Andrew

I left work today after my shift, Went to whole foods..

I bought a Cornish hen chicken.

A can of lentil soup.

A can of cranberry jelly.

A can of spicy turnip greens.

A can of candied yams.

A can of green beans.

A can of peas.

A can of cream corn.

A can of chicken gravy.

A can of biscuits and a box of salted butter.

A box of loaded mashed potatoes.

A box of mashed sweet potatoes.

A box of chicken stuffing.

A Caesar salad..

A chocolate layer cake and chocolate iced cream, and three cans of root beer.

Went to Walmart and bought a can of Dr pepper baked beans..

Came home..

And made a rotisserie Cornish hen chicken with mashed loaded potatoes with chicken gravy, mashed sweet potatoes, yams, a bowl of lentil soup,

Buttered biscuits, Cream corn, Peas, green beans, turnip greens, baked beans, and cranberry and stuffing..

A Caesar salad..

Chocolate cake, and a Rootbeer float.

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I showed a homeless bum with a loud mouth my house.

I started by showing him my foyer..

I said...

Outdoor wicker sectional... $300

Outdoor wicker chair $100

Outdoor wicker lay down lounge $150

Outdoor wicker bench $150

Wicker chest of drawers $60

Wicker table set $200

Here's my Livingroom.

Two Zuckerman Pillowtop suede sofas..

$1,200  at $600 each.

Pillowtop suede Papasan chair $220

3 piece Livingroom table set $70

Entertainment center $210

Two big bookshelves $450 at $225 each.

Two console tables, one in the living room, and one for the upstairs, staircase corner $300 at $150 each, with a wall hanging mirror.

Here's my dining room.

Good, sturdy nook style dinette set $600.

Formal China Cabinet, $2600 on a payment plan.

Here's my bedroom..

Queen size Bed, Mattress, Two night stands, wardrobe, Shoe rack and bench combo, standing mirror, dresser with mirror, and two chests of drawers..

$2500 on a payment plan.

Here's my garage..

Aprillia 50 motor scooter.

Trek, Schwinn and Giant bikes.

Snap-on tools.

And you know what ?

I have Asperger's... And I have this, in the face of an employer with mild Psychopathy and OCD..

So What's it like to know that somebody with Asperger's has better social skills ?

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German Shepherd, Rottweiler, Doberman, Great Dane.

(These come from Prussia, a violent Germanic war state)

Cane Corso.

(This dog comes from pre-ww2 Italy in the grips of La Cosa Nostra).

Presa Canario.

(This dog comes from colonial power Spain under an abusive, corrupt monarchial, classical Spanish colonialist rule)

Caucasian mountain shepherd.

(This dog comes from Russia)

Kengal.

(This dog comes from what was the Ottoman Empire under heavy Muslim dictatorship akin to Iran today under the Ayatollah or the palestinian authority under hamas)

Rhodesian ridgeback.

(This dog comes from a strictly imperial, wholly white minority rule, apartheid regime)

Exactly why would I want these dogs in my house, or around me or my kids ?

I came home from work..

Threw my work uniform in the washer with tide.

Took off my work uniform..

Made a Tyson pot roast and veggies slow cooker meal kit, just put in the oven with Jack Daniels marinade added..

Made a fresh baked potato with sour cream, butter and chives..

A can of spicy turnip greens and a box of spinach souffle in the oven..

Then..

Fried up a spicy Italian sausage, chopped up some bell peppers, sauteed them with garlic..

Thawed a roll in the microwave...

Heated up some marina sauce..

Put some pepper jack cheese on the roll..

And had an Italian sausage, peppers and cheese sandwich to hold me til dinner..

Then filled my bathtub with hot water and bubble bath lol..

Shaved in the bathtub lol..

And bathed with dove men + care, bodywash and dial antibacterial soap..

Threw on a bathrobe and shower clogs..

Actually sat down at a dinner table and ate like a hog.. and had arbor mist miscato wine..

Cleaned up..

Put my dishes in the dishwasher..

Then plopped down on my black Zuckerman pillow top suede sofa put my feet on my black suede ottoman..

Played Crash bandicoot on my PlayStation 5.

Never before have I had this opportunity.

And if it costs me my disability and I just have to become a shift lead at work for 50 hours a week....

So be it.

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I brought my general manager to my house today..

And I gave him a cup of coffee and a slice of cake..lol

I told him...

I put $5,000 in an envelope in a lock box in my bedroom closet Incase I lose my job and I'm left with only $57 after the rent is taken out of my social security and I just practically must move.

Because I live in a real market house..

There is no such a thing as subsidizing the house I live in..

This house is for the working man, and that's it, period 

But...Here's where you come in...

The easy part..Is if I lose my social security, and I have no more use for silly, compromised working hours..

Can you do me a favor ?

Can you just make me shift lead manager at Slim chickens, 40 or 50 hours a week..

And I can just go get a part time job at pieology right across the parking lot from slim chickens, 20 hours a week.

Because..I'm very afraid of both propositions...

But I'd rather have the latter happen because the bottom line is, I can't live on social security not really anymore

He said sure, you got it.

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When I was 2 years old, I fell out of a 2nd story window...

Compare the 20 or 30 or so feet of the second story back window of a South Philly rowhouse.. to about the 3 feet of a two year old kid..

And the concrete, vs the utter lack of physical maturity of a two year old.

When I was 10..

I was on a school bus that is now illegal for safety reasons..

I was kicked in the face by a 16 year old mental patient, wearing steel toe boots...

I didn't break any bones.

I was hit by a truck, on my bicycle...

I didn't break any bones..

I was in a bad crash on my bike...

Over the handlebars, face planted on the asphalt..

I didn't break any bones.

