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part of me likes watching myself suffer. it's not a "I deserve it" thing, it's an i enjoy it. or when something happens that has drama or emotions involved, part of my brain likes it. and i hate it. but it's been like this since i was little. my parents would fight and yes, i would sit there terrified and crying, but at the same time i like it. i like using it to complain to my friends. i hate myself for it. i can't stand it. i hate how the worst things in life make some twisted part of me happy. i hate that i love having the titles "depressed" or "anxious" etc. i hate it. Why do i WANT to be called that? i know it isn't normal. i hate that i love me being upset. i hate that i love watching fights or starting them. i hate that i love drama. what’s wrong with me?

i’m at his house every weekend due to split custody. i hate it here. he’s mean, his views on politics and human rights are scary, he yells a lot, and according to my mom, he was verbally and physically abusive. i’ve seen the verbal bits around his new wife and stepchild. i get so stressed here. to pass the time quicker, i play sims and stay up really late so i can sleep all day. i’m close to crying right now and i just can’t deal with this. any clue as of what to do?

so i looked cute when my hair was short. i loved it. now it’s not as pretty. i miss it! however, there’s this fatty deposit on the back of my neck that’s noticeable when my hair is cut. i’m a minor so i can’t get it removed. what should i do???

i’m not high i’m just bored

she’s in all of my classes and we’re around each other 24/7. i’ve depended on her for so long but she just sucks the life and soul out of me. she starts arguments for no reason and is always fishing for attention. help?

this is by far the weirdest question i have ever asked but it’s very important. what would it be considered legally? is it statutory rape? is it sexual assault? i’m asking for the state of maryland if that helps.

Okay, so I’ve been thinking about (when I’m of legal age and it’s legal in my state) trying marijuana. At first, I was conflicted because I have asthma and there’s no way I’m dying because I hit a joint and then ******* died. However, if it was in edibles, I wouldn’t see any downsides. I almost feel like I should have a moral conflict here but I don’t see any reason why. Is it okay in y’all’s opinions?

Okay, I’ve dealt with her **** long enough to know that she definitely has emotions. However, she always acts like she’s never sad or mad or anything! She also claims she’s asexual (which is bullshit), and says she’s never liked anyone at all. I’m getting real fed up real fast and have no idea what to do. Suggestions??