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I hate this person a lot, but i still love her i try to deny it for 6 years and im 19. I never felt this way with other girls this love. I got this girl pregnant and i don't give a damn about her. So im in this killing mood. I have taken acid in the pass wondering if thats causing my insanity or it just me haha. I been rape in the pass. Physically abuse as achild. so i question my sanity.

A naruto character Hinata I had a dream i feel in love with her and we are in love then she slowly change into my first girlfriend in junior high. She was watching a crippled lady i was at her house the house was kinda a disaster. We where waiting for something to happen but i didn't understand what we were waiting for. But i enjoy this dream i hated when i woke up today. I recently went through i brake up and i really dont care that have happen. She was the one who ended it. So what was the meaning of this dream?

This is how the dream played out i fall in love with a naruto character Hinata and she was taking care of a crippled lady Idk what that came about. She slowly change into my first girlfriend as in my first ex we never really kissed I guess she kinda has the personality of Hinata. Well Im trying to figure out what this dream meant and i enjoy this dream of course because you fall in love and thats a wonderful thing not wake up from. I recently went through a break up with a girl i thought was a girl of my dreams, but not no more we ended the relationship as friends shes the one who broke it off made me sad but I dont care about it no more, so does that make me heartless. Well im 19 and sorta have feelings for my first gf and that was when i was 12 we still talk but though she has a boyfriend and we are very awkward with each other. So i dont want a relationship with her. But this question is, is what this dream meant. and why a anime character hinata and turning in to my first gf. I enjoy the dream i havent enjoy a dream for awhile. So why do i have joy towards this dream. And ya when i watch naruto and seeing hinata be all cute i blush, but this character is not real, so why did i fall in love with her in my dreams. Actually first time falling in love in my dreams, I fall in love twice in reality my last girlfriend it didnt hurt when she broke up with me so i wonder why. First time it brought a lot of pain, called her a whore because she was changing. So what was this dream?

Well today I just have urge to destroy as what society has done to me, everybody is becoming selfish and taking advantage of my nice well being and it hurts to see myself crumble beneath everybody, I try to stay strong but come on just keep on getting betrayed, hurt, and lie to. And what the government is like mind control everybody telling everybody to have a fake smile and trust no one. I still have trust to people but slowly I'm losing it, I am losing my own sanity because the world is just chaos and i want to create a chaos with everybody to destroy this government. I think this world is better of dead now we the people are creating a bigger hole to destruction. Well im 19 and suicidal but just have pure heart for everybody i recently went through a break but she done nothing wrong im blaming myself for it oh well i just enjoy the chaos in my heart. But today I just feeling like setting goals just to destroy and have the soothing chaos. Being nice is my curse and chaos is my melody.

We had sex last night i came in her she is going to have a period in a couple days what is my chances she gets pregnant im scared

I wanted to quit my job because my stupid money is going to my girlfriends rent she doesnt have a job i have a job i hate and i got a infection didnt go for 3 days got it taking care of but dont want to go back to work because im going depressed i can spend my money on things i need it goes to what my girlfriend is lacking in life what should i do i hate life.

I been searching for awhile and i keep on getting stupid surveys please help or any help at all how to bypass surveys without surveys

Is it wrong to want to feel like that and dress like a girl have long hair emo looking and having boobs if only I didn't have a penis it well work but I don't it surgery remove.

I ask for cigs from my friends they say no but once and while I'll ask I feel I should ask not but I need a stupid smoke I try quitting but I get stressed to easy

It wont scan any wifi no more or read the ethernet its a toshiba laptop i think id deleted it

I understand how zombies become but don't know how the black ops 2 characters come to play in zombies

I have a bunch of friends that I hang out with I cant share my feelings with so I have fake happiness it bugs me alot so i hate everthing and body

I been wondering what is called to

When I do get a relationship it last a week or so I don't learn from those relationships I need help just right word to say towards a girl

Ok I told her I have a crush on her it just got ignored last night I got drunk with all my friends and her I was all on her huggin her alot I felt bad today figures she thought I was annoying I don't how to try to have her like me or if I should give why do I like these girls that just don't like me the way I liked them

There things I'm just have a habbit but just want to stop like stealing I been stealing sinse I was 7 I been wearing girl clothes now and then since I was 12 and the hardest thing to stop is smoking cigs since I was 13 now I'm 17 wanting to change my life up a bit become a new man before I'm a adult pls help I hate feeling different

I seen another higurashi deathnote hellsing both old and new up to date mirai Nikki soul eater HOTD deadman wonderland darker than black umineko elfen lied and I seen every episodes of these I do not want to watch claymore or blood +

I seen another higurashi deathnote hellsing both old and new up to date mirai Nikki soul eater HOTD deadman wonderland darker than black and I seen every episodes of these

i download the add on but it didnt show up in my zombie menu where do i go