Jasmine

I truly have genuine feelings for this man who is 46-years-old, I'm 24. We met at a show where he was DJing and since then have gotten along very great. I feel as there is a true soul mate connection between us. He doesn't look old and he's never been married and has no children. My family don't like it and think he's a "pedophile" when I'm a grown woman. People are telling me to talk to someone my age, men in my age group are still boys and beyond immature still. My first boyfriend was 4 years older than me and he was really immature. Another thing with men in my age group, they do not give me that genuine old school vintage feeling I crave so much. I'm not looking for a Father figure, sugar daddy, or to be arm candy. I'm looking for a real relationship with an older man. Should I just let him go?

Should I get them done horizontally or vertically? My breast are small, so which would suit me better?

My boyfriend died of alcohol poisoning the 26 of January. I'm so hurt and crushed. His name was Matt, he was 24, he was the sweetest guy in the world. He was so kind, hot, funny and smart.

However he suffered from alcoholism, he was very shy and he said he needed to be drunk to talk to people. I was very concerned about him, he would drink about everyday. I tried texting him and calling him the day before he died, but his phone was off.

I figured he was just sick or something. I went to bed, and woke up with a heartbreaking message from his sister saying that he passed away. When I found out I couldn't speak, I froze. Later I cried for hours and hours and hours. I cried myself to sleep even. I was so hurt.

The last time I saw him he was at my house, when he left I gave him a kiss. I at least got to say that I loved him. I had a lot of Valentine's Day gifts I was planning on giving him. I just look at them and cry. I miss him so much and get so sick an anxious knowing that he's gone.

I tried to kill myself by taking pills and swallowing them with dish soap. I went to his viewing, but I didn't want to go to his funeral. I would've had a meltdown. He was the boy of my dreams.

I don't know what else to do now. I need help. I'm very depressed.

I love my boyfriend so much. (He is 24 and I'm 20) He has bipolar disorder, he can't take medication because it makes him physically ill and he starts vomiting. He lives in another state though, I'm so grateful I got to meet him in person which he came all the way from Wisconsin to Texas to come see me! :)

However, he's home and he's been feeling neglected by his friends since he got back him in September. He can't control his behaviour, though he is a genuinely sweet guy. I talk to him almost everyday to make sure he's alright and happy, but he seems so sad and lonely. What can I do to make him happy?

I've been talking to this guy who lives in Wisconsin for a year already. I live in Texas. Online, over the phone, extra. We have so much in common, we are both obsessed with Rozz Williams and we have the same problems and personality. I want to meet him so bad. But, my stupid family said it's too dangerous and all this bullshit. So I want him to come over here, the thing, is, he's poor and can't get a job the town he lives in sucks.

My mom said he has to pay to come see me, I try telling her he can't and that the town sucks for jobs. And she says, so, he could still get a job. Will I just have to face the fact that we're never going to meet in person.

Okay, it was two years ago when we all became friends, it lasted September 2009 though January 2010! That was my last year in High School I was 17, I'm 19 now. But, before they have began to avoid me, we were all such good friends, it's been over two years, and it still hurts!

After that time I would always give to them and never ask for anything. But when 2010 hit, everything changed they were all ignoring me, being rude to me, they were still letting me sit with them, but would always act all passive agresive and crap. It just was not the same, things were never the same. We all made up, but it was fake.

So I graduated High School and have not seen them in over a year, I tried adding them on Facebook, but they blocked me! What do I do?

The poor baby was vomiting so much, for two weeks. He does not chew his food and he won't drink water. He is so depressed. What is wrong with him?

This really gets me upset. People tent to judge us and say we are evil and Satanic when Goth has nothing to do with that. People think that bands like Evanescence, Nightwish, Lacuna Coil, and Within Temptation are Goth, but truthfully the NOT even close! Goth bands are Bauhaus, Siouxsie & the Banshees, Joy Division, Specimen, and The Sisters of Mercy. I gets me mad when people say "Gothic Metal" bands are "Goth." Why do they think that?