Verti

My wife and I got married this spring after being together for just over 10 years. She is a great women, and while the past 10 years hasn't been all flowers and sunshine, we are closer now than we ever have been before.

Even though I am so lucky to have a great women in my life, I feel like I need more. I know it's really selfish, and I'm embarrassed to admit it. Before I met my wife, I had been with two other women, so I feel that I never really had a chance to fool around before getting married. I feel trapped. One one hand, I have a wife who I love and would do anything for, but on the other you only get one life and I feel like I've missed out on a big part of it.

I had this discussion with my wife a couple months ago and she took it like a champ. I told her that I have this stong urge to hook up with other women, but would never do so without her permission. She had 1/2 joked about me having a mistress in the past, so she wasn't completely against the idea, but she certainly wansn't jumping at it. She seemed to have an open mind.