer Hickam

Season on the Brink-

Code Name Verity- Elizabeth Wein

The Other Wes Moore- Wes Moore

I Have Lived 1,000 Years- Livia Bitton-Jackson

The Secret Life of Bees- Sue Monk Kidd

In Darkness- Nick Lake

The Road- Cormac McCarthy

The 2 I was leaning towards were Code Name verity and Iron Man. I'd like to know your personal fave out of all of them and also which you would choose between my picks. (I don't really like depressing stories.) I never read any of these books before!

10 POINTS To who answers the questions above.

Some people tell me it's fake but I have no idea of knowing if it's real or not. The only reason I thought it was real was because of the amount of likes it has. If you say its real or fake please explain how you know. Here is the link to his askfm http://ask.fm/mrjustinbieber

I already ate 2 chicken wraps from popeyes but I still feel weak. I didn't have anything for breakfest and I barely ever eat breakfest and was wondering if that was maybe it. I did has some sort of virus but it isn't as bad as it was yesterday and I don't have a fever and not feeling sick at all even though I do cough here and there.

What do you think is the problem?

People think they have the right to just put their hands on you after you have a mutual disagreement. I feel like people who have to put their hands on someone out of anger because they can't control there self needs to have a better way to deal with the issue. You don't just hit someone without their permission because you don't have the right to. You know what I mean?

Does it make you slow in the long term or just while you are still tired with no sleep? Also is it true that you wont live as long if you stay up late? I read that on a post on yahoo answers and now I'm scared. I don't want any negative effects in the long term on my brain and I don't want to not live as long. If I start sleeping regular will it go back to normal? This is the first time I done this for awhile. I used to do it but that was like a year ago. Someone please answer

I'm trying to compare cameras and asking of your opinion.

Photo 1: https://pbs.twimg.com/media/BZw7A5rCUAAwXDj.jpg

Photo 2: https://pbs.twimg.com/media/BZw7iyqCQAA4xYq.jpg

I don't accept the fact that I'm quiet and I wont, because I don't want to be. My personality is not quiet its outgoing. I don't know if its because I just started going to this school 2-3 months ago or what because I still don't know anyone. When I'm at home I'm not quiet when I'm out with my brother I'm not quiet but when I'm by myself I'm quiet. We went on a field trip for 2 days and the only person I talked to were 4 people and they were in my group. I used to be more free in elementary school I went there ever since 1st grade. Then I did homeschool and now I'm in 8th grade. Is that why? Also we were on a boat ride I was dancing with everyone and I was more free we went at night time. Usually I tend to be more free at night for some reason. I feel or at least felt like I had good confidence level but now I feel like I don't.

Please help with my personal problems.