I was bit by a Rottweiler.. 

And this is a bad bite.. bad day..

I got it off me by shooting it in the head.

I didn't break any bones..

I crashed a rental scooter, one of those veorides..

25 mph downhill...

Didn't break any bones.

How happy would you be if you collected $940 SSDI, and you had to live on that for a decade, until you nolonger needed the GOP and conservative, corporate democrats and their constituents to think of you as human..

And now you can go to work, pay your $895, of your $940 SSDI as rent..

Pay your whole water bill or most of it, with the remaining $45..

And pay cheap bills on $1200 earned dollars.

And have $1,000 left after all your bills are paid ?

As compared to having $940 be your entire monthly budget.

How happy would you be, with that level of improvement ?

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#1. Townhouse instead of Apartment =

*Nobody living upstairs or downstairs From me.

*First floor access.

*True House furniture is more practical because of home size and logistics.

#2. Pets allowed =

*No more loneliness.

#3. Garbage disposal and dishwasher =

*No more Fruit flies or roaches.

#4. Washer and dryer =

*No more laundromat.

*No more washing clothes in the bathtub using just whatever soap is available, be it detergent or my own hygiene products.

#5. 1.5 Bath.

*No more **** pants whenever my toungue likes something my stomach hates.

Lol

#6. Hardwood first floor =

* No more roaches.

*No more mice.

*No more odor collection.

*No more expensive carpet cleaning.

#7. Two story =

*No more eating in the bedroom lol

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Attitudes and violent dangerous mad man thug skills and evil thought patterns, like Denzel Washington in the movie..

Twin pistol thuggery style shooting, like Denzel Washington did in the movie...

Fake warrants like the Hop Sins Chinese restaurant menu for example..

Unqualified ruthless crews like in the raid of that old drug dealer's house where they dug his floor to get to the money..

Rookies that don't know when its time to get out of the car, get on a bus, go back to the station and file a complaint about cops, such as Denzel Washington for example..And are too afraid to stand up for themselves..

Pens shoved down their throats.

Etc..

That's really the truth

If you really are interested in knowing how I got here..

I was Born and Raised in Philadelphia, PA.

That place has just two classes.. Filthy rich class that can afford $10,000 a month rent and qualify for the place, by earning over $50,000 a month..

And beyond dirt poor.

And the Beyond dirt poor class make being poor in philly a bad deal.

And I can't take it and I don't have to.

At the time I ended up in Arkansas..

I didn't have control over my own resources and my own life..

Because of what Philly did to me.. not on the outside, but on the inside.

Within about 3 years After I came here, my dad came down with B Cell, Large Diffuse, Non-Hodgkin's Lymphoma.

Ok...

He beat that cancer..

And within 6 months or maybe a year of remission..

He came down with Small Cell lung cancer.

Already beat to hell from chemo and radiation therapy..

He couldn't fight hard enough against the new lung cancer.

He died here...

Leaving me to need to build my own life out of literally NOTHING.

That's how I grew roots.

#1. It is the 3rd largest city in Arkansas, which ofcourse doesn't say much.

#2. If you're going to live in Arkansas..

Fayetteville and Bentonville are the two places to do it.

#3. If you want to make enemies, get out..

Because enemies are all you will have here.

#4. Man up and take charge of yourself...

Think...

Because Little Rock, West Memphis, Fayetteville, Bentonville and Springdale do NOT have political control of the state of Arkansas.

#5. This part of the country is only one generation out of dirt roads, beans, rice and cornbread..

And a lot of political, economic and social immaturity exists.

Don't expect that your job is done when your kid gets on the school bus.

It's only just begun, because your kid can end up as a really bad dummy.

And because of the size of this place, your kid getting expelled or suspended from school is a very big deal.

It doesn't have the resources to just send kids to a different school.

#6. This place is woefully over-policed through a combination of law enforcement resources considering a population of about 100,000 people.

#7. Don't drink, don't smoke, don't do drugs, and don't eat fast food and don't drink soda..

Go to the gym, and go to the family doctor, get vaccinated and go to the Dentist regularly...

You can't afford bad health here.

#8. There both is, and isn't public transportation here.

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So in many ways, this place is not a joke.

The only problem I have with fayetteville is that it is a place where you either make a good life or a bad one, because no room exists to fix anything wrong and start over..

And these people really are just one generation out of dirt roads..

And a lot of monopolies exist because of the size of it.

The phrase "Rattlesnakes don't commit suicide"...

Is America supposed to kowtow, or like somebody who knows full well he's a piece of sh!t and does nothing to fix it...

And who forces us to outvote them to keep them out of power, and kick their a)sses to make them comply ?

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Oceanic, River and Coastal Ships

-Merchant Marine...

Cruise ship and Ocean Liner service provided under the Crown Royal Lines labeling.

No label for cargo service, just Merchant Marine.

Busses, Coaches, Trains, and 18 Wheeler, logistics Trucks.

-Department of Transportation and Logistics, services under Greyhound labeling.

Civilian Commercial Aircraft.

-Department of Civil Aviation, services provided under North Star Airlines labeling.

Computer servers and Internet, TV, and Phone service provider equipment..

-Department of Communication and Multimedia services.

Services for TV, Internet, Phone and Satellite Radio provided under the VIA labeling.

Military and Law Enforcement weapons and equipment.

-Department of Defense, and Department of Public Safety.

(Guns and tactical equipment are banned for civilian use).

Medical and Scientific equipment, staff and facilities.

-Department of Public Health Service

(PHS).

Energy producing equipment, Natural Gas equipment, and Water filtration equipment..

-Department of Public Utilities.

Period.

That's how it would be.

Like I said...

Duty is for Needs.

Profits are for selling shoes.

